CSD3S1

18:23:00 PM

CSD3S1

CSD3S1
disember 2009-april 2010

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p/s: sumpah aku macam tak suka. kelas pukul 4-6 paling tak tahan, heh.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

My pictures, spoke

23:41:00 PM

My pictures, spoke

presenting;

amrit


michaela


surendar

and together,
we are the cullen,
hahaha ;p

not in a million years, i can ever replaced this one; this moment.
it's way too precious people, hehe.
thank you my darling(s)! ;)

p/s: i've told you; my pictures, spoke, heh.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Aku tak perlu banyak

20:15:00 PM

Aku tak perlu banyak

hey bakal tunang terkacak,
aku tak perlu banyak;

kau beri aku satu plug, sudah punya
satu komputer riba, sudah punya
satu modem, sudah punya
dan satu senyuman. :)

sumpah aku akan duduk diamdiam tak merungut apa-apa.
dan aku akan setia jadi tunang kau, takkan curang-curang semacam mereka;
janji. ;)

hey bakal suami terhebat,
yakinlah yang aku tak perlu banyak;

semasa hantaran kahwin nanti,
mohon beri aku adobe lightroom 5 ya,
kalau takdapat original, pirate punya pun aku terima, hehe. ;p

sumpah aku akan jaga kau, anak-anak dengan sebaik-baiknya.
dan aku akan setia jadi isteri kau, takkan tinggal-meninggalkan semacam mereka;
janji. ;)

lol.

aku sudah cakap,
aku tak perlu banyak.

yang ini sudah cukup mengembirakan. :)

adobe lightroom 2.
aku prefer lightroom dari photoshop, hebat, kau perlu ada juga, tahu?


desktop, 2009.
mohon nasihatkan aku supaya tak ubahsuai desktop
komputer-komputer di sri laksamana bila naik semester baru nanti, tolong? ;D

terima kasih lelaki terbaik,
kau memang teman lelaki yang terbaik, :)

dan ini adalah cara aku menghargai.

p/s: aku memang suka kaler hitam, minimalis.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

No way

19:13:00 PM

No way

have you ever regret meeting them?
no, no way.

mereka yang terpaling indah.
selalu, sentiasa. :)



p/s: kayla's room is the best. tidur 1o tahun pun, still takmahu bangun. lol.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Teori

22:37:00 PM

Teori

teori;
jika kau berhubungan dengan seseorang, dan ditakdirkan kau terseliuh kaki; maka, seseorang itu bukan untuk kau. lalu, jika kau cuba mahu meneruskan juga hubungan tersebut, padahnya akan menjadi semakin buruk.

it happened to me,
not once,
not twice,
but, thrice baby.

hell-o to the 'jengket-jengket world', again. sigh.

january 25, 2009

don't ever thought of throwing that bandage away annur. lol.

by the way,
this is just a theory, my theory.

hey lover,
prove me wrong and be that kind of guy, please. ;)

"some people fall in love and touch the sky,
some people fall in love and find quicksand,
i hover somewhere in between; i swear,
i can't make up my mind."
by incubus.

p/s: rasa sakit tapi rasa manis sekali, entah kenapa.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Newly-found heroins

12:06:00 PM

Newly-found heroins

beberapa hari kelmarin,

"kau ni tak reti nak keluar rumah eh?"
"orang takmahu pokok layu la."

pagi tadi,

"kau apahal bangun pagi buta?"
"nak harvest-lah, lol."

2 minit yang lalu,

"kau pergi siap, sepupu ayah kahwin hari ini."
"nak buat apa, tengok ja, tapayah-lah, haha."
"kau kata nak seluar jeans kan, jom terus cari sekali."
"whoa, okayokay."

risau ayah aku tengok aku tak jejak-jejak luar rumah. haha. :D
salahkan applications kat facebook, my newly-found heroins, ;p

farmville.
habislah layu eggplant aku, dia harvest pukul 2 nanti, siapa-siapa, mohon bantu? haa, syukri, kau tolong login akaun aku; thatreservedgirl@yahoo.com.my, kau tahu password dia. :)

rock riot.
lion yang kenalkan, sumpah takdapat beat si lion nih lagi. asyraf, bila mahu potong? lol ;p

cafe world.
apple aku yang itu masak lagi 1 jam setengah. habislah. :(

p/s: susah sangat kang, pukul 2 nanti pandai-pandailah saya online kat cc mana-mana kejap, demi eggplant dan apple saya. :(

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Macam mimpi-lah

11:57:00 AM

Macam mimpi-lah

hoihoi,
tadi jalan-jalan, singgah blog azfar, tergamam bila nampak ini;

diploma part 03 direct to degree.

haha,
macam mimpi-lah.

syidah, apalagi, mohon ar,
ajak freeze sekali doe. ;)

p/s: aku tak layak untuk mohon. belum part 3, adeh.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

I'm a fool for you

02:14:00 AM

I'm a fool for you

aku ulang ber-dizillion kali dah.
lagu ini untuk kau.


supermassive black hole by muse

"i thought i was a fool for no-one,
oh baby, i'm a fool for you."

p/s: jangan dera orang sekeliling.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Best i ever had

17/12/2009 00:40:00 AM

Best i ever had

this is a real deal, because it's my heart that i'm risking here.

may the end solves everything.

hey you,
harap perasaan kita akan sama-sama selesai.
and who knows, maybe, you will be the best i ever had, nanti. :)


best i ever had by vertical horizon

p/s: pagi.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

What is wrong with you?

18:30:00 PM

What is wrong with you?

it's funny, really funny.

i am so not a kid lover;

macam sesetengah perempuan yang kalau jumpa baby or kanak-kanak kecil terus main cubit pipi dan cakap, "aww, kiut habis, alalalala sayang."

no, i am not that person, seriously.
fullstop.

now, here's the problem;

sepupu kecil aku, umur 3-4 tahun agaknya, dari tadi sibuk mahu bermanja.
sekejap pegang tangan, peluk-peluk, kacau aku tengok movie, cubitcubit pipi aku dengan jari kecikcenenot dia;
haa, sekarang tengah main rambut aku pulak, uish.
aku macam nak jerit , "woi, what is wrong with you?"
tapi takut dia melalak tak pasal-pasal, payah.

"saya ini jenis tak layanlah dik, salah orang, shuh shuh."

and btw, it's a boy, ladies and gentleman. ghahah.
stop it, please.

lol, nih dia duduk depan monitor ini tak bagi aku taip dah. ngekla kau weyh.

p/s: i can't even imagine how am i going to have one of my own. oh jauh sekali.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

From jeti with love

21:00:00 PM

From jeti with love

from jeti with love.

disember 13, 2009. xoxo.

p/s: tidak mabuk laut, haha.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Goodbye

16:14:00 PM

Goodbye

goodbye ANC. my one and only biggest wish. :(

i won't lie.
i saw it coming already, all the signs on the wall, i knew it.
and i'm okay now, forrealforreal. :)

hey syidah dengdut dan wahidah flower;
DL kan? i am so very proud of you two weyh! :D
and i can't wait to hear from you yana gemok; my other roommate.

part 3 is coming, can't wait. ;p

p/s: mz, trust me, it will stop.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Forever

06:15:00 AM

Forever

early wednesday morning people. :)

M: i do miss you but that is all i can do, :(
A: well then, tc.

and by that, i mean;

well then,
guess what.
i am so not missing you anymore, at least, like i used to.
i am so not missing you anymore, like the day you walk out that door; my door.
i am so not missing your hair.
i am so not missing your hand.
i am so not missing your smile.
i am so not missing your heart.
and you know these are just a pretty lie kan? haha.

i make you look easy to walk in and out of my life because i don't want you to feel any guilt.
but i never thought it will be harder on me instead.

i took months and months of healing.
i've suffered the ultimate suffering.
for the first time, i'm leading my life to actually . . . nothing.

i've tried to pull myself together; for you, for my friends, for me.

once,
i've tried to love someone like i love you;
but somehow it seems very wrong,
it doesn't feels right either,
it's like i'm betraying you,
and betraying myself for a fact;

because once i said forever, i mean forever.

but i guess,
this is just how the story goes.
typical love story of mine, as always.

and day by day,
things get better.
and year by year,
i know things will get even better. :)

and 5 years from now,
maybe this missing thingy will not be matter anymore,
but, just so you know, i will never forget you, that's for sure. :)

and i do miss you too, but, you know, that is all i can do too. :(
tc.

p/s: i am still, in my healing process. :)

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Answer

13:40:00 PM

Answer

if you can't forget the one who got away, can you love the one you're with?

answer me.

it's not fair for him, he, neither you.

p/s: pcfair 2009 macam summersplash tahu.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

Bangsat

13:33:33 PM

Bangsat

hidup aku bangsat tahu?

sekecil-kecilnya aku;
selemah-lemahnya aku;
pun masih bernafsu dijadikan bahan buli keadaan.

aku penat jadi si gila.
aku penat jadi si songsang.
aku penat jadi si sebal.

aku cuma mahu jadi normal.
bantu?

tapi,
kalau harus aku,
lukakan orang demi normaliti itu;
bencikan orang demi normaliti itu;
pijakkan orang demi normaliti itu;
sumpah aku tak sanggup.

aku mohon.

biarkan aku terus si gila,
biarkan aku terus si songsang,
biarkan aku terus si sebal,
biarkan aku terus seorang.

biarkan.

biarkan sampai aku mati kepenatan.

aku sudah laku silap,
aku mohon maaf.

jika ini pada kau bunyinya normal, mohon angkat panggilan aku.
kalau sebaliknya rasa kau, biarkan, tak perlu kau angkat panggilan.
biarkan aku penat seorang.

p/s: normaliti memang bangsat kadang-kadang.

By: [thatreservedgirl]

The one who has the courage to treat me like a woman

01:15:00 AM

The one who has the courage to treat me like a woman

I,
with a deeper instinct,
choose a man who compels my strength,
who makes enormous demands on me,
who does not doubt my courage or my toughness,
who does not believe me naive or innocent,
who has the courage to treat me like a woman.

- Anais Nin

aku cuma teruskan hidup untuk mengetahui pengakhirannya saja. kurius samada akan ketemuan atau tidak dengan lelaki yang seperti dia; the one who has the courage to treat me like a woman.

p/s: if you choose to stay with me, please be willing to take the risk.

By: [thatreservedgirl]