Tak faham erti
sem ini terasa pendek?
ya, anda boleh setuju bersama, cuti itu, cuti ini, mood belajar pun sudah lari-lari.
telinga ini pula sekarang asyik terpekak dengan lagu-lagu country aly dan aj, the wreckers. dan lagu heart-out dari the red jumpsuit apparatus, the veronicas, boys like girls. lagu mendayu dan pop-slow dari the times, manis, bintang batu, kid and xera.
mereka awesome tahu? try dengar kalau tak percaya aku.
almond london dah berguni masok mulut,
sekarang stok konfleks bermadu yang tengah dirasa lidah ini, manis.
aku dapat element glucose yang sangat banyak sejak beberapa hari ini,
harap-harap akan affect muka sekali, biar manis, haha. ;p
periksa dah tepacak around the corner, menangislah kau puas-puas dulu sekarang,
sebab lepas ini perlu kuat, perlu struggle mati-mati,
"biar tak tidur jika ada paper esok hari," propaganda lapuk sem lepas yang cuba dipraktik kembali.
haa, aku sudah mula serius, cerita semua pasal benda belajar,
kejap.
aku tiada idea.
ok.
aku boleh ja baca satu buku tanpa faham apa-apa, lepas itu aku sakit hari sendiri, menuduh yang diri sendiri tak sampai tahap untuk mengkaji isi buku yang dibaca tak faham erti itu. ler. seberapa lembab otak ini boleh pergi pun aku tak tahu. andai sahaja manusia boleh punya eksperimen menguji kelajuan minda berfungsi, teringin aku mengetahui masanya.
aku open the eternal enemy kembali dan berjumpa dengan ini,
"i began to examine the brain in earnest. what i discovered was that for all the progress neurology and related disiplines had made in mapping which parts of the brain affected which expressions of thought-emotions such anger and lust, decision-making capacities and so forth-no one had explained what a thought was and no one knew if thought had anything to do with the external environment. this was an important issue to me. did thought affect matter? could it? i sought in vain to find one psychic who could bend a spoon in front of me. the more i explored, the more it seemed there was the universe out there and our dreams locked up in here and never the two should directly meet. i emphasize the word directly because obviously our thoughts had changed our planet, and not always or even usually for the better. but could thought touch a tree? could thought touch an atom? i wondered.
i believe i had discovered the basic material of the universe, the one thing out of which everything else was made.
what is it?
space.
but space isn't anything.
i believe in nothing, so, i wasn't dissapointed that the ultimate element, out of which everything was constructed, was basically nothingness.
but that makes no sense.
it is the only thing that makes sense. beyond the smallest of the small there must be nothing. but let's not debate the philosophical implications of what i am telling you. i discovered something remarkable in nothingness. something my mind could connect with and comprehend-in a limited fashion. i discovered that the universe never forgets anything.
what does it mean?
at the finest level, in that space beyond the smallest subatomic particle, the creation remembers everything it has ever been. i used the word remember for the sake of simplicity. the pattern of the past is present at every point-in everything.
the past had more substance because it had once been. the future had none because it might never be."
i believe i had discovered the basic material of the universe, the one thing out of which everything else was made.
what is it?
space.
but space isn't anything.
i believe in nothing, so, i wasn't dissapointed that the ultimate element, out of which everything was constructed, was basically nothingness.
but that makes no sense.
it is the only thing that makes sense. beyond the smallest of the small there must be nothing. but let's not debate the philosophical implications of what i am telling you. i discovered something remarkable in nothingness. something my mind could connect with and comprehend-in a limited fashion. i discovered that the universe never forgets anything.
what does it mean?
at the finest level, in that space beyond the smallest subatomic particle, the creation remembers everything it has ever been. i used the word remember for the sake of simplicity. the pattern of the past is present at every point-in everything.
the past had more substance because it had once been. the future had none because it might never be."
mengelirukan, aku cuba faham maksud yang diperkatakan.
p/s: english is too seductive, esok bel's speaking test.
By: [thatreservedgirl]
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