This street~

3/26/2008 6:59:01 PM

This street~

I am not one of the most brilliant person in this world, but I know that I can be one of them, if I put my mind into it..forget about everything and focusing to be brilliant..get straight a’s in all subjects, and lock myself in the room for 24 hours studying..whoa, whoa..i just can’t do that..and even if I could, it won’t work..coz my heart will start a riot in me..seriously..

So, here I am now..on this street..the street where most of the teenagers will choose..the street where you don’t have to actually memorized all the physics’s laws or spending most of your time in finding the probability of the next equation in additional mathematics..and also the street where life is being live to the fullest..true..

I am unaware of what is going to happen next..just wishing this street will have something for me..maybe I don’t know where it’s going to take me, but I have to keep on walking in this street..and I don’t want to ever look back..ever..

Being the most successful person will be everybody’s dream..but hey, not me..it’s not that I don’t want or what.to me, the definition of the word “successful” itself is on how many a’s you’ve got in your exams or what is your total income per month..yup..i’ve been spending most of my time of my final year in high school solving this equation that keep on bothering my head..

If you ask me, “you don’t want to be a successful person, then, what is your dream..?” I’ll say, that I just want to be happy..right now, the only problem is, I don’t know how am I going to make myself happy..but I’m sure, the happiness that I’m searching for, definitely not on the other street, the street where all the bright student choose..since it is a competition between these two streets, obviously, the happiness is on this street..the street that I’m walking on..i put on my faith in here..trying to actually believing something is stored for me, on the way..

Hurm..the worst case scenario that will happens to me, in this street, is that, I’ll get involve in drugs, or all sorts of stupid things that uneducated person will do..yay..it’s a big worst thing..as long as I still have this brain of mine, that will keep on functioning every single seconds of my life, I’m hundred percent sure that I won’t involve in that such things..me, myself, have to trust me(why you’re using difficult word, annur..?)..it’s my wish laa, haiyoo..

If you don’t understand what I’m talking in the last 3 line in the above paragraph, nevermind..forget it..it’s always like that, complicated stuff..

By telling you this thing, seriously, I swear that I am not trying to convince you to choose this street or what..i’m just a girl from the other side that trying to tell you, here, how am I feeling right now, in this street..it’s like the poem that you’ve learn, “road not taken,” or something-something..the point is, I’m glad that I’m here..i’m not sure that I’m happy right now, but I’m sure, I will someday(btw, fyi, I hate this word = someday) in this street..

The end..

p/s: as you can notice, broken english is everywhere..! forgive me mr rajan(my english teacher)..huhu..till now, I didn’t pass up your “last year essay exercise,” and usually, fall asleep in you class..i didn’t mean to do that purposely..you’re always talking about this corrupted things and you incredible life in London and bla bla bla, which I can’t help but to fall asleep..again, sorry..maybe, I’ll pass up my delay essay this year..just, maybe..didn’t promise anything..and to all form five smkts, this year, please and please, try to complete all the essays that mr rajan gave you..if you still can’t complete it, eventough how hard you’ve tried, then, all I can say is, “JOIN THE CLUB!” hahak..what a happy ending~

By [thatreservedgirl]