28/03/2009 01:06:00 AM
A harsh reality
Come on, let's face it, i have a weird aura, every single electronic device that i hold, it takes only two seconds for it to break down, yup, it's such a harsh reality, but i have to deal with it; Q, thank god, you're getting better now, hoping your voice will recovered soon, i'll try my best dear, i really do, ............, noe's gone, looking for sound driver for Q, compaq presario v3000, windows XP as operating system, plus, she'll be patricipating proggramming competition early this morning at sri laksamana, uitm juhor, wish her the best of luck, :)
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Monday, March 30, 2009
I've wrote a song, yeah!
3/5/2009 01:27:00 PM
I've wrote a song, yeah!
Siyesly, ku telah bejaye menchepta sibuah lagu tok Babai, yang ku judul-kan “kini ku cerita”, pretty much I think the message is clear, and hopefully it will be accepted, heheh, gotta submit the song to Babai, can't wait to write about his review, stay rockin then, :)
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I am born to speak out
2/25/2009 00:57:00 AM
I am born to speak out
Yes, I've noticed my new skill today, I am born to speak out, I am a good presenter, debator and has a unique way of expressing my opinion, ya, I prefer the slow and clear kind of approaches, ahah, talking about patience, here it goes, liar liar, em, the atmosphere in the debating room just now, was electric ladies and gentlemen, we are actually arguing about politicians, I've never actually know anything and everything about this “politics world”, but, it came to a surprise that, actually, I'm pretty good at arguing about all this politics things, maybe I should consider being a speaker in Dewan Negara or something, someday, hurm, i'll be right back, ....................... (long pause, noe is thinking) ................. (noe is just login) em, for a second thought, ya, it's pretty hilarious and ridiculous, and so not my style of wearing proper attire and make-up and all that, after considering all the pros and cons, I think I should put a full stop on the consideration part, once and for all, lol, :)
Madam speaker mam, ku bawu dapat berite di mane papaya menghidap this penyaket bejangket, I was like so damn worried about her coz she'll be having a test this early morning (memandangkan skang da masok awi yang bawu), her face got this bintik bintik merah and she feels very itchy, all over her body, during her test day (emphasizing), tell me if it's comfortable to actually answering all the questions in that conditon, I've been through that, for info, and my marks was like “average,” and I've decided to actually drop that paper (coz of the drive of losing my motivation, ahaha, liar liar), but I can't (couldn't, cannot, the paper was like essential, without the paper, baek drop out the course are, seriously, ahahha), anyway, the point here is that, I would like to highlight, blame the “sickness” itself people! Macam takde waktu laen plak nak saket, haih, dugaan tol an, anyway anyway anyway, I would like to wish you all the best, Papaya, for your Marketing paper this morning, hoping you will get the highest mark in the class, prove to all, that, we sick people are actually capable of getting good marks, ahha, chaiyok! :)
Last but not least, speak out everybody, express your un-satisfaction inside, the surroundings would like to hear what you have to say, anyway, you've got nothing to lose in the first place pon, goodluck with that, and not forgotten, Kudus, chaiyok for the final test, :)
Can't wait to meet a stranger, ahah, see yah!
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I am born to speak out
Yes, I've noticed my new skill today, I am born to speak out, I am a good presenter, debator and has a unique way of expressing my opinion, ya, I prefer the slow and clear kind of approaches, ahah, talking about patience, here it goes, liar liar, em, the atmosphere in the debating room just now, was electric ladies and gentlemen, we are actually arguing about politicians, I've never actually know anything and everything about this “politics world”, but, it came to a surprise that, actually, I'm pretty good at arguing about all this politics things, maybe I should consider being a speaker in Dewan Negara or something, someday, hurm, i'll be right back, ....................... (long pause, noe is thinking) ................. (noe is just login) em, for a second thought, ya, it's pretty hilarious and ridiculous, and so not my style of wearing proper attire and make-up and all that, after considering all the pros and cons, I think I should put a full stop on the consideration part, once and for all, lol, :)
Madam speaker mam, ku bawu dapat berite di mane papaya menghidap this penyaket bejangket, I was like so damn worried about her coz she'll be having a test this early morning (memandangkan skang da masok awi yang bawu), her face got this bintik bintik merah and she feels very itchy, all over her body, during her test day (emphasizing), tell me if it's comfortable to actually answering all the questions in that conditon, I've been through that, for info, and my marks was like “average,” and I've decided to actually drop that paper (coz of the drive of losing my motivation, ahaha, liar liar), but I can't (couldn't, cannot, the paper was like essential, without the paper, baek drop out the course are, seriously, ahahha), anyway, the point here is that, I would like to highlight, blame the “sickness” itself people! Macam takde waktu laen plak nak saket, haih, dugaan tol an, anyway anyway anyway, I would like to wish you all the best, Papaya, for your Marketing paper this morning, hoping you will get the highest mark in the class, prove to all, that, we sick people are actually capable of getting good marks, ahha, chaiyok! :)
Last but not least, speak out everybody, express your un-satisfaction inside, the surroundings would like to hear what you have to say, anyway, you've got nothing to lose in the first place pon, goodluck with that, and not forgotten, Kudus, chaiyok for the final test, :)
Can't wait to meet a stranger, ahah, see yah!
By: [thatreservedgirl]
A writer's honor
2/28/2009 08:00:00 PM
A writer's honor
Before I'm proceeding with today's agendas, first and foremost, I would like to wish MOK, a very lovely birthday, you are turning 19 already, damn, gile tue da Mok skang, ;p ahahah, anyway, I am so damn sorry about the incidence in the early morning, I can't talk properly when I'm asleep, really am sorry Mok, heh :)
Well today's agenda, probably I'll say it's kinda suck-ish and happy at the same time, why am I saying that, hurm, coz my life, basically, it won't complete without either one, it needs the blend of both feeling to actually makes the life wonderful, isn't it?
My friend ask me to write a song for him, I'll try my hardest Babai, he's actually an ex-vocalist of an indie band,I'm going to spend the whole night with him tonight, focusing on the song, it's my honor to write him a song, a writer's honor, feeling kinda nerdy plak, ahahh, thank you, :)
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Cherishing the day
2/23/2009 2:38:00 AM
Cherishing the day
I woke up, went to class, go back to college, went to class again, realising how beautiful I am (please, you don't want to know how), sleep, doing book review, open the web, continue doing the book review, receive a message from ALI, don't want to reply it, again continue doing the book review, feel pity for ALI, consider myself as a very mean person, contact ALI, laughing, chatting, teasing, arguing, laughing again, happy ending, missing him even more, will be in touch back on Saturday, completed the book review, open the web, composing a new journal, uploading it in myspace, most importantly, the light is off, will gone to sleep anytime soon, :)
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Cherishing the day
I woke up, went to class, go back to college, went to class again, realising how beautiful I am (please, you don't want to know how), sleep, doing book review, open the web, continue doing the book review, receive a message from ALI, don't want to reply it, again continue doing the book review, feel pity for ALI, consider myself as a very mean person, contact ALI, laughing, chatting, teasing, arguing, laughing again, happy ending, missing him even more, will be in touch back on Saturday, completed the book review, open the web, composing a new journal, uploading it in myspace, most importantly, the light is off, will gone to sleep anytime soon, :)
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Spreading my wings
2/20/2009 8:34:00 PM
Spreading my wings
I am currently in the state of infinity, on high, every single minute of living considering the facts that I'm going to learn photoshop lessons for free from the ultimate professional photographer in Malaysia since he had been in this field for like 19 years, the fact that I'm going to involve in I-HAC seminars (hacking competition) and patricipating in NOVINCE tournament (debating asian style) at UiTM Shah Alam this coming March are the reasons of feeling this way, this is not about bragging or what, this is just an expression of feeling, telling that i am so damn ****ing happy with the way things work, the light is shine upon me, yeah, :)
Today, I wake up, brush my teeth, go to class at CLL Lab, Sri Laksamana, do a little talking in class, pay for my class photos, go to speakers corner, watch the senior debating about banning the facebook, gather for talk about the motion, go back to Mutiara college, buying chocolate ice-cream, go to dining, take two tauhu jepon, go back to Baiduri college, my home but not very sweet home after all, eat my lunch, thinking of KATAK PUYU BUNCET, read Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend, sleep, taking pictures, thinking of KATAK PUYU BUNCET again, read Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend again, open the web, writing my journal, upload photos, happy, :)
Ya, pretty much, I'm enjoying spreading my wings lately, wink ;p
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Spreading my wings
I am currently in the state of infinity, on high, every single minute of living considering the facts that I'm going to learn photoshop lessons for free from the ultimate professional photographer in Malaysia since he had been in this field for like 19 years, the fact that I'm going to involve in I-HAC seminars (hacking competition) and patricipating in NOVINCE tournament (debating asian style) at UiTM Shah Alam this coming March are the reasons of feeling this way, this is not about bragging or what, this is just an expression of feeling, telling that i am so damn ****ing happy with the way things work, the light is shine upon me, yeah, :)
Today, I wake up, brush my teeth, go to class at CLL Lab, Sri Laksamana, do a little talking in class, pay for my class photos, go to speakers corner, watch the senior debating about banning the facebook, gather for talk about the motion, go back to Mutiara college, buying chocolate ice-cream, go to dining, take two tauhu jepon, go back to Baiduri college, my home but not very sweet home after all, eat my lunch, thinking of KATAK PUYU BUNCET, read Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend, sleep, taking pictures, thinking of KATAK PUYU BUNCET again, read Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend again, open the web, writing my journal, upload photos, happy, :)
Ya, pretty much, I'm enjoying spreading my wings lately, wink ;p
By: [thatreservedgirl]
My stressful night
2/22/2009 1:47:00 AM
My stressful night
My weakness is that I can't sleep with the lamp open, meaning to say, I am more comfortable in the dark. I wanted to get my sleep. I got class tomorrow. I wanted to wake up early, to prepared for my class. But the lamp is on. And right now, I'm cracking my head to actually thinking of ways to switch off the lamp without breaking anyone's heart. Still I'm in blank. I'm so stressful, help me get through this my lord, arrghh, I'm pretty messed up right now, but don't worry I'm not a cannibal and I don't prefer to be one of it in this near future, perhaps my stressful night will soon be over with, really hopeful, wishing I will not be in any war tonight, fyi, I am so not a patient person, but I'll try to hold on as long as I can, peace.
By: [thatreservedgirl]
My stressful night
My weakness is that I can't sleep with the lamp open, meaning to say, I am more comfortable in the dark. I wanted to get my sleep. I got class tomorrow. I wanted to wake up early, to prepared for my class. But the lamp is on. And right now, I'm cracking my head to actually thinking of ways to switch off the lamp without breaking anyone's heart. Still I'm in blank. I'm so stressful, help me get through this my lord, arrghh, I'm pretty messed up right now, but don't worry I'm not a cannibal and I don't prefer to be one of it in this near future, perhaps my stressful night will soon be over with, really hopeful, wishing I will not be in any war tonight, fyi, I am so not a patient person, but I'll try to hold on as long as I can, peace.
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I laugh a lot, and loud!
1/24/2009 12:02:20 PM
I laugh a lot, and loud!
I’m having the best half-day of my life, where it maybe figured as such a “worst time” for certain people..
Let’s begin..
I woke up late today (7.oO am to be exact), as usual, thank you..and..
I’m rushing myself to get dress up for the ptptn thing, but, unfortunately, I didn’t iron my baju yet..so, I took a damn long 15 minutes just to iron the baju..and..
I noticed that I didn’t washed my laundry yet, next thing, I open my closet, and pick up the box (contains full of syiling), where I have to sacrifice my 6x5o sen syiling tok basohan ituh, adeh, abes simpanan-ku oh..and..
Next, ku pigi tandas, but, since the time is running out and I have to be at Dewan Sri Temenggung before 7.61 am, I’ve decided not to take a shower, I then, only brush my nice and sweet placing teeth and get back to my room as fast as possible (eeuuw, bdk masen betambah masen an ALI, ahah)..and..
I’m busy packing my bagpack coz right after I’ve completed the ptptn thing, I will ran to the uitm bus stop near the pakcek uk (name biase = pakguard, but telah bekuat kuase skang, mereka telah dinaekkan pangkat kipade pakcek unit keselamatan, sesape yang sibot pakguard, nati kine saman ringget malaysia 5o hengget, eheh) nye office to get a ride to sigamat techenta..and..
I took a glanced at the jam..and..
The jam was like pointing at 8.1o am, I am so damn late, tepiker plak yang ku bokan vip nak lambat lambat neyh, siyes doe, I went to mesen baso and tetolis di screen yang 4 menet lagee bawu basohan-ku ituh siap, so, memandangkan ku da lambat gile, ku pon begerak sepantas mungken menuruni anak-anak tangga nan kecil tok menuju ke dewan tesebot..the very funny thing is that, no even one person pon yang tuwon tangge same, xde bunyik kasot pon, tetanya dalam hati, xkan aku sowang jek yang amek ptptn kat sineyh oh, pilek..and..
Ku lalu notis board and my eyes captured something interesting, it said that the ptptn thing start at 8.3o am plak, adeh, lawak siot, buwat gelaba jek, haih..and..
Ku rush naek anak-anak tangge nan kecil ituh balek, menuju ke mesen baso, and amek baju, bukak pintu bilek, ku jimo baju, pastuh ku belaree ke dewan balek..and..
Sampai di dewan, banyak betol hal, dea kate only 2Oo out of 4oO person sahaja yang akan dilayan pada hari ineyh..alamak, deowang pon passing nombo, sape cipat, dapat ar angke gileran tuh..i was like huh?, making my funny face just to resembles how ridiculous + stupid the situation is..and..
I don’t even know where to get the angke gileran, so, this part is hard to believe, where, suddenly yet amazingly, ahah, I do ask my course-mate (since I saw her there) dengan penoh supan santun dan betatasusila yang bebunyee begineyh, “uum, weyh, err, di manakah agaknya untok-ku mendapatkan angke gileran?”..and..
Dea pon dengan baek hatinya meng-point ke satu arah ituh..di sineyh, ku ucapkan time kaseh banyak-banyak weyh! =D ..and..
Ku begerak sepantas yang mungken tok menuju ke arah ituh, sampai saja disana, owg ituh sidang meng-passingkan nombo, ku dapat lehat satu bawisan yang cukop panjang, tak tedaya tok masok queue, jade ku putong saja, sampai saja ku ke hadapan sikali dan dapat gak angke gileran which is 149/2Oo..di sineyh juga, ingen ku memuhon map bebanyak, pada mereka mereka dalam bawesan ituh, ku sangat tedesak, suwi suwi oh, ku telah gadaikan salah satu prinsip-ku, ku besala untok ituh..and..
Ku dilanda masaalah, ku sedawi maseh banyak dokumen-dokumen-ku yang tidak lengkap, ada yang maseh bilom di fotostat, jadee, ku pon mengambel kipotusan drastic tok dudok sibenta fokus memikerkan bagaimana tok mencari tempat fotostat (adeh, jika ku ada slr pasti telah silesai masalah ineyh, tangkap saja dokumen ituh dan print di bilek)..ku jadee resah gelisah dan tak tentu awah..and..
I get out of the dewan and went straight to the library, adeh, tutop, next ke kidai fotostat belok c, tutop gak, next ke unimart zon B, tutop tutop gak, macam-macam idea dalam otaku, ingat nak mintak tulong pakcek cleaner jek, kot kot dea ade kenderaan, bole mintak tulong fotostat kat sigamat, tapee, tak tekeluar plak sore, hanya sinyuman mampu diberi..and..
Mase tengah jalan jalan tuh, ku tejato hamper ngan longkang, siyes lawak siak, paste kowang gilak jika melihat-nya, ku sendiwi pon tak tahan, owg yang kat bilakang aku shiap mengucap panjang lagee, adeh adeh, my leg is so damn hurt, I think I just sprinkled it, huhu,so ku jalan je ar, henjot henjot mencawi mesen fotostat..and..
Ku menuju ke hep, sangat beharap ia buka, tuhan nak tulon-ku agaknya, tenyata ia buka, masalah tedekat-ku pon silesai..alhamdulillah..and..
Menurot pengiraan-ku awineyh, semourna suda uitm sigamat ku tawap, hamper beberapa kali, taknak banyak lak peloh ku kuar, muke pon da supe pelarian, dalam pada ituh juga, ku henjot henjot ke dewan simula..and..
Sampai di dewan, angke gileran bawu nombo 21, adeh, lame lagee siot, em, ku behasrat mau kuntak ali, nyatakan awi-ku, tapee sayang, kol-ku tidak diangkat, haih, bizi barangkali..ku pulang ke bilek dalm kadar kurang segera disebabkan kaki ineyh..sangat asangat tidak selesa, ahah, banyak kali juga ku ketawakan diwi sendiwi..and..
Sampai di bilek, ku taep bende neyh, mahu upload tapee internet stuck tetiba pula, adeh, bedoa saja tok dea puleh khembali, arap awi-ku ineyh akan betuka tok menjadee baek baek saja..
Stay rockin..cheers..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I laugh a lot, and loud!
I’m having the best half-day of my life, where it maybe figured as such a “worst time” for certain people..
Let’s begin..
I woke up late today (7.oO am to be exact), as usual, thank you..and..
I’m rushing myself to get dress up for the ptptn thing, but, unfortunately, I didn’t iron my baju yet..so, I took a damn long 15 minutes just to iron the baju..and..
I noticed that I didn’t washed my laundry yet, next thing, I open my closet, and pick up the box (contains full of syiling), where I have to sacrifice my 6x5o sen syiling tok basohan ituh, adeh, abes simpanan-ku oh..and..
Next, ku pigi tandas, but, since the time is running out and I have to be at Dewan Sri Temenggung before 7.61 am, I’ve decided not to take a shower, I then, only brush my nice and sweet placing teeth and get back to my room as fast as possible (eeuuw, bdk masen betambah masen an ALI, ahah)..and..
I’m busy packing my bagpack coz right after I’ve completed the ptptn thing, I will ran to the uitm bus stop near the pakcek uk (name biase = pakguard, but telah bekuat kuase skang, mereka telah dinaekkan pangkat kipade pakcek unit keselamatan, sesape yang sibot pakguard, nati kine saman ringget malaysia 5o hengget, eheh) nye office to get a ride to sigamat techenta..and..
I took a glanced at the jam..and..
The jam was like pointing at 8.1o am, I am so damn late, tepiker plak yang ku bokan vip nak lambat lambat neyh, siyes doe, I went to mesen baso and tetolis di screen yang 4 menet lagee bawu basohan-ku ituh siap, so, memandangkan ku da lambat gile, ku pon begerak sepantas mungken menuruni anak-anak tangga nan kecil tok menuju ke dewan tesebot..the very funny thing is that, no even one person pon yang tuwon tangge same, xde bunyik kasot pon, tetanya dalam hati, xkan aku sowang jek yang amek ptptn kat sineyh oh, pilek..and..
Ku lalu notis board and my eyes captured something interesting, it said that the ptptn thing start at 8.3o am plak, adeh, lawak siot, buwat gelaba jek, haih..and..
Ku rush naek anak-anak tangge nan kecil ituh balek, menuju ke mesen baso, and amek baju, bukak pintu bilek, ku jimo baju, pastuh ku belaree ke dewan balek..and..
Sampai di dewan, banyak betol hal, dea kate only 2Oo out of 4oO person sahaja yang akan dilayan pada hari ineyh..alamak, deowang pon passing nombo, sape cipat, dapat ar angke gileran tuh..i was like huh?, making my funny face just to resembles how ridiculous + stupid the situation is..and..
I don’t even know where to get the angke gileran, so, this part is hard to believe, where, suddenly yet amazingly, ahah, I do ask my course-mate (since I saw her there) dengan penoh supan santun dan betatasusila yang bebunyee begineyh, “uum, weyh, err, di manakah agaknya untok-ku mendapatkan angke gileran?”..and..
Dea pon dengan baek hatinya meng-point ke satu arah ituh..di sineyh, ku ucapkan time kaseh banyak-banyak weyh! =D ..and..
Ku begerak sepantas yang mungken tok menuju ke arah ituh, sampai saja disana, owg ituh sidang meng-passingkan nombo, ku dapat lehat satu bawisan yang cukop panjang, tak tedaya tok masok queue, jade ku putong saja, sampai saja ku ke hadapan sikali dan dapat gak angke gileran which is 149/2Oo..di sineyh juga, ingen ku memuhon map bebanyak, pada mereka mereka dalam bawesan ituh, ku sangat tedesak, suwi suwi oh, ku telah gadaikan salah satu prinsip-ku, ku besala untok ituh..and..
Ku dilanda masaalah, ku sedawi maseh banyak dokumen-dokumen-ku yang tidak lengkap, ada yang maseh bilom di fotostat, jadee, ku pon mengambel kipotusan drastic tok dudok sibenta fokus memikerkan bagaimana tok mencari tempat fotostat (adeh, jika ku ada slr pasti telah silesai masalah ineyh, tangkap saja dokumen ituh dan print di bilek)..ku jadee resah gelisah dan tak tentu awah..and..
I get out of the dewan and went straight to the library, adeh, tutop, next ke kidai fotostat belok c, tutop gak, next ke unimart zon B, tutop tutop gak, macam-macam idea dalam otaku, ingat nak mintak tulong pakcek cleaner jek, kot kot dea ade kenderaan, bole mintak tulong fotostat kat sigamat, tapee, tak tekeluar plak sore, hanya sinyuman mampu diberi..and..
Mase tengah jalan jalan tuh, ku tejato hamper ngan longkang, siyes lawak siak, paste kowang gilak jika melihat-nya, ku sendiwi pon tak tahan, owg yang kat bilakang aku shiap mengucap panjang lagee, adeh adeh, my leg is so damn hurt, I think I just sprinkled it, huhu,so ku jalan je ar, henjot henjot mencawi mesen fotostat..and..
Ku menuju ke hep, sangat beharap ia buka, tuhan nak tulon-ku agaknya, tenyata ia buka, masalah tedekat-ku pon silesai..alhamdulillah..and..
Menurot pengiraan-ku awineyh, semourna suda uitm sigamat ku tawap, hamper beberapa kali, taknak banyak lak peloh ku kuar, muke pon da supe pelarian, dalam pada ituh juga, ku henjot henjot ke dewan simula..and..
Sampai di dewan, angke gileran bawu nombo 21, adeh, lame lagee siot, em, ku behasrat mau kuntak ali, nyatakan awi-ku, tapee sayang, kol-ku tidak diangkat, haih, bizi barangkali..ku pulang ke bilek dalm kadar kurang segera disebabkan kaki ineyh..sangat asangat tidak selesa, ahah, banyak kali juga ku ketawakan diwi sendiwi..and..
Sampai di bilek, ku taep bende neyh, mahu upload tapee internet stuck tetiba pula, adeh, bedoa saja tok dea puleh khembali, arap awi-ku ineyh akan betuka tok menjadee baek baek saja..
Stay rockin..cheers..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
One more day before I left~
3/12/2008 18:00:20 PM
it's one more day before i left..goodbye Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan..
officially out of this place, uitm, here i come! :)
****************************************************
13 days later;
16/12/2008 10:16:20 PM
An ice-skating experience, after 18 years waiting..
My name is Annur, (a typical 18 years old malay girl, 5o kg, 16o cm, have the sweetest smile according to Mr. Rajan, my English teacher) and I’m having a blast today folks!
Coz of what? I’m experiencing my first ice-skating after 18 years waiting, believe it, at last!
I’m in such a good mood now..hehehe..eventough i have bruises all over my body, (coz of the impact of falling down, million times actually) I cant even remember how long, (in seconds) I do actually stand on the ice..2o-3o seconds I guess, and the rest, I mean, most of the time, I was like, swimming on the ice..
My clothe went completely wet after 1o seconds I step into the ice ring..hahaha..I fall badly man, (you should see it!) though it hurts, a lot, but it worth the pain! The kind of satisfaction is there anyway, the beauty of standing on the ice even only for 2o-3o seconds, it’s undescribable, I’m in high (in good meaning actually) every single second of it, beautiful!
=]
Til next time though..chowchow..
Damn! It hurts!
=p
By: [thatreservedgirl]
it's one more day before i left..goodbye Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan..
officially out of this place, uitm, here i come! :)
****************************************************
13 days later;
16/12/2008 10:16:20 PM
An ice-skating experience, after 18 years waiting..
My name is Annur, (a typical 18 years old malay girl, 5o kg, 16o cm, have the sweetest smile according to Mr. Rajan, my English teacher) and I’m having a blast today folks!
Coz of what? I’m experiencing my first ice-skating after 18 years waiting, believe it, at last!
I’m in such a good mood now..hehehe..eventough i have bruises all over my body, (coz of the impact of falling down, million times actually) I cant even remember how long, (in seconds) I do actually stand on the ice..2o-3o seconds I guess, and the rest, I mean, most of the time, I was like, swimming on the ice..
My clothe went completely wet after 1o seconds I step into the ice ring..hahaha..I fall badly man, (you should see it!) though it hurts, a lot, but it worth the pain! The kind of satisfaction is there anyway, the beauty of standing on the ice even only for 2o-3o seconds, it’s undescribable, I’m in high (in good meaning actually) every single second of it, beautiful!
=]
Til next time though..chowchow..
Damn! It hurts!
=p
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Where I’m at?
1/4/2009 9:34:22 PM
Where I’m at?
I’m at UiTM now..to be specific, UiTM Johor, situated at KM 12, Jalan Muar, 85009 Segamat, Johor Darul Ta’zim..i’m stuck here for the next 3 years..yup..i’m taking my diploma in computer science here, my one and only true goal after all..i’m dropping out from Negeri Sembilan Matriculation College after having such a long long long battle with my heart..yup, that’s true..right after I got my final examination result, where my cgpa = 1.97 ONLY, I’ve decided to put a full stop..thank god I have a back up plan, you know, I always do, I’m good in planning, but not so good on realizing the plan, ahah, and here I am, just finishing my MMS week (Minggu Mesra Siswa) for Dec 2008 - Apr 2009 intake which is terrible+annoying+irritating+tiring week ever! (-_-#) Damn! I can still remember it clearly..
Supposedly, now I should be at Dewan Sri Temenggong where the public speaking+etc will be held..but, amazingly, the activity suddenly had been cancelled..yay me! =) And right now, im in my room, Baiduri college, sitting down on my table facing my beloved laptop, Q, and writing this down..
I’ve been to several class such as BEL 120 = English class, CSC 119 = fundamentals of computer science, CSC 125 = fundamentals of computer problem solving, and MAT 210 = my discrete mathematics class, for the past few days..it’s a good start anyway, I don’t have any difficulty on meeting new friends and lecturers, at least, til now, so far so good.. =]
I’m not a social person, I mean, it’s very hard to open up sometimes, mingle around, you know, especially, when, you don’t feel like getting involve in anything in particular, considering that I am a big thinker, (someone who thinks too much about anything and everything; according to NOe’s dictionary) I rather live in me and with me, a loner, to be clear..try to avoid any risks of getting hurt, the best way, as clear as it is, to stay away from anything and everything..yup..my only and old methode of NOe’s laws and rules..
Wishing to have such a wonderful yet contented life in here, chasing my aim, get dean’s list every semester, and graduating with Anugerah Naib Canselor..gile ah..
Nway, tommorow, I have my BEL 120 class at 8 am..shu shu, kine gi tdo..
Haa, before that, to AHMAD SYUKRI BIN ZOLKIFLEE: chaiyok sayang, stadi bebaek tok ups this coming 12 january ya! I do believe in you oh! =] And and, best of luck to all matriculation students too, gambate-ru guys!
Later..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Where I’m at?
I’m at UiTM now..to be specific, UiTM Johor, situated at KM 12, Jalan Muar, 85009 Segamat, Johor Darul Ta’zim..i’m stuck here for the next 3 years..yup..i’m taking my diploma in computer science here, my one and only true goal after all..i’m dropping out from Negeri Sembilan Matriculation College after having such a long long long battle with my heart..yup, that’s true..right after I got my final examination result, where my cgpa = 1.97 ONLY, I’ve decided to put a full stop..thank god I have a back up plan, you know, I always do, I’m good in planning, but not so good on realizing the plan, ahah, and here I am, just finishing my MMS week (Minggu Mesra Siswa) for Dec 2008 - Apr 2009 intake which is terrible+annoying+irritating+tiring week ever! (-_-#) Damn! I can still remember it clearly..
Supposedly, now I should be at Dewan Sri Temenggong where the public speaking+etc will be held..but, amazingly, the activity suddenly had been cancelled..yay me! =) And right now, im in my room, Baiduri college, sitting down on my table facing my beloved laptop, Q, and writing this down..
I’ve been to several class such as BEL 120 = English class, CSC 119 = fundamentals of computer science, CSC 125 = fundamentals of computer problem solving, and MAT 210 = my discrete mathematics class, for the past few days..it’s a good start anyway, I don’t have any difficulty on meeting new friends and lecturers, at least, til now, so far so good.. =]
I’m not a social person, I mean, it’s very hard to open up sometimes, mingle around, you know, especially, when, you don’t feel like getting involve in anything in particular, considering that I am a big thinker, (someone who thinks too much about anything and everything; according to NOe’s dictionary) I rather live in me and with me, a loner, to be clear..try to avoid any risks of getting hurt, the best way, as clear as it is, to stay away from anything and everything..yup..my only and old methode of NOe’s laws and rules..
Wishing to have such a wonderful yet contented life in here, chasing my aim, get dean’s list every semester, and graduating with Anugerah Naib Canselor..gile ah..
Nway, tommorow, I have my BEL 120 class at 8 am..shu shu, kine gi tdo..
Haa, before that, to AHMAD SYUKRI BIN ZOLKIFLEE: chaiyok sayang, stadi bebaek tok ups this coming 12 january ya! I do believe in you oh! =] And and, best of luck to all matriculation students too, gambate-ru guys!
Later..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Will I be ever remembered?
11/21/2008 7:42:21 PM
Will I be ever remembered?
Today have been such a long long day..started very early in the morning, I woke up, prepared to class..i’m wearing my blue “kaen langser” kurong (aku tibai mak-ku punye actually tapee siyes oh, memang kaen langser doe..huu) I didn’t finished my math assignment, that’s my purpose of going to tutorial centre at 7.3o even the class is actually supposed to start at 8.Oo++, hoping someone will be there, and I can copy his/her work before my mathematics teacher came into the class..haha (jaat aku weyh, meniwu jek kije) From far, I saw azamin, bend his back, writing down something, math calculation I guess..i approach him, very quietly, he was quit surprised when he saw me..first thing first, I ask him about the mathematics assignment, did he finished it already? He said yes, but he can’t answer question number two..i don’t really bother anyway, my aim is just to finished up the assignment quickly, I then, borrowed his paper and did my usual activities, COPYING! Haha! =p
Luckily, the class was actually started at 9.Oo am..i was very thankful but at the same time feeling a bit pissed off..why thankful? Coz I got enough time to complete my abandoned assignment..and why pissed off? Coz no one ever told me that the class started at 9.Oo..i know I’m just the girl on the wall, the invisible one, but I deserved to be reminded also right? Am I just alone here? Maybe..i guess I’m not the only one whose being forgotten here, besides me, azamin, zakuan, amran and nazirul also don’t know about the class..Popular people like us just to busy to jotting down the time when the next mathematics classes started (ayat tok menyenangkan ati-ku..huu)
And the rest of the day, went smoothly, as usual..
Now, it’s already o8.O5 pm, and I’m sitting here, in my room, writing this down while wondering, will I be ever reminded? Someday, when I’m gone, will someone ever think of me? Missing me, my smile, missing the time that we shared together, and wishing me by their side? Huh..til now, yup yup, I’m still wondering, will I be ever remembered?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Will I be ever remembered?
Today have been such a long long day..started very early in the morning, I woke up, prepared to class..i’m wearing my blue “kaen langser” kurong (aku tibai mak-ku punye actually tapee siyes oh, memang kaen langser doe..huu) I didn’t finished my math assignment, that’s my purpose of going to tutorial centre at 7.3o even the class is actually supposed to start at 8.Oo++, hoping someone will be there, and I can copy his/her work before my mathematics teacher came into the class..haha (jaat aku weyh, meniwu jek kije) From far, I saw azamin, bend his back, writing down something, math calculation I guess..i approach him, very quietly, he was quit surprised when he saw me..first thing first, I ask him about the mathematics assignment, did he finished it already? He said yes, but he can’t answer question number two..i don’t really bother anyway, my aim is just to finished up the assignment quickly, I then, borrowed his paper and did my usual activities, COPYING! Haha! =p
Luckily, the class was actually started at 9.Oo am..i was very thankful but at the same time feeling a bit pissed off..why thankful? Coz I got enough time to complete my abandoned assignment..and why pissed off? Coz no one ever told me that the class started at 9.Oo..i know I’m just the girl on the wall, the invisible one, but I deserved to be reminded also right? Am I just alone here? Maybe..i guess I’m not the only one whose being forgotten here, besides me, azamin, zakuan, amran and nazirul also don’t know about the class..Popular people like us just to busy to jotting down the time when the next mathematics classes started (ayat tok menyenangkan ati-ku..huu)
And the rest of the day, went smoothly, as usual..
Now, it’s already o8.O5 pm, and I’m sitting here, in my room, writing this down while wondering, will I be ever reminded? Someday, when I’m gone, will someone ever think of me? Missing me, my smile, missing the time that we shared together, and wishing me by their side? Huh..til now, yup yup, I’m still wondering, will I be ever remembered?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Letter letter + surat surat!
10/24/2008 10:34:47 PM
Letter letter + surat surat!
Soklan umum: Kinape tajok campor campor?
Jawapannye: Entah oh, memang tetolis begitu..
Ku tengah stadi matematik tadee..dari chapter 3, polynomial and skang kat chapter 4, sequence and series..ceritanya, time tengah tengah stadi tadee, ku tarek booku nota matematik-ku, konon nak wujok nota lelame yang ku salen time kuliah, mase zaman ku we-wajen dolu..lalu, sidang membelek-belek, ku tejumpa karangan bebentok letter bertarikh: 1st Ogos 2oO8, o8Oo hours yang betajok: my FFL world~
Karangan tuh ku tolis time jiwa kacau dolu..da lame da..seingat-ku, ku tolis kawangan tuh time klas tuto math, x salah mase awi jumaat pagee..ku dudok kat row blakang skali dalam klas..sah sah, tak amek pehatian langsong, sebok menolis kawangan tuh..
Tetibe saja, ku tewingen tok men-journal-kan-nya plak..
Buterannye seperti bewikot:
**********
Letter to me in the future:
I’ve never been okay since trillion years ago. And I will never be anyway. It’s getting sucks here. I’m suffocated, gasping for air. There is this little tiny mess that I’m going through right now. And I’m trying to fix it back. I know I can fix it. I just need some time alone, all by myself, and trying to unfold the unsaid words behind the story. Anyway, just to highlight, it feel sucks being me, right now, at this very moment.
My FFL world is hanging upside-down. I’m not complaining or what, I’m just trying to figure this out, being me, it’s so damn tough! Family always comes first. In my world, they are the second. Yup, it’s weird huh? Actually, I’m scared to put any trust in anybody, coz, at the end, I’m the one who will be in tears. What a horrible creature I am, isn’t it? Well, you have to face it, coz, that’s me.
And friend, which I’m sure, a very basic component that you need or specifically, you have to have at least ‘one’, in order to complete the survival kit to enter this new millennium world. Where the fuck is is this law comes from anyway? It’s nice when you’ve find someone to talk to, to share a piece of your world with, but hey, this ancient algebraic formula doesn’t work to me. Getting involved in so called ‘friendship fight’ is fucking damn tired! And it hurts, badly. Right now, my heart is just like being ripped out of its place. Blood is everywhere. How I wish, I can runaway, forget about everything and live alone, just me, in that place, only and only and only me. That’s what I get when I gamble in, so much trust and heart of mine into the game. Again, at the end, I’m the one, the only one, lying here.
Love on the other hand, for the past few years were never been lucky, except, this thing I’m going through right now. He made me feel that I’m needed, and that’s what I’m dying to feel for so damn very long. But, I’m not ready to open up just yet. Coz, I’m seriously, have been living in my own weird world alone. I’m used to that type of living. Hence, there’s certain thing, I can’t tell him, it’s not that I don’t want, it just that, I don’t think that I have to do so. In biology analogy, my world is like a plant cell, surrounded by a cell wall and plasma membrane which consist of phospholipids bilayer. Every substances or large molecules that wanted to get into my world, must first, get permission from the carrier protein, before they can successfully entering the cell. Obviously, a hydrophilic substance, will find it’s hard to pass through. The story, same goes to me, I am very rigid in letting someone in. it’s getting serious when it involved the ‘heart’ thing. I can’t give it all. At least, I have to keep a piece of my heart with me, so that I can use it up later to repair my broken heart when things don’t work as I hope it will be. I’m not trying to be pessimistic here, but, it just one of the law of mine.
I’m finish writing about my FFL world. Even it is in the negative side of view, but, I hope it’s worth, coz, I’m writing this down, for me, thatreservedgirl in the future, so that, she’ll know, what I’m feeling right now, and I wanted to let her know that, it just sucks right now! And the story is fold.
“Family.Friends.Love”-Just sucks when it links to me~
p/s: it’s better if I hold on to these words: ‘don’t get to know me, coz, I’ll hurt you in some way.’
Letter from me in the past.
**********
Begitula ia be-mule dan akhernye..
Sambongan-nya pula:
**********
Surat tok diri-ku pada masa lampau:
My life is getting better weyh!
Ku kini dah okay ngan family-ku oh..kawan? da ilang tapee ade yang maseh stay dengan-ku cam PAPAYA, CIKU, LEMON, BRINGLE (lame x dengan kaba ko weyh!) STRAWBERRI, BUAH NAGE, DOLLA! Haha! Damn, mereka maseh di sineyh, menemani-ku..ALI? 3 bolan lebih dengan-nya suda, through ups and down, melalui konflik hati yang dramatik, and luckily, still, kami maseh besame..baru saja dapat call dari-nya tadee..
And, exam final? Lagee 3 awi doe..matematik x khatam lagee, kemia and biology, haha, jaoh sikalee, (tapee, yang pileknye, even sibenanye, x ah pilek sangat pon) ku x wisau pape oh, x gelaba langsong..lipak jek, leh maen taep taep lagee..haha..x penah nak insap tol aku neyh an, sijak dawi zaman me-mude dolu weyh..kebiasaannye, nak pekse neyh, mule ar ku dimam, entah ape pasal tah, ku wase wase, ku neyh allergic kat booku oh, maen be-bace sket, da dimam, huu, x phm tol..nway, chaiyok tok aku weyh! Hee.. =p
Harap, ineyh cukop tok membalas surat lampau..chowchow..
Surat dawi diri-ku pada masa semasa..haha! =]
**********
The end!
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Letter letter + surat surat!
Soklan umum: Kinape tajok campor campor?
Jawapannye: Entah oh, memang tetolis begitu..
Ku tengah stadi matematik tadee..dari chapter 3, polynomial and skang kat chapter 4, sequence and series..ceritanya, time tengah tengah stadi tadee, ku tarek booku nota matematik-ku, konon nak wujok nota lelame yang ku salen time kuliah, mase zaman ku we-wajen dolu..lalu, sidang membelek-belek, ku tejumpa karangan bebentok letter bertarikh: 1st Ogos 2oO8, o8Oo hours yang betajok: my FFL world~
Karangan tuh ku tolis time jiwa kacau dolu..da lame da..seingat-ku, ku tolis kawangan tuh time klas tuto math, x salah mase awi jumaat pagee..ku dudok kat row blakang skali dalam klas..sah sah, tak amek pehatian langsong, sebok menolis kawangan tuh..
Tetibe saja, ku tewingen tok men-journal-kan-nya plak..
Buterannye seperti bewikot:
**********
Letter to me in the future:
I’ve never been okay since trillion years ago. And I will never be anyway. It’s getting sucks here. I’m suffocated, gasping for air. There is this little tiny mess that I’m going through right now. And I’m trying to fix it back. I know I can fix it. I just need some time alone, all by myself, and trying to unfold the unsaid words behind the story. Anyway, just to highlight, it feel sucks being me, right now, at this very moment.
My FFL world is hanging upside-down. I’m not complaining or what, I’m just trying to figure this out, being me, it’s so damn tough! Family always comes first. In my world, they are the second. Yup, it’s weird huh? Actually, I’m scared to put any trust in anybody, coz, at the end, I’m the one who will be in tears. What a horrible creature I am, isn’t it? Well, you have to face it, coz, that’s me.
And friend, which I’m sure, a very basic component that you need or specifically, you have to have at least ‘one’, in order to complete the survival kit to enter this new millennium world. Where the fuck is is this law comes from anyway? It’s nice when you’ve find someone to talk to, to share a piece of your world with, but hey, this ancient algebraic formula doesn’t work to me. Getting involved in so called ‘friendship fight’ is fucking damn tired! And it hurts, badly. Right now, my heart is just like being ripped out of its place. Blood is everywhere. How I wish, I can runaway, forget about everything and live alone, just me, in that place, only and only and only me. That’s what I get when I gamble in, so much trust and heart of mine into the game. Again, at the end, I’m the one, the only one, lying here.
Love on the other hand, for the past few years were never been lucky, except, this thing I’m going through right now. He made me feel that I’m needed, and that’s what I’m dying to feel for so damn very long. But, I’m not ready to open up just yet. Coz, I’m seriously, have been living in my own weird world alone. I’m used to that type of living. Hence, there’s certain thing, I can’t tell him, it’s not that I don’t want, it just that, I don’t think that I have to do so. In biology analogy, my world is like a plant cell, surrounded by a cell wall and plasma membrane which consist of phospholipids bilayer. Every substances or large molecules that wanted to get into my world, must first, get permission from the carrier protein, before they can successfully entering the cell. Obviously, a hydrophilic substance, will find it’s hard to pass through. The story, same goes to me, I am very rigid in letting someone in. it’s getting serious when it involved the ‘heart’ thing. I can’t give it all. At least, I have to keep a piece of my heart with me, so that I can use it up later to repair my broken heart when things don’t work as I hope it will be. I’m not trying to be pessimistic here, but, it just one of the law of mine.
I’m finish writing about my FFL world. Even it is in the negative side of view, but, I hope it’s worth, coz, I’m writing this down, for me, thatreservedgirl in the future, so that, she’ll know, what I’m feeling right now, and I wanted to let her know that, it just sucks right now! And the story is fold.
“Family.Friends.Love”-Just sucks when it links to me~
p/s: it’s better if I hold on to these words: ‘don’t get to know me, coz, I’ll hurt you in some way.’
Letter from me in the past.
**********
Begitula ia be-mule dan akhernye..
Sambongan-nya pula:
**********
Surat tok diri-ku pada masa lampau:
My life is getting better weyh!
Ku kini dah okay ngan family-ku oh..kawan? da ilang tapee ade yang maseh stay dengan-ku cam PAPAYA, CIKU, LEMON, BRINGLE (lame x dengan kaba ko weyh!) STRAWBERRI, BUAH NAGE, DOLLA! Haha! Damn, mereka maseh di sineyh, menemani-ku..ALI? 3 bolan lebih dengan-nya suda, through ups and down, melalui konflik hati yang dramatik, and luckily, still, kami maseh besame..baru saja dapat call dari-nya tadee..
And, exam final? Lagee 3 awi doe..matematik x khatam lagee, kemia and biology, haha, jaoh sikalee, (tapee, yang pileknye, even sibenanye, x ah pilek sangat pon) ku x wisau pape oh, x gelaba langsong..lipak jek, leh maen taep taep lagee..haha..x penah nak insap tol aku neyh an, sijak dawi zaman me-mude dolu weyh..kebiasaannye, nak pekse neyh, mule ar ku dimam, entah ape pasal tah, ku wase wase, ku neyh allergic kat booku oh, maen be-bace sket, da dimam, huu, x phm tol..nway, chaiyok tok aku weyh! Hee.. =p
Harap, ineyh cukop tok membalas surat lampau..chowchow..
Surat dawi diri-ku pada masa semasa..haha! =]
**********
The end!
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Dilanda melodee klassikal mhimpee sekatika!
10/16/2008 7:45:12 PM
Dilanda melodee klassikal mhimpee sekatika!
Dikala shenja shenja yang kehujanan ineyh pula, atiku menjadi hiba..
Entah kinape..misteri sunggoh pewasaan ineyh..dan mindaku pula..nah, nun disana..agak jaoh lari dawi reality sibenar..
Ku berada di garisan pemulaan yang juga dipenohi dengan jutaan manusia yang laen..ingen memulakan pelumbaan antara idop mati..
Cuacanya..sepeti skang..shenja yang kehujanan..tanah itu menjadi lecak..bokan ku khuather kasotku kotor, cuma ku khuather ada yang jatoh..
Dilanda melodee klassikal mhimpee sekatika..
Kembalee..
Vruuussshvruuusssh = bunyee hujan ituh (ku tidak peka akan ejaannya, tapee, yang penting, ku dapat menyatekan rancak sunggoh irama rintikan yang tuwon) Tidak semerdu mahupon selunak mana, tapee, bejaye meng-hiba-kan ati kadboard beku-ku ineyh..
Awineyh..tidak ku hader ke kuliah mahupon tutoran..tidak ku saket mahupon pening..cuma pewasaan-ku tiada disana..ya, ku phonteng seharian! Ibu-ku suda serba tawu tentang ituh, x usah se-susah mahu mengadu padanya..
Aduh! Mati idea la plak..
Ah, ituh saja yang ku mahu tolis tok ketika ineyh weyh..akan ku sambong nati..
Sibelom ku telupa, LEMON! Moga cipat okay weyh, “idop ineyh memang palat doe, tapee sok maseh ade an”! epy epy jek keyh =p..kungsi kungsi ngan PAPAYA weyh, dea ade kat sane an, even terok camne pon kiadaannye, korang still ade each other weyh, plus plus, have a great day ya! =]
PAPAYA! Three words to you= HI MASSCOM CHIC! Haha! Ring a bell huh?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Dilanda melodee klassikal mhimpee sekatika!
Dikala shenja shenja yang kehujanan ineyh pula, atiku menjadi hiba..
Entah kinape..misteri sunggoh pewasaan ineyh..dan mindaku pula..nah, nun disana..agak jaoh lari dawi reality sibenar..
Ku berada di garisan pemulaan yang juga dipenohi dengan jutaan manusia yang laen..ingen memulakan pelumbaan antara idop mati..
Cuacanya..sepeti skang..shenja yang kehujanan..tanah itu menjadi lecak..bokan ku khuather kasotku kotor, cuma ku khuather ada yang jatoh..
Dilanda melodee klassikal mhimpee sekatika..
Kembalee..
Vruuussshvruuusssh = bunyee hujan ituh (ku tidak peka akan ejaannya, tapee, yang penting, ku dapat menyatekan rancak sunggoh irama rintikan yang tuwon) Tidak semerdu mahupon selunak mana, tapee, bejaye meng-hiba-kan ati kadboard beku-ku ineyh..
Awineyh..tidak ku hader ke kuliah mahupon tutoran..tidak ku saket mahupon pening..cuma pewasaan-ku tiada disana..ya, ku phonteng seharian! Ibu-ku suda serba tawu tentang ituh, x usah se-susah mahu mengadu padanya..
Aduh! Mati idea la plak..
Ah, ituh saja yang ku mahu tolis tok ketika ineyh weyh..akan ku sambong nati..
Sibelom ku telupa, LEMON! Moga cipat okay weyh, “idop ineyh memang palat doe, tapee sok maseh ade an”! epy epy jek keyh =p..kungsi kungsi ngan PAPAYA weyh, dea ade kat sane an, even terok camne pon kiadaannye, korang still ade each other weyh, plus plus, have a great day ya! =]
PAPAYA! Three words to you= HI MASSCOM CHIC! Haha! Ring a bell huh?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Bekecamok hati!
10/10/2008 4:26:47 PM
Bekecamok hati!
Hati aku x aman skang weyh..bekecamok..
Sibabnye, kerane aku da menyaketkan orang oh..bokan saket fizikal weyh, tapee saket ati-nye..tuh xpe lagee sibenanye, sibab ku memang da bese saket-saketkan ati orang neyh, memang sijak azali lagee, deowang yang kinal aku tawu ar kes-kes lampau-ku..tapee, orang neyh adalah orang yang penting dalam hidop aku weyh..gile ah..saat ineyh, ku dipenohi wase besalah..ku bimbang weyh, teramat..jiweku kosong skang doe..macam sume hempedu da tade..
The story..
We met..we talked..it was fine at first..then, suddenly, the situation changed..both of us became quiet..quiet in a weird way..he was hoping to hear the answer..but, the answer that he want to hear was never come out from my mouth..he stressed up then..obviously..i kept on quiet..it’s not my wish to turn the situation all around..and it’s my fault for not doing that..i’m sucks in words, didn’t i? Never thought he was fragile..he wasn’t before..but today, he’s becoming one..
This is not the first time, I guess..i don’t know..lately, I keep on hurting him by saying words that I should never be say..i’m not quite sure what’s happening..maybe, we should have a break, a week, or two, and I’ll try to figure out what’s the problem..i’ll fix it..
If I and him just keep on like this, it’s going to be worse, our relationship..it’s not that I’m looking forward to break up with him or what, anyway, our relationship is going to be 3 month on this coming sunday, but, I just think it’s the best way to do, the most appropriate way of adjusting what’s wrong and I need some time to make it right..
I’m unstable right now, coz I think he’s slipping away from me..and the distance keep on increasing every single day..the love that we share, wasn’t as sweet as before..it fucking sucks now..the time that we enjoy didn’t feel the same anymore..we’re much more to be friend than gf/bf..i hope I was wrong about that..never thought it could be this hard, and this hurt..
They all say we are such an ideal couple, but now, I don’t know about the ideal thing anymore..maybe, we’re just don’t..
Egoku tenggikah?
Patotkah ku minta maap dengan dea skang?
Atau perlukah aku biarkan saja kiadaan ini teros meneros?
Ia bokan care aku tok memujok, bokan sibab ku x tawu, tapee, ku xnak memeningkan otaku ngan bende neyh..it’s not because this thing x important or what, but usually, people who knows me, they’ll say, when I think about “something”, I’ll take it seriously, means that I’ll keep on cracking my head thinking about that “something” for a few days until I found the answer that will satisfy me..
And now, yes, I will crack my head thinking bout this, day and night, til I get the answer..wish me luck then~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Bekecamok hati!
Hati aku x aman skang weyh..bekecamok..
Sibabnye, kerane aku da menyaketkan orang oh..bokan saket fizikal weyh, tapee saket ati-nye..tuh xpe lagee sibenanye, sibab ku memang da bese saket-saketkan ati orang neyh, memang sijak azali lagee, deowang yang kinal aku tawu ar kes-kes lampau-ku..tapee, orang neyh adalah orang yang penting dalam hidop aku weyh..gile ah..saat ineyh, ku dipenohi wase besalah..ku bimbang weyh, teramat..jiweku kosong skang doe..macam sume hempedu da tade..
The story..
We met..we talked..it was fine at first..then, suddenly, the situation changed..both of us became quiet..quiet in a weird way..he was hoping to hear the answer..but, the answer that he want to hear was never come out from my mouth..he stressed up then..obviously..i kept on quiet..it’s not my wish to turn the situation all around..and it’s my fault for not doing that..i’m sucks in words, didn’t i? Never thought he was fragile..he wasn’t before..but today, he’s becoming one..
This is not the first time, I guess..i don’t know..lately, I keep on hurting him by saying words that I should never be say..i’m not quite sure what’s happening..maybe, we should have a break, a week, or two, and I’ll try to figure out what’s the problem..i’ll fix it..
If I and him just keep on like this, it’s going to be worse, our relationship..it’s not that I’m looking forward to break up with him or what, anyway, our relationship is going to be 3 month on this coming sunday, but, I just think it’s the best way to do, the most appropriate way of adjusting what’s wrong and I need some time to make it right..
I’m unstable right now, coz I think he’s slipping away from me..and the distance keep on increasing every single day..the love that we share, wasn’t as sweet as before..it fucking sucks now..the time that we enjoy didn’t feel the same anymore..we’re much more to be friend than gf/bf..i hope I was wrong about that..never thought it could be this hard, and this hurt..
They all say we are such an ideal couple, but now, I don’t know about the ideal thing anymore..maybe, we’re just don’t..
Egoku tenggikah?
Patotkah ku minta maap dengan dea skang?
Atau perlukah aku biarkan saja kiadaan ini teros meneros?
Ia bokan care aku tok memujok, bokan sibab ku x tawu, tapee, ku xnak memeningkan otaku ngan bende neyh..it’s not because this thing x important or what, but usually, people who knows me, they’ll say, when I think about “something”, I’ll take it seriously, means that I’ll keep on cracking my head thinking about that “something” for a few days until I found the answer that will satisfy me..
And now, yes, I will crack my head thinking bout this, day and night, til I get the answer..wish me luck then~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Pabila otakku buntu memandang booku matematik di hadapan~
10/5/2008 8:01:08 PM
Pabila otakku buntu memandang booku matematik di hadapan~
Awi neyh awi ahad weyh..ku dipakse pulang ke matrek..esok, cam bese, da start kuliah and tuto balek..all this things yang akan wat aku suffercated telah berulang simula..adeh! Ku bizi gasping for air here, weyh!
Ku kat dalam bilek skang..bilekku da kimas..ati da lapang..dihadapanku ade booku matematik..ku selak page-nye satu pesatu..one word: buntu! Hanye dengan memandangnye saje, ku da wase begituh..arggh!
Di sudut mataku, ku dapat bace neyh: “topic 8: differentiation”, “topik neyh an, geng ngan integration, cume yang neyh, -1, integration, +1,” begitula kate mereka..huh..membowinkkan! siyes oh!
Si hanem plak cakap pasal strong acid strong base, talking about kemia, perghh, lom sempat ku jelajah part ituh!
Banyak yang telah ku tenggalkan, and betambah banyak yang perlu ku kejar..mase maken suntok..ku x suka bila tertekan..kerana, at the end, ku hanye akan hadapi due probability of peng-akheran, samade ku maseh leh bangon dan tewoskan, atau, ku buang dan tenggalkannye..ku takot dengan peng-akheran yang kedua ituh..
Ku tawu ku bole buwat! Ku mahu cuba sikali lagee!
*******noe ilang menatap booku matematik simula~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Pabila otakku buntu memandang booku matematik di hadapan~
Awi neyh awi ahad weyh..ku dipakse pulang ke matrek..esok, cam bese, da start kuliah and tuto balek..all this things yang akan wat aku suffercated telah berulang simula..adeh! Ku bizi gasping for air here, weyh!
Ku kat dalam bilek skang..bilekku da kimas..ati da lapang..dihadapanku ade booku matematik..ku selak page-nye satu pesatu..one word: buntu! Hanye dengan memandangnye saje, ku da wase begituh..arggh!
Di sudut mataku, ku dapat bace neyh: “topic 8: differentiation”, “topik neyh an, geng ngan integration, cume yang neyh, -1, integration, +1,” begitula kate mereka..huh..membowinkkan! siyes oh!
Si hanem plak cakap pasal strong acid strong base, talking about kemia, perghh, lom sempat ku jelajah part ituh!
Banyak yang telah ku tenggalkan, and betambah banyak yang perlu ku kejar..mase maken suntok..ku x suka bila tertekan..kerana, at the end, ku hanye akan hadapi due probability of peng-akheran, samade ku maseh leh bangon dan tewoskan, atau, ku buang dan tenggalkannye..ku takot dengan peng-akheran yang kedua ituh..
Ku tawu ku bole buwat! Ku mahu cuba sikali lagee!
*******noe ilang menatap booku matematik simula~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Simalam yang menggembiwekan~
9/28/2008 5:23:03 PM
Simalam yang menggembiwekan~
Pagee tuh, lemon antar mesej, ajak aku pigi bukak pose ngan dak dak sikola dolu, ex-classmate..ku decide nak join dowang..ku tanye makku, and makku kasi kibenaran tok kluar, tapee, ngan satu syarat..
Syaratnye: ku kine pakai baju kurong~
Perggh, xleh bla..sibenanye, kalo diikotkan, xde ar bewat sgt pon syarat tuh, sibab memang sampai da muak da ku pakai baju kurong kat matrek an, 5 awi seminggu lak tuh, so, xde hal laa..cume..janggal sket oh, kuar ngan dowang pakai baju kurong, kompem kompem kine gelak ah, skema..
Awal-awal ku da text lemon, menyatekan syarat makku tuh, tetibe, dalam msg dea, ade ayat neyh, “hahahahaha”..da agak da, tengok, ku da kine gelak oh..adoi..
Pastuh, petang tuh, dea amek aku, ngan kete waja..dalam tuh, ade moon, ernieza, wandie, lemon dan aku owang yang kelima..mase dalam kete, x banyak yang belaku, cume lemon maen jewit jewit ucap samat awi waye kat acek yang jual kueh tepi tasek+situasi di mane tengkap kete tak leh ditutop..hahahahaha..lawak gak kalo nak diingat balek oh..em..next, lemon drive sampai sikola lameku, selaku, sikola lame dea gak, smkts..dak dak neyh sume tonggu kat sane..ade 3 buah kete, and 16 owang kesemuanye..kitowang wamai wamai nak gi serang tasek idaman petang tuh..btw, thanks lemon, amek aku weyh, jasemoo dikenang!
Proceed..
Lame gak pejalanan, lalu jalan buket buket ah, lalu laluan persendirian ah, lalu jalan pekan yang sempet ah, pastu jumpe tempat maen paintball ah, next, bawu sampai tasek tuh..tempatnye? indah! Penoh ngan lampoo warna-warnee, syok ah..laok di order sampai x muat meje, ku x tawu name laok laok tuh, tapee, mewiah ngan ikan ar..kitowang makan ngan selerenye..time makan, papaya, lobak and aku ber-geng, bukak crite kitowang..seronok dapat beborak setelah agak lame x jumpe..saat tuh dapat aku wasekan, no matter how alone you are, someone will always be there for you, care about you..selame neyh, ku sangka frasa ituh hanye maen maen, sikadar tok melengkapkan bunyee, ternyata ku salah, ku x pernah sendirian sibenanye, hanya aku yang wase begituh..ku silap! Ku maseh ade mereka, yang care about aku..meh sineyh ku cerita pasal mereka lak:
1.Wandie: dak course engineering kat unikl, dea bawak slr awituh doe, d6o kalo x silap..maen tangkap tangkap gamba ar dea awituh..ku kagom!
2.Faridhil a.k.a lemon: bakal dak course photography kat segi college, dea masok mase awi waye keenam neyh, chaiyok weyh!
3.Mok: dak coure engineering gak, study kat miat, bakal hadapi pewikse akher, dea ade 11 papers tok dicover siot, gile ah, ku nye, 3 papers jek, tapee tuh pon, da bole wat pointer retak, ni plak 11, hadoi, maot..anyway, mok, berusehe weyh, jangan putos ase!
4.Johari: dak ex-teknik sepang, tapee ex-smkts gak, simpat kinal dea tok due taon..dea skang kat Kelantan, sambong stadi, ku x sure kat mane..tapee, yang ku pasti, dea kate barang kat sane murah-murah even branded stuff, syok ar ko an jo..huu~
5.Halem: dak uitm shah alam, course chemical engineering, meminati indie band mat3mat1k kot..wase-wasenye ar..btw, dea ex-matrek perak~
6.Amir a.k.a buah nage: dak uitm shah alam gak, and same course ngan halem gak, chemical engineering..cam da couple dowang neyh, sume nak same..ish ish ish..eh weyh, seb baek ko letak screen saver phone ko gamba naemah doe, dengan ituh, telah bejaye menyangkal tudohan tudohan liar yang bakal datang..huhuhu..adeh..one word yang ku leh ckp tentang dakneyh: setia!
7.Zuber a.k.a strawberri: dak miat, course engineering, something to do about aircraft an, dea neyh layan lagu avenged sevenfold: dear god, mocca, couple, estrella and even secondhand serenade..uish..x sangke aku, jiwe lembot~
8.Kayla a.k.a papaya: bakal jadee dak mass communication kat segi college..masok awi waye keenam gak, sme cam lemon, satu tempat belaja dowang neyh, syok oh..anyway, goodlak tok ko weyh..once you get there, msg me bout the hottest guy who u have crush on a.s.a.p ya!
9.Anes busok a.k.a lobak: bekas dak matrek pilah, same cam aku, satu kuliah ngan dea dolu weyh..tapee dea skang kat ptpl, course teknologi perubatan..study under scholarship ptpl..as soon dea graduate diploma dea, gaji start from 2 k..gile ah, anyway, berusehe tok exam akher sem ko weyh, apalkan krebs cycle, calvin cycle, glycolysis, biochemistry and etc ya!
10.Syahiddah: x pasti sambong stadi kat mane, x dapat beborak sangat waktu ituh..tapee, siyes, syok doe, tengok ko drive kete lelaju, gile ah, respek!
11.Moon: pon x pasti pursue stadi kat mane..dea ex-smkts, tapee x pernah dpt peluang tok kinal dea ngan wapat, huu~
12.Fiqa: pon ku x tawu dea katne skang..dea gf wandie sijak dawi sikola dolu..syok oh tgk dowang epy epy, manes!
13.Ernieza: dak lim kok wing, ku x bape tawu course pe lak, em, dea sedare lemon wasenye..
14.Ezati: and sikali lagee ku x bape sure dea skang sambong stadi kat mane, yang pasti, dea sedare lemon gak..
15.Ruby: again, tidak dapat ku tawu ke mane dea skang, yang pasti ku senang dengan dea!
Pas suda makan makan, kitowang bebincang tok agak tak berapa lama, and kipotusan tecapai..pasneyh, nak serang putrajaya lak..ngan otak maseng maseng camtuh, tige tige kete menuju putrajaya..da lame ku x kesana, hamper lupe bagaimane kegembiraanku pabila kali pertame melihat pelbagai jenis architecture dan design yang seakan leh menarek napasku sikatika..semuanye, te-refresh simula, kekemasan pembuatannya, kehalusan seni bina dawi jambatan ke mesjed, ditambah pula ngan evolusi rekaan pade bangunan-bangunan pentadbiran, seakan seronok melihat semuanya, sangat mengagumkan! Aku tegamam doe waktu ituh! Entah sape lagee yang situju ngan aku agaknye..perasaannye, cam nak naek bas putrajaya tuh, and round beratos kali tanpe henti..ku tanye si strawberri, “maseh free kah tambang bas di putrajaya?” katanya, kine baya 5o sen, pastuh leh dok dalam bas lelame, sipanjang awi, tawap putrajaya berulang-ulang, nak dating dalam bas tuh pon bole, lagee syok+save sket baget..begitulaa..haha..dea kasi idea bernas siot, dating dalam bas sipanjang awi! Jom ali! Wink!
Kitowang maen puseng puseng putrajaya, maen lumbe lumbe kete ar, maen nyanyee nyanyee sekuat ati ar, and weyh, ku da blaja satu lagu bawu dawi mereka, tajoknye lucky nyanyian colbie caillat and jason mraz..sidap! Em, pastuh kitowang sampai precint 8, dipan mesjed putrajaya, time tuh banyak gile kete, owang ngah terawikh ar katekan, adeh, kantoi lak x gi doe, huhu, syyhhhhhhhhh! Yg tawu tuh, sinyap sinyap suda ar, eh eh (nada bebisek)..hehe..kitowang lipak kat sane, agak x berape lame gak ar, sibelom kitowang chow ke bistro al-salam yang teletak agak hamper ngan inti kolej..dowang order shisha pewise bubblegum tah ape tah..ku tengok je dowang sedot pastu kuarkan asap tuh..perggh, ku tewingen nak wase, tapee, ku takot..takot ku batok time ngah sedot..piker piker, then, ku batalkan hasratku ituh..
Next next, agak agak nak midnight tuh, ku ngan papaya ngan strawberri ngan buah nage pon menuju pulang, yang laen still stay kat situh..strawberri drive sampai umahku..strawberri! Disineyh, ku nak ucap, thanks for the ride weyh! Haha, syok doe bile ko bawak lelaju, berangen! Ting ting ting!
Hariku berakher ngan sinyoman, it was fine..em..i’m just wondering, what will it be next time, will it still feels the same, the time we enjoy, the laugh that we share, the pictures that we take, the song that we sing together, memories..hurm..nobody knows, what will happen one year later..for me, I just cant wait to find out..but I guess, things will change, like always, but hey, I do believe, only “the special” will stay the same, isn’t it?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Simalam yang menggembiwekan~
Pagee tuh, lemon antar mesej, ajak aku pigi bukak pose ngan dak dak sikola dolu, ex-classmate..ku decide nak join dowang..ku tanye makku, and makku kasi kibenaran tok kluar, tapee, ngan satu syarat..
Syaratnye: ku kine pakai baju kurong~
Perggh, xleh bla..sibenanye, kalo diikotkan, xde ar bewat sgt pon syarat tuh, sibab memang sampai da muak da ku pakai baju kurong kat matrek an, 5 awi seminggu lak tuh, so, xde hal laa..cume..janggal sket oh, kuar ngan dowang pakai baju kurong, kompem kompem kine gelak ah, skema..
Awal-awal ku da text lemon, menyatekan syarat makku tuh, tetibe, dalam msg dea, ade ayat neyh, “hahahahaha”..da agak da, tengok, ku da kine gelak oh..adoi..
Pastuh, petang tuh, dea amek aku, ngan kete waja..dalam tuh, ade moon, ernieza, wandie, lemon dan aku owang yang kelima..mase dalam kete, x banyak yang belaku, cume lemon maen jewit jewit ucap samat awi waye kat acek yang jual kueh tepi tasek+situasi di mane tengkap kete tak leh ditutop..hahahahaha..lawak gak kalo nak diingat balek oh..em..next, lemon drive sampai sikola lameku, selaku, sikola lame dea gak, smkts..dak dak neyh sume tonggu kat sane..ade 3 buah kete, and 16 owang kesemuanye..kitowang wamai wamai nak gi serang tasek idaman petang tuh..btw, thanks lemon, amek aku weyh, jasemoo dikenang!
Proceed..
Lame gak pejalanan, lalu jalan buket buket ah, lalu laluan persendirian ah, lalu jalan pekan yang sempet ah, pastu jumpe tempat maen paintball ah, next, bawu sampai tasek tuh..tempatnye? indah! Penoh ngan lampoo warna-warnee, syok ah..laok di order sampai x muat meje, ku x tawu name laok laok tuh, tapee, mewiah ngan ikan ar..kitowang makan ngan selerenye..time makan, papaya, lobak and aku ber-geng, bukak crite kitowang..seronok dapat beborak setelah agak lame x jumpe..saat tuh dapat aku wasekan, no matter how alone you are, someone will always be there for you, care about you..selame neyh, ku sangka frasa ituh hanye maen maen, sikadar tok melengkapkan bunyee, ternyata ku salah, ku x pernah sendirian sibenanye, hanya aku yang wase begituh..ku silap! Ku maseh ade mereka, yang care about aku..meh sineyh ku cerita pasal mereka lak:
1.Wandie: dak course engineering kat unikl, dea bawak slr awituh doe, d6o kalo x silap..maen tangkap tangkap gamba ar dea awituh..ku kagom!
2.Faridhil a.k.a lemon: bakal dak course photography kat segi college, dea masok mase awi waye keenam neyh, chaiyok weyh!
3.Mok: dak coure engineering gak, study kat miat, bakal hadapi pewikse akher, dea ade 11 papers tok dicover siot, gile ah, ku nye, 3 papers jek, tapee tuh pon, da bole wat pointer retak, ni plak 11, hadoi, maot..anyway, mok, berusehe weyh, jangan putos ase!
4.Johari: dak ex-teknik sepang, tapee ex-smkts gak, simpat kinal dea tok due taon..dea skang kat Kelantan, sambong stadi, ku x sure kat mane..tapee, yang ku pasti, dea kate barang kat sane murah-murah even branded stuff, syok ar ko an jo..huu~
5.Halem: dak uitm shah alam, course chemical engineering, meminati indie band mat3mat1k kot..wase-wasenye ar..btw, dea ex-matrek perak~
6.Amir a.k.a buah nage: dak uitm shah alam gak, and same course ngan halem gak, chemical engineering..cam da couple dowang neyh, sume nak same..ish ish ish..eh weyh, seb baek ko letak screen saver phone ko gamba naemah doe, dengan ituh, telah bejaye menyangkal tudohan tudohan liar yang bakal datang..huhuhu..adeh..one word yang ku leh ckp tentang dakneyh: setia!
7.Zuber a.k.a strawberri: dak miat, course engineering, something to do about aircraft an, dea neyh layan lagu avenged sevenfold: dear god, mocca, couple, estrella and even secondhand serenade..uish..x sangke aku, jiwe lembot~
8.Kayla a.k.a papaya: bakal jadee dak mass communication kat segi college..masok awi waye keenam gak, sme cam lemon, satu tempat belaja dowang neyh, syok oh..anyway, goodlak tok ko weyh..once you get there, msg me bout the hottest guy who u have crush on a.s.a.p ya!
9.Anes busok a.k.a lobak: bekas dak matrek pilah, same cam aku, satu kuliah ngan dea dolu weyh..tapee dea skang kat ptpl, course teknologi perubatan..study under scholarship ptpl..as soon dea graduate diploma dea, gaji start from 2 k..gile ah, anyway, berusehe tok exam akher sem ko weyh, apalkan krebs cycle, calvin cycle, glycolysis, biochemistry and etc ya!
10.Syahiddah: x pasti sambong stadi kat mane, x dapat beborak sangat waktu ituh..tapee, siyes, syok doe, tengok ko drive kete lelaju, gile ah, respek!
11.Moon: pon x pasti pursue stadi kat mane..dea ex-smkts, tapee x pernah dpt peluang tok kinal dea ngan wapat, huu~
12.Fiqa: pon ku x tawu dea katne skang..dea gf wandie sijak dawi sikola dolu..syok oh tgk dowang epy epy, manes!
13.Ernieza: dak lim kok wing, ku x bape tawu course pe lak, em, dea sedare lemon wasenye..
14.Ezati: and sikali lagee ku x bape sure dea skang sambong stadi kat mane, yang pasti, dea sedare lemon gak..
15.Ruby: again, tidak dapat ku tawu ke mane dea skang, yang pasti ku senang dengan dea!
Pas suda makan makan, kitowang bebincang tok agak tak berapa lama, and kipotusan tecapai..pasneyh, nak serang putrajaya lak..ngan otak maseng maseng camtuh, tige tige kete menuju putrajaya..da lame ku x kesana, hamper lupe bagaimane kegembiraanku pabila kali pertame melihat pelbagai jenis architecture dan design yang seakan leh menarek napasku sikatika..semuanye, te-refresh simula, kekemasan pembuatannya, kehalusan seni bina dawi jambatan ke mesjed, ditambah pula ngan evolusi rekaan pade bangunan-bangunan pentadbiran, seakan seronok melihat semuanya, sangat mengagumkan! Aku tegamam doe waktu ituh! Entah sape lagee yang situju ngan aku agaknye..perasaannye, cam nak naek bas putrajaya tuh, and round beratos kali tanpe henti..ku tanye si strawberri, “maseh free kah tambang bas di putrajaya?” katanya, kine baya 5o sen, pastuh leh dok dalam bas lelame, sipanjang awi, tawap putrajaya berulang-ulang, nak dating dalam bas tuh pon bole, lagee syok+save sket baget..begitulaa..haha..dea kasi idea bernas siot, dating dalam bas sipanjang awi! Jom ali! Wink!
Kitowang maen puseng puseng putrajaya, maen lumbe lumbe kete ar, maen nyanyee nyanyee sekuat ati ar, and weyh, ku da blaja satu lagu bawu dawi mereka, tajoknye lucky nyanyian colbie caillat and jason mraz..sidap! Em, pastuh kitowang sampai precint 8, dipan mesjed putrajaya, time tuh banyak gile kete, owang ngah terawikh ar katekan, adeh, kantoi lak x gi doe, huhu, syyhhhhhhhhh! Yg tawu tuh, sinyap sinyap suda ar, eh eh (nada bebisek)..hehe..kitowang lipak kat sane, agak x berape lame gak ar, sibelom kitowang chow ke bistro al-salam yang teletak agak hamper ngan inti kolej..dowang order shisha pewise bubblegum tah ape tah..ku tengok je dowang sedot pastu kuarkan asap tuh..perggh, ku tewingen nak wase, tapee, ku takot..takot ku batok time ngah sedot..piker piker, then, ku batalkan hasratku ituh..
Next next, agak agak nak midnight tuh, ku ngan papaya ngan strawberri ngan buah nage pon menuju pulang, yang laen still stay kat situh..strawberri drive sampai umahku..strawberri! Disineyh, ku nak ucap, thanks for the ride weyh! Haha, syok doe bile ko bawak lelaju, berangen! Ting ting ting!
Hariku berakher ngan sinyoman, it was fine..em..i’m just wondering, what will it be next time, will it still feels the same, the time we enjoy, the laugh that we share, the pictures that we take, the song that we sing together, memories..hurm..nobody knows, what will happen one year later..for me, I just cant wait to find out..but I guess, things will change, like always, but hey, I do believe, only “the special” will stay the same, isn’t it?
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Suatu awi yang cukop panjang!
9/27/2008 9:28:00 AM
Suatu awi yang cukop panjang!
Simalam, awi jumaat, ku bawu pulang dawi matrik..pagee jumaat tuh, ku da beniat da, cam dilande kemalasan yang melampau tok gi sume class and kuliah..seperti yang dijadualkan an, patotnye kol 8-9 pagee ade class tuto math ngan ms ONG..
Ku bangon kol 7..mule mule, ku maen bukak tutop mate tok bebewape saat, sinaman awal pagee (bapak lapok oh, adeh adeh!)..ku tengok sikaliling, jengok ceiling puteh di atas, still kalernye tak berubah, puteh..cahaye tembos, matari cerah! Xde yang selek dengan awituh..tapee tapee tapee, atiku tak aman oh, simacam jek..then, ku tawap satu bilek, mean jenjalan, guleng guleng atas katel, maen kijot kijot owang, gosok gosok baju..and seda seda, kol lapan suda..xyah gi class ah camneyh..tekad..ati aku satu geng ngan mindaku, tak wase nak belaja pon, melayang entah kimane..
Rehat jap..
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Keyh, leh sambong crite da..
Kol 8.o5 pagee, ku ngan hanem kat dlm bilek..dea nye klass start kol sembilan, dea maen kimas kimas barang tok balek, ku tengok jek..dea lipat cadar biwu bunge bunge dea dengan care yang sangat melucukan..pe gih, ku bantai tegelak sensowang ah, mcm xnak behenti lak an, hanem plak da pandang aku simacam jek..jelingan tembos doe..uish..kowang patot lehat bagaimane situasinye time tuh, pasti kowang akan tegelak same ah! Eh eh, lom tentu gak, coz silaloonye, ku yang gilak sensowang..cume dalam kuliah, tekecuali ar, ade sowang mamat neyh, akan tegelak same ngan aku, syok ah ade geng sikapala..
Next next..
Pastuh, ku x bape ingat ar, pe yang ku buwat sampai kol sembilan, kalo x silap ar, ku maen tengok race antawe kucin itam tompok tompok ngan kucin putih kunen kunen, dawi ujong aras tengkat 3 wing a sampai tangge tepi tandas tuh..hebat mereke siot! Mase time dowang belumbe, ku lak sesebok maen sowak sowak an, tewos mewiah tetibe aras yang sunyee sepi tuh an, sepertinye camneyh ar, “chaiyok miow, chaiyok chaiyok weyh, miow miow miow, lari lelaju!” begitulaa..emmmmm, kipotusannye, untok pelawanan petame, kucen puteh kunen kunen menang, pastu kucen itam tompok tompok plak menang, kiwe sewi ar dowang..begitu je laa, crite 55 menet aku belalu, bizi men-watching race antare kucen..kalo kucen tuh leh bekate kate dalam bahse melayu ar, mau dea sumpah seranah aku doe, “pe ar dak sowang neyh, sasau ka? Owang maen sinam sinam, dea meyebok maen sorak sorak ak..tension ar tuh, nak kate stadi, xnmpk pon, pilek ar dak neyh~” lebe kuang begituh ar kot..adeh!
Kol 9 suda..arina balek bilek, pe gih, ku melipak ngan dea ar, besembang sembang pasal hal maseng maseng, crita dea ngan hafsyam, complicated and btw HAFSYAM, if u read this, please and please find arina a.s.a.p, she worried about u weyh, by saying “okay or maybe” xkan bawak pape kesan doe, minah neyh punye ar saket ati ngan ko, sibab ko suke bewahsie, xnak kungsi masalah ko, dea awek ko doe, dea nak ko kungsi, kalo ko stress blaja kat utp tuh, kasitawu ar dea, kowang da lame weyh, 3 taon, bokan sikejap, by pendam, wont solve anything doe, let it out, bebincang, and mane tawu dea leh bantu ko cari jalan keluar, that’s what gf are for pon an, tok timan ko, arap ko phm weyh~ ..and crita ali, lagee complicated..maseng maseng otak ngah kaco ngan crite idop sendiwi..layan emo ar kitowang bedua, nak nak lak, arina gi bantai bukak cite autumn in my heart, part sedih lak tuh, mule mule ku xnak join, aleh aleh, tah camneyh tah, diwiku da ade kat dipan skren kom tuh, sibela arina, atas katel, melayan cite tuh skali ngan dea, byk chapter gak yang abes (crite neyh ber-episod doe), bile part agak sedeh jek, ku forwardkan, xnak tgk doe, kang mencurah curah aer mate kang (part ayat xleh tahan doe, padahal da begenang kot, mewah mate), huhuuuuuuuu..
Tetiba, tepat jam 10.57 pagee, phoneku menyanyee, “one, two, one, i cant get you out of my head, you gotta be girl, you gotta be my girl!” Ini menandekan, yang mesej masok..ku pandang arina sambel bekate, “agak-agak sape?” pantas, arina menjawab, “ali!” ku belari mendapatkan phoneku, and bla bla bla (xyah cite)..and then, ku jumpe dea..
Dawi jaoh, ku pandang ke kape, sampai ke dekat, muke dea rilek jek..ku dudok..then, dea tewangkan sume, sume kekusutan yang melande..ade satu time tuh, dea ckp satu ayat neyh “aku kine buang matrik, skang neyh, aku tak tawu nak pigi mane,” aku xleh tewime langsong doe, tegamam aku tok sikatika..begenang aer mate, ade gak setitik due yang da tejatoh, ku tak seda, cipat cipat, ku tutop mukaku kat lutot, baget xnak nanges dipan dea oh, x tertahan ar tuh..then, bebewape menet kimudian, dea ubah pernyataan ituh, katenye, dea x pasti kine buang ke tak, tapee, kemungkenan besa, TAK, sibab cekgu da kate “saye piker tentang mase depan awak, awak yang tak piker tentang mase depan awak..” lebe kurang camtuh ah, berdasakan crite ali..ah, ku giram ngan dea weyh, tolong jangan maen maen bende camneyh oh..ku tak ready nak ilang dea, siyes cakap, cukop ar ilang 3 jam dolu, saket doe..pastuh, pebincangan kami dimasokkan plak ngan unsor-unsor lawak..name pon ali, pandai menukar situasi..kekadang tegelak gelak gak aku, even ati ngah x tenteram neyh..
Jap jap..
Piker piker balek ar an, dea cari aku sibenanye tok tenangkan diri dea, tapee, aku lak, mcm lagee menye-stress-kn dea oh..bende jadee tebalek, dea lak yang menenangkan aku an..aduh, silap reaksiku time tuh..MAAP ALI! Ku patotnye tidak menunjokkan pawasaan sedeh ituh..cam bodo jek tetibe, ku wase..huu~ Tapee, still, ku tak tawu pe nak kate tok comfort dea oh, so, ku stay and remain silent..bekocak otak neyh memikerkan banyak bende dan ayat yang sesuai tok dibicarekan, namon, pencarian buntu weyh..
Agak-agak dalam jam 12.30, dea cakap “bye” kat aku doe, nak balek bilek, tido jap, sibelom semayang jumaat..aku xnak lepaskan dea time tuh..aku xsuke pekataan “bye” tuh, sgt benci, macam pengakheran kipade semuanya..dea try mcm mcm pekataan laen, still ku x puas ati doe..dea ckp, as soon as sume bende okay, dea akan tewos bagee tawu aku..cukop tok aku..dea pergi selepas itu..ku pandang dea sampai dea ilang dawi pandangan..ku stay kat situh tok sikatika sibelom ku balek bilekku..cam cam ku piker oh..ah! ku pinat, ku decide tok pulang..
Balek bilek, ku maen packing packing barang jap, tewos ku bla, sipanjang jalan ku pikerkan tentang dea..ku tak menuju ke stesen bas pilah, sibaleknya, ku stay kat matrik, dipan pondok pak guard..jumpe ngan pak guard, sembang sembang jap, pasal jem kaya ah, pasal gaji dea ah, (fyi, dea dapat double doe mase kije time waye neyh, sehari gaji dea RM25 hengget, bile di-double-kan, jadee ar RM5o hengget, kaya kaya) adeh, mengong gak aku neyh, wase-wasenye pak guard tuh pon da malas nak layan aku..ting tong tong..tetibe ade bas datang, ku tanye tanye, bas tuh kimane, and dea ckp ke kl, ku bebisek di dalam ati, alang-alang nak tonggu, entah betaon lagee bas ke seremban bawu nak muncol..ku naek..dok blakang skali, tepi skali, cam dalam kuliah..ku lipak lipak kat blakang, buwat cam umah sendiwi..pastuh wamai ar start naek..ku tunggu tunggu and tunggu..sampai ar dak abes semayang..
Tetibe bas seremban datang, wamai plak yang tuwon dawi bas neyh, and naek bas seremban tuh..ku stay..entah kinape, something soh stay..kat tangan aku time tuh, pigang aer tin latte, yang ku dapat time malam sibelomnye, ku nak bagee kat ali, ku wase wase dea lebe memelukan, ikot ati, nak jek ku jumpa dea sikali lagee, tapee ku bimbang, ku akan lebe merunsengkannya..ku batalkan hasratku..PESANAN TOK ALI: fyi: tin latte tuh still ade kat aku sampai skang weyh, tuntot padaku lepas naek cuti waye ya!
Bas ke seremban da pon betolak..bas neyh plak, x gewak walau seinci..dak dipan aku lak, da bantai tdo oh, lena pon..ku tunggu tunggu lagee, still tetap tak penoh gak..tetibe, ku nampak muke familiar naek bas tuh, dak ldk aku, next, ku nampak muke yang lagee familiar, umair, kawan skateboard ali..next next, ku nampak muke familiar lagee, alip, dak yang kije jual nasik beriani ngan aku dolu..muke dea nak ketat jek, dea dok blakang skali cam aku, tapee, ujong skali sibela sana, umah dea kat banting an, patot ar naek bas ke kl..then, kitowang tunggu tunggu lagee sampai bas penoh..
And at last, bas betolak gak, disebabkan dak yang nak balek kl x wamai, dea campor ngan dak yang nak balek seremban..so, meaning, ku tuwon kat seremban ar nanti..dlm pejalanan, acek drebar bukak crite Babylon a.d oh..da ar speaker kuat, cam kat panggong wasenye, ngan aircond sijok, ujan lak kat luar, perggh, xleh bla ar..mindaku automatic tewingat kat ali doe, 31 ogos, masen..ali menat ngan dak pompuan dalam cite tuh, aurora..ade dak yang layan mimpi, gi tdo, and ade gak dak dak dalam bas tuh yang layan crite Babylon neyh, sebagai contoh paleng dekat ar, dak yang doduk sibela aku, (shima, dak pdt taon neyh, pakai laptop acer, aspire 47512, intel pentium duo processor, window vista, layan lagu avril doe dea, lagu waye dalam folder laptop dea punye ar banyak, gile ah, pastu dakneyh suke bebenar ngan cite korea oh, actor yang dea paleng menat tah ape tah name-nye, kim something something, lupe lak, dea wat mamat neyh nye muke as wallpaper, x silap aku ar, mamat tuh belakon dalam cite princess hours kot..em, dea nak balek batu pahat, so amek bas dawi seremban kol 6 ptg kat teminal one) perghh..penerangan xleh tahan doe..sibela shima, ku x kenal, sibela bdk yang ku x kenal tuh pon, ialah bdk yang ku x kinal gak, sibela 2 owang budak yang x ku kinal tuh ialah alip (dak f4p2, kawan faidih, dea yang memekak mekak dalam bas time 3o ogos awituh and dea gak ar, dak yang tego bag-ku kat tepi stesen bas tuh, bawu ku pewasan, ring a bell! fyi, I’m bad at face-recognation, aku leh ingat name, alphabet, tapee aku susah nak ingat wupe owang oh) dea, dawi setat dalam bas, mencari pasal ngan aku jek, “tembak kang, tembak kang”, meniwu ayat owang lak tuh, entah ape yang x puas ati-nye tah, nak ckp tentang gaji dea, xleh coz yang dea dpt sah sah lagee banyak dawi aku, ku kije se-awi je kot, bape sen sangat ah kalo nak bandeng ngan dea nye..x phm doe..gado gado, cawi pasal, pastuh, buat peace-peace..huu..
Tetibe, kat buket putos, bas stop..batang pokok tumbang di tengah jalan..maen tunggu tunggu lagee ar jawabnye an..seb baek ade cite babylon tuh oh..pastuh polis dtg, jalan jadee sesak, anggaran mase yang lame gak ah tok mengalehkan batang pokok tuh, nak cakap pasal kebesaran batang pokok tuh, xde ar besa sangat kot, tapee, cukop besa tok menghalang pejalanan ar..x lame pastuh, jalan pon clear, bas begerak menuju destinasi ngan had laju yang bole dikatekan agak slow..
Ku seda seda da sampai seremban..kat ktm..ku tuwon..alip pon tuwon gak..pilek..ku gi bili tiket, seb baek, syukor, tak wamai owang yang berator kat ktm tuh, laen dari jangkaanku..owang yang nak bili tiket je yang x wamai, tapee, owang yang nak naek tren punye ar besepah..cam da kat stesen midvalley da..huuu..ku piker piker, komuter ade stesen ke banting ke doe..hurm..tewoskan..dea ckp, dea x tawu bili tiket, so, ku stay kat tipi kaunter tuh, tunggu dea, aleh aleh, dea bili 2 tiket ke nilai..mamat neyh pehal..rupenye, dea balek ngan kawan sikampong dea, dak perempuan tuh satu kuliah ngan aku (izati, dok nilai, tapee kampong kat banting, honestly cakap, ku x penah kinal dea oh, aleh aleh, dea tego aku and ckp, “owh, ko annur/anuar an, dak yang slaloo dok blakang ngan geng ko an?”) xleh bla..entah sijak bile tah ku bergeng-geng neyh..adeh! ku pon wat wat cam kinal dea, besala wasenye oh, lawak time tuh kalo nak dipikerkan oh, nmpk sgt tak pandai belakon..janggal..
Tren pon sampai, ku naek gewabak last skali, sume gewabak penoh doe, da mcm overload da..masok je gewabak, kompem kompen tempat dudok sume penoh, so ko decide tok ke ujong skali, wase wase cam ade space kosong, ku letak bag, pastuh ku tewos besile kat bawah..alip timan aku tapee dea bediwi ar, izati da ilang entah kimane lak..ku rabe rabe ensetku, nmpk mesej ali, menyatekn sume da setel..ku lege..tuhan je yang tawu camne pewasaan aku time tuh..alhamdulillah..
Sampai nilai, ku tuwon..kol makku..sambel menunggu, ku lipak lipak kat 7e..wupe aku da kompem kompem macam pelarian da..ku memikerkan pe yang tejadi satu awi neyh..penoh..tap tap, makku sampai, and bebewape menet kemudian, ku sampai umah..ku mandee, wehat, tgk teevee jap, pastuh ku cawi Q..bile da jumpe, cipat cipat ku maen check check mane folder yang ilang, sume photos memang da jahanam ar..tapee, seb baek ar ade gak setengah bende yang penting dapat diselamatkan, ku beterima kaseh tok itu..pastu ku bantai menaep blog bawu: pabila Q telah pulih~ and then ku ngantok, pastuh, ku tewos tido..
Awi simalam, kalo pewasan ah, penoh ngan penungguan, sibab tuh agaknye pejalanan mase agak panjang..ku ngah tunggu lagee neyh, tunggu waktu belaloo~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Suatu awi yang cukop panjang!
Simalam, awi jumaat, ku bawu pulang dawi matrik..pagee jumaat tuh, ku da beniat da, cam dilande kemalasan yang melampau tok gi sume class and kuliah..seperti yang dijadualkan an, patotnye kol 8-9 pagee ade class tuto math ngan ms ONG..
Ku bangon kol 7..mule mule, ku maen bukak tutop mate tok bebewape saat, sinaman awal pagee (bapak lapok oh, adeh adeh!)..ku tengok sikaliling, jengok ceiling puteh di atas, still kalernye tak berubah, puteh..cahaye tembos, matari cerah! Xde yang selek dengan awituh..tapee tapee tapee, atiku tak aman oh, simacam jek..then, ku tawap satu bilek, mean jenjalan, guleng guleng atas katel, maen kijot kijot owang, gosok gosok baju..and seda seda, kol lapan suda..xyah gi class ah camneyh..tekad..ati aku satu geng ngan mindaku, tak wase nak belaja pon, melayang entah kimane..
Rehat jap..
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Keyh, leh sambong crite da..
Kol 8.o5 pagee, ku ngan hanem kat dlm bilek..dea nye klass start kol sembilan, dea maen kimas kimas barang tok balek, ku tengok jek..dea lipat cadar biwu bunge bunge dea dengan care yang sangat melucukan..pe gih, ku bantai tegelak sensowang ah, mcm xnak behenti lak an, hanem plak da pandang aku simacam jek..jelingan tembos doe..uish..kowang patot lehat bagaimane situasinye time tuh, pasti kowang akan tegelak same ah! Eh eh, lom tentu gak, coz silaloonye, ku yang gilak sensowang..cume dalam kuliah, tekecuali ar, ade sowang mamat neyh, akan tegelak same ngan aku, syok ah ade geng sikapala..
Next next..
Pastuh, ku x bape ingat ar, pe yang ku buwat sampai kol sembilan, kalo x silap ar, ku maen tengok race antawe kucin itam tompok tompok ngan kucin putih kunen kunen, dawi ujong aras tengkat 3 wing a sampai tangge tepi tandas tuh..hebat mereke siot! Mase time dowang belumbe, ku lak sesebok maen sowak sowak an, tewos mewiah tetibe aras yang sunyee sepi tuh an, sepertinye camneyh ar, “chaiyok miow, chaiyok chaiyok weyh, miow miow miow, lari lelaju!” begitulaa..emmmmm, kipotusannye, untok pelawanan petame, kucen puteh kunen kunen menang, pastu kucen itam tompok tompok plak menang, kiwe sewi ar dowang..begitu je laa, crite 55 menet aku belalu, bizi men-watching race antare kucen..kalo kucen tuh leh bekate kate dalam bahse melayu ar, mau dea sumpah seranah aku doe, “pe ar dak sowang neyh, sasau ka? Owang maen sinam sinam, dea meyebok maen sorak sorak ak..tension ar tuh, nak kate stadi, xnmpk pon, pilek ar dak neyh~” lebe kuang begituh ar kot..adeh!
Kol 9 suda..arina balek bilek, pe gih, ku melipak ngan dea ar, besembang sembang pasal hal maseng maseng, crita dea ngan hafsyam, complicated and btw HAFSYAM, if u read this, please and please find arina a.s.a.p, she worried about u weyh, by saying “okay or maybe” xkan bawak pape kesan doe, minah neyh punye ar saket ati ngan ko, sibab ko suke bewahsie, xnak kungsi masalah ko, dea awek ko doe, dea nak ko kungsi, kalo ko stress blaja kat utp tuh, kasitawu ar dea, kowang da lame weyh, 3 taon, bokan sikejap, by pendam, wont solve anything doe, let it out, bebincang, and mane tawu dea leh bantu ko cari jalan keluar, that’s what gf are for pon an, tok timan ko, arap ko phm weyh~ ..and crita ali, lagee complicated..maseng maseng otak ngah kaco ngan crite idop sendiwi..layan emo ar kitowang bedua, nak nak lak, arina gi bantai bukak cite autumn in my heart, part sedih lak tuh, mule mule ku xnak join, aleh aleh, tah camneyh tah, diwiku da ade kat dipan skren kom tuh, sibela arina, atas katel, melayan cite tuh skali ngan dea, byk chapter gak yang abes (crite neyh ber-episod doe), bile part agak sedeh jek, ku forwardkan, xnak tgk doe, kang mencurah curah aer mate kang (part ayat xleh tahan doe, padahal da begenang kot, mewah mate), huhuuuuuuuu..
Tetiba, tepat jam 10.57 pagee, phoneku menyanyee, “one, two, one, i cant get you out of my head, you gotta be girl, you gotta be my girl!” Ini menandekan, yang mesej masok..ku pandang arina sambel bekate, “agak-agak sape?” pantas, arina menjawab, “ali!” ku belari mendapatkan phoneku, and bla bla bla (xyah cite)..and then, ku jumpe dea..
Dawi jaoh, ku pandang ke kape, sampai ke dekat, muke dea rilek jek..ku dudok..then, dea tewangkan sume, sume kekusutan yang melande..ade satu time tuh, dea ckp satu ayat neyh “aku kine buang matrik, skang neyh, aku tak tawu nak pigi mane,” aku xleh tewime langsong doe, tegamam aku tok sikatika..begenang aer mate, ade gak setitik due yang da tejatoh, ku tak seda, cipat cipat, ku tutop mukaku kat lutot, baget xnak nanges dipan dea oh, x tertahan ar tuh..then, bebewape menet kimudian, dea ubah pernyataan ituh, katenye, dea x pasti kine buang ke tak, tapee, kemungkenan besa, TAK, sibab cekgu da kate “saye piker tentang mase depan awak, awak yang tak piker tentang mase depan awak..” lebe kurang camtuh ah, berdasakan crite ali..ah, ku giram ngan dea weyh, tolong jangan maen maen bende camneyh oh..ku tak ready nak ilang dea, siyes cakap, cukop ar ilang 3 jam dolu, saket doe..pastuh, pebincangan kami dimasokkan plak ngan unsor-unsor lawak..name pon ali, pandai menukar situasi..kekadang tegelak gelak gak aku, even ati ngah x tenteram neyh..
Jap jap..
Piker piker balek ar an, dea cari aku sibenanye tok tenangkan diri dea, tapee, aku lak, mcm lagee menye-stress-kn dea oh..bende jadee tebalek, dea lak yang menenangkan aku an..aduh, silap reaksiku time tuh..MAAP ALI! Ku patotnye tidak menunjokkan pawasaan sedeh ituh..cam bodo jek tetibe, ku wase..huu~ Tapee, still, ku tak tawu pe nak kate tok comfort dea oh, so, ku stay and remain silent..bekocak otak neyh memikerkan banyak bende dan ayat yang sesuai tok dibicarekan, namon, pencarian buntu weyh..
Agak-agak dalam jam 12.30, dea cakap “bye” kat aku doe, nak balek bilek, tido jap, sibelom semayang jumaat..aku xnak lepaskan dea time tuh..aku xsuke pekataan “bye” tuh, sgt benci, macam pengakheran kipade semuanya..dea try mcm mcm pekataan laen, still ku x puas ati doe..dea ckp, as soon as sume bende okay, dea akan tewos bagee tawu aku..cukop tok aku..dea pergi selepas itu..ku pandang dea sampai dea ilang dawi pandangan..ku stay kat situh tok sikatika sibelom ku balek bilekku..cam cam ku piker oh..ah! ku pinat, ku decide tok pulang..
Balek bilek, ku maen packing packing barang jap, tewos ku bla, sipanjang jalan ku pikerkan tentang dea..ku tak menuju ke stesen bas pilah, sibaleknya, ku stay kat matrik, dipan pondok pak guard..jumpe ngan pak guard, sembang sembang jap, pasal jem kaya ah, pasal gaji dea ah, (fyi, dea dapat double doe mase kije time waye neyh, sehari gaji dea RM25 hengget, bile di-double-kan, jadee ar RM5o hengget, kaya kaya) adeh, mengong gak aku neyh, wase-wasenye pak guard tuh pon da malas nak layan aku..ting tong tong..tetibe ade bas datang, ku tanye tanye, bas tuh kimane, and dea ckp ke kl, ku bebisek di dalam ati, alang-alang nak tonggu, entah betaon lagee bas ke seremban bawu nak muncol..ku naek..dok blakang skali, tepi skali, cam dalam kuliah..ku lipak lipak kat blakang, buwat cam umah sendiwi..pastuh wamai ar start naek..ku tunggu tunggu and tunggu..sampai ar dak abes semayang..
Tetibe bas seremban datang, wamai plak yang tuwon dawi bas neyh, and naek bas seremban tuh..ku stay..entah kinape, something soh stay..kat tangan aku time tuh, pigang aer tin latte, yang ku dapat time malam sibelomnye, ku nak bagee kat ali, ku wase wase dea lebe memelukan, ikot ati, nak jek ku jumpa dea sikali lagee, tapee ku bimbang, ku akan lebe merunsengkannya..ku batalkan hasratku..PESANAN TOK ALI: fyi: tin latte tuh still ade kat aku sampai skang weyh, tuntot padaku lepas naek cuti waye ya!
Bas ke seremban da pon betolak..bas neyh plak, x gewak walau seinci..dak dipan aku lak, da bantai tdo oh, lena pon..ku tunggu tunggu lagee, still tetap tak penoh gak..tetibe, ku nampak muke familiar naek bas tuh, dak ldk aku, next, ku nampak muke yang lagee familiar, umair, kawan skateboard ali..next next, ku nampak muke familiar lagee, alip, dak yang kije jual nasik beriani ngan aku dolu..muke dea nak ketat jek, dea dok blakang skali cam aku, tapee, ujong skali sibela sana, umah dea kat banting an, patot ar naek bas ke kl..then, kitowang tunggu tunggu lagee sampai bas penoh..
And at last, bas betolak gak, disebabkan dak yang nak balek kl x wamai, dea campor ngan dak yang nak balek seremban..so, meaning, ku tuwon kat seremban ar nanti..dlm pejalanan, acek drebar bukak crite Babylon a.d oh..da ar speaker kuat, cam kat panggong wasenye, ngan aircond sijok, ujan lak kat luar, perggh, xleh bla ar..mindaku automatic tewingat kat ali doe, 31 ogos, masen..ali menat ngan dak pompuan dalam cite tuh, aurora..ade dak yang layan mimpi, gi tdo, and ade gak dak dak dalam bas tuh yang layan crite Babylon neyh, sebagai contoh paleng dekat ar, dak yang doduk sibela aku, (shima, dak pdt taon neyh, pakai laptop acer, aspire 47512, intel pentium duo processor, window vista, layan lagu avril doe dea, lagu waye dalam folder laptop dea punye ar banyak, gile ah, pastu dakneyh suke bebenar ngan cite korea oh, actor yang dea paleng menat tah ape tah name-nye, kim something something, lupe lak, dea wat mamat neyh nye muke as wallpaper, x silap aku ar, mamat tuh belakon dalam cite princess hours kot..em, dea nak balek batu pahat, so amek bas dawi seremban kol 6 ptg kat teminal one) perghh..penerangan xleh tahan doe..sibela shima, ku x kenal, sibela bdk yang ku x kenal tuh pon, ialah bdk yang ku x kinal gak, sibela 2 owang budak yang x ku kinal tuh ialah alip (dak f4p2, kawan faidih, dea yang memekak mekak dalam bas time 3o ogos awituh and dea gak ar, dak yang tego bag-ku kat tepi stesen bas tuh, bawu ku pewasan, ring a bell! fyi, I’m bad at face-recognation, aku leh ingat name, alphabet, tapee aku susah nak ingat wupe owang oh) dea, dawi setat dalam bas, mencari pasal ngan aku jek, “tembak kang, tembak kang”, meniwu ayat owang lak tuh, entah ape yang x puas ati-nye tah, nak ckp tentang gaji dea, xleh coz yang dea dpt sah sah lagee banyak dawi aku, ku kije se-awi je kot, bape sen sangat ah kalo nak bandeng ngan dea nye..x phm doe..gado gado, cawi pasal, pastuh, buat peace-peace..huu..
Tetibe, kat buket putos, bas stop..batang pokok tumbang di tengah jalan..maen tunggu tunggu lagee ar jawabnye an..seb baek ade cite babylon tuh oh..pastuh polis dtg, jalan jadee sesak, anggaran mase yang lame gak ah tok mengalehkan batang pokok tuh, nak cakap pasal kebesaran batang pokok tuh, xde ar besa sangat kot, tapee, cukop besa tok menghalang pejalanan ar..x lame pastuh, jalan pon clear, bas begerak menuju destinasi ngan had laju yang bole dikatekan agak slow..
Ku seda seda da sampai seremban..kat ktm..ku tuwon..alip pon tuwon gak..pilek..ku gi bili tiket, seb baek, syukor, tak wamai owang yang berator kat ktm tuh, laen dari jangkaanku..owang yang nak bili tiket je yang x wamai, tapee, owang yang nak naek tren punye ar besepah..cam da kat stesen midvalley da..huuu..ku piker piker, komuter ade stesen ke banting ke doe..hurm..tewoskan..dea ckp, dea x tawu bili tiket, so, ku stay kat tipi kaunter tuh, tunggu dea, aleh aleh, dea bili 2 tiket ke nilai..mamat neyh pehal..rupenye, dea balek ngan kawan sikampong dea, dak perempuan tuh satu kuliah ngan aku (izati, dok nilai, tapee kampong kat banting, honestly cakap, ku x penah kinal dea oh, aleh aleh, dea tego aku and ckp, “owh, ko annur/anuar an, dak yang slaloo dok blakang ngan geng ko an?”) xleh bla..entah sijak bile tah ku bergeng-geng neyh..adeh! ku pon wat wat cam kinal dea, besala wasenye oh, lawak time tuh kalo nak dipikerkan oh, nmpk sgt tak pandai belakon..janggal..
Tren pon sampai, ku naek gewabak last skali, sume gewabak penoh doe, da mcm overload da..masok je gewabak, kompem kompen tempat dudok sume penoh, so ko decide tok ke ujong skali, wase wase cam ade space kosong, ku letak bag, pastuh ku tewos besile kat bawah..alip timan aku tapee dea bediwi ar, izati da ilang entah kimane lak..ku rabe rabe ensetku, nmpk mesej ali, menyatekn sume da setel..ku lege..tuhan je yang tawu camne pewasaan aku time tuh..alhamdulillah..
Sampai nilai, ku tuwon..kol makku..sambel menunggu, ku lipak lipak kat 7e..wupe aku da kompem kompem macam pelarian da..ku memikerkan pe yang tejadi satu awi neyh..penoh..tap tap, makku sampai, and bebewape menet kemudian, ku sampai umah..ku mandee, wehat, tgk teevee jap, pastuh ku cawi Q..bile da jumpe, cipat cipat ku maen check check mane folder yang ilang, sume photos memang da jahanam ar..tapee, seb baek ar ade gak setengah bende yang penting dapat diselamatkan, ku beterima kaseh tok itu..pastu ku bantai menaep blog bawu: pabila Q telah pulih~ and then ku ngantok, pastuh, ku tewos tido..
Awi simalam, kalo pewasan ah, penoh ngan penungguan, sibab tuh agaknye pejalanan mase agak panjang..ku ngah tunggu lagee neyh, tunggu waktu belaloo~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Pabila Q telah pulih~
9/26/2008 9:15:45 PM
Pabila Q telah pulih~
Macam da betaon aku menyepi an..sijak due menjak stay kat asrama neyh..macam x menyempat jek ku nak maen blogging neyh balek oh..agak agak da empat bolan ku meng-ilang..sepi!
Ceritanya..
Di kolej matrikulasi ineyh, ah! siyes cakap, buwat aku sesak napas oh, ngan peratorannye, ngan ke-ridiculous-annye, ngan pewangai student studentnye, ngan cawe pengurosannye, ber-protokol gile ah, membuwatkan jiwe aku cam xleh sangat sangat nak besatu ngan tempat neyh..
Ali kate, “stay”..reasonnye? ku da serbe tawu kot, “da ar sikejap, x sampai setoan”..ku akan denga dea ulang ayat tuh bekali kali, entah kinape, ku suke bile dea nasehat aku..lagipon, lagee 33 awi nak final an, pastuh abes sem 1..pantas gile jangke masenye..then, ku leh sambong degree tewos an, jimat mase..sains computer, nantikan aku weyh! Hee, ku nak mengapaimoo! Uish, besemangat tetibe siot!
=p
Suatu ketika dolu, ku wase cam nak bla, lari ke uitm ka, poli ka, kolej ka, pape ar, asal bokan sineyh..ku degil time tuh..lari dawi masalah, bukannye leh silesaikannye..jalan tebentang di hadapanku, siket punye cewah, yang aku nak gi maen tutop tutop mate, kasi gilap, pehal? X paham aku ngan diwi sendiwi..kipotusan tak masok akal an, ikot sidap ati jek..enough..ku da agak seda skang, I have to prove my ability, make sure ku dapat tempat di sem 2, ku nak stay kat sineyh weyh, stay ngan cita-citaku, stay ngan ali doe, and I’ll make sure of it..i’ll try my hardest! Chaiyok noe! Chaiyok ali! Chaiyok everyone! Lompat ke bhentang jom! Yup yup!(bunyee cam mustahel, tapee imaginasi ituh patot dibewi kredit, it’s all that matters anyway oh..)
Woit woit, ku, da agak laen an, pengalaman idop di asrama, banyak mengubah aku, mengajar aku ape ituh erti kawan (definisi tetap penting), bagaimane wase pabila adanya (gembiwe, epy senantiase, hebat!), dan macam mane wase pabila kehilangannya (kosong)..ah, memang begitu lumrah dunea an, kine selaloo lepaskan ape yang kite suke..aku x paham kinape, tapee, begitulaa.
Proceed..
Patotnye aku cerite pasal Q an, aish, tetuka tupik la plak..neyh, kalo kawangan bahase melayu, da kompem kompem kine tulak markah oh, tepesong dawi tajok siot! Huu..em..amek mood jap eh..
**********
5 menet kimudian..
Wah wah wahahahahahaha! Epi aku skang, Q da puleh sipenohnye! Sehat seperti biase! Perggh, syukor siot! Cume an, satu bende aku regret doe, gamba gamba yang dolu dolu, sume da ilang..gamba photography aku ar yang aku paleng sayang oh, folder tuh penoh ngan kinangan zaman ku first first jatoh chenta ngan kamera, ku x dapat bayangkan betape ku wase amat tekilan ah, ku tak dapat replace bende tuh doe, coz sure sure nothing can ever replace it..sedeh..
Aduh, tapee an, bende da jadee, xleh nak wat pe ar, kalo ku nak maki maki virus tuh pon, coz wosakkan folder neyh, ku wase wase ar xde ape yang boleh berubah oh..bukannye folder photography tuh nak tetibe, tup tup, muncol balek an..baget, leh maen magic magic kat sineyh lak an..adeh! Emmmmm, but at least, ku can start all over again, taking pictures back, but, this time, using blind camera aku, yang telah pecah skrennya tuh, nak tangkap pape gamba, guna telinga (denga bunyi klik, maknenye, gamba da ditangkap)..adeh, sadis tol, menguji tahap kesabaran ah, sinang cerita..dengan x dapat ku bayangkan gamba ape yang muncol nati, hanye berharap, tangkapan yang dilakukan mengena seperti ape yang diharap ditangkap..ayat xleh bla oh!
Perggh, mate da start redop lak..chow chow dolu weyh~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Pabila Q telah pulih~
Macam da betaon aku menyepi an..sijak due menjak stay kat asrama neyh..macam x menyempat jek ku nak maen blogging neyh balek oh..agak agak da empat bolan ku meng-ilang..sepi!
Ceritanya..
Di kolej matrikulasi ineyh, ah! siyes cakap, buwat aku sesak napas oh, ngan peratorannye, ngan ke-ridiculous-annye, ngan pewangai student studentnye, ngan cawe pengurosannye, ber-protokol gile ah, membuwatkan jiwe aku cam xleh sangat sangat nak besatu ngan tempat neyh..
Ali kate, “stay”..reasonnye? ku da serbe tawu kot, “da ar sikejap, x sampai setoan”..ku akan denga dea ulang ayat tuh bekali kali, entah kinape, ku suke bile dea nasehat aku..lagipon, lagee 33 awi nak final an, pastuh abes sem 1..pantas gile jangke masenye..then, ku leh sambong degree tewos an, jimat mase..sains computer, nantikan aku weyh! Hee, ku nak mengapaimoo! Uish, besemangat tetibe siot!
=p
Suatu ketika dolu, ku wase cam nak bla, lari ke uitm ka, poli ka, kolej ka, pape ar, asal bokan sineyh..ku degil time tuh..lari dawi masalah, bukannye leh silesaikannye..jalan tebentang di hadapanku, siket punye cewah, yang aku nak gi maen tutop tutop mate, kasi gilap, pehal? X paham aku ngan diwi sendiwi..kipotusan tak masok akal an, ikot sidap ati jek..enough..ku da agak seda skang, I have to prove my ability, make sure ku dapat tempat di sem 2, ku nak stay kat sineyh weyh, stay ngan cita-citaku, stay ngan ali doe, and I’ll make sure of it..i’ll try my hardest! Chaiyok noe! Chaiyok ali! Chaiyok everyone! Lompat ke bhentang jom! Yup yup!(bunyee cam mustahel, tapee imaginasi ituh patot dibewi kredit, it’s all that matters anyway oh..)
Woit woit, ku, da agak laen an, pengalaman idop di asrama, banyak mengubah aku, mengajar aku ape ituh erti kawan (definisi tetap penting), bagaimane wase pabila adanya (gembiwe, epy senantiase, hebat!), dan macam mane wase pabila kehilangannya (kosong)..ah, memang begitu lumrah dunea an, kine selaloo lepaskan ape yang kite suke..aku x paham kinape, tapee, begitulaa.
Proceed..
Patotnye aku cerite pasal Q an, aish, tetuka tupik la plak..neyh, kalo kawangan bahase melayu, da kompem kompem kine tulak markah oh, tepesong dawi tajok siot! Huu..em..amek mood jap eh..
**********
5 menet kimudian..
Wah wah wahahahahahaha! Epi aku skang, Q da puleh sipenohnye! Sehat seperti biase! Perggh, syukor siot! Cume an, satu bende aku regret doe, gamba gamba yang dolu dolu, sume da ilang..gamba photography aku ar yang aku paleng sayang oh, folder tuh penoh ngan kinangan zaman ku first first jatoh chenta ngan kamera, ku x dapat bayangkan betape ku wase amat tekilan ah, ku tak dapat replace bende tuh doe, coz sure sure nothing can ever replace it..sedeh..
Aduh, tapee an, bende da jadee, xleh nak wat pe ar, kalo ku nak maki maki virus tuh pon, coz wosakkan folder neyh, ku wase wase ar xde ape yang boleh berubah oh..bukannye folder photography tuh nak tetibe, tup tup, muncol balek an..baget, leh maen magic magic kat sineyh lak an..adeh! Emmmmm, but at least, ku can start all over again, taking pictures back, but, this time, using blind camera aku, yang telah pecah skrennya tuh, nak tangkap pape gamba, guna telinga (denga bunyi klik, maknenye, gamba da ditangkap)..adeh, sadis tol, menguji tahap kesabaran ah, sinang cerita..dengan x dapat ku bayangkan gamba ape yang muncol nati, hanye berharap, tangkapan yang dilakukan mengena seperti ape yang diharap ditangkap..ayat xleh bla oh!
Perggh, mate da start redop lak..chow chow dolu weyh~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Lorh~
4/9/2008 8:31:37 PM
Lorh~
Pagee tadi, aku gi cc..nak check website ministry of higher education, mane ar tawu ade bende-bende bawu yang da kuar..time masok jek bende tuh, mateku tetangkap pade satu bares ayat iaitu:
SEMAKAN KEPUTUSAN UNTUK PROGRAM TEMUDUGA;
UITM
UPNM
Alamak..time tuh, aku wase jantong aku cam da maken laju jek bunyiknye..dududududududududududududup..aduh..aku tekan kat UPNM tuh..tetibe, aku da masok page laen..dea soh taep nombo kad pengenalan dalam kotak tuh..aku ngan behati-hati menaep..due tige kali gak ar aku check tok memastikan aku tak tesalah taep..hu..then, setelah bebewape menet, after aku betol-betol sure, aku pon tekan botang SEMAKAN tuh..next, bende neyh pon kuar:
DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA. Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.
Time aku nampak ayat DUKACITA tuh, aku da phm da maksodnye..ape yang aku leh cakap mase tuh ialah pekataan ajaeb neyh;
Lorh~
Hurm, plan A aku da hancor..hurm..err..kicewa..? tipu ar kalo aku cakap yang aku tak kicewa langsong, memang ade wase sket kicewa skang neyh..papepon, jangan wisau ar, aku tak pape..takde de aku nak wat bende bodo cam gi gantong diwi ke, tejon bangonan ke, hape ke..sibenanye, aku pon takde ar tekijot sangat coz this thing aku da expect untok tejadi..and opkos this is all because of my add math result, 6c..syarat khas tok program tuh, nak add math 5c..but, I still try tok mohon anyway..pape je ar..hurm..all I can say is that, sometimes, things just tak jadi camne yang kite plan..the best solution yang aku leh ambil ialah, kalo plan A tak bejaye, wat ar plan B..wink..
Anyway, aku nak congrats kat “durian” coz dea dapat panggilan tok interview gi UPNM tuh..goOdlak weyh, wat tol-tol..! hurm..by the way, keputosan matrik kuar 16 awibolan neyh..aku pon takde ar nak memanjatkan awapan yang tinggi tok digapai sangat, but hey, I’m ready to face any unexpected situation~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
4/16/2008 10:30:58 PM
Keputosan matrekku da kuar~
Gile lame aku menanti tok saat neyh..matrek..alhamdulillah, aku dapat weyh..jantong aku wase cam hamper nak ilang da mase dpt tawu tuh..hu..hurm..wamai kawan aku yang dapat, wamai jugak yang tak dapat..senarai name kengkawan aku yang dapat, err, yang aku tawu ar:
**buah nage
**durian
**kobes
**kacang
**lobak
**jintan manes
**beras
TAHNIAH AKU UCAPKAN KIPADE KAMOO SUME..!hurm..kipade yang tidak benaseb baek, kowang boleh membuwat rayuan doe..there’s no need to beputos ase..weyh, jangan ar tetibe tebiat nak gi bunoh diwi lak..kang ilang sowang kawan aku..ish, da ar kawan aku siket..hu~
Aku pon penah gak wase banyak kegagalan sibelom neyh..contoh paleng dekat ar, kes UPNM tuh..tapee, naseb owang tak same an..mungken ko gagal yang neyh, tapee, maybe ade bende laen yang lagee best menanti ko..cam kes aku ar..hurm..right now, aku consider diwi aku very lucky..coz, silepas aku maen kiwe-kiwe and congak-congak, dengan bebekalkan result SPM aku tuh, percentage untok aku dapat matrek memang tipis..
Anyway, the only one yang dapat same matrek ngan aku kat kuale pilah tu adelah “lobak”..teros terang cakap, time sikola-sikola dolu, aku tak wapat sangat ngan “lobak” neyh, but hey, maybe I’ll be surprise how things can work later on..hurm..anyway, meet you there “lobak”..he~ =]
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Lorh~
Pagee tadi, aku gi cc..nak check website ministry of higher education, mane ar tawu ade bende-bende bawu yang da kuar..time masok jek bende tuh, mateku tetangkap pade satu bares ayat iaitu:
SEMAKAN KEPUTUSAN UNTUK PROGRAM TEMUDUGA;
UITM
UPNM
Alamak..time tuh, aku wase jantong aku cam da maken laju jek bunyiknye..dududududududududududududup..aduh..aku tekan kat UPNM tuh..tetibe, aku da masok page laen..dea soh taep nombo kad pengenalan dalam kotak tuh..aku ngan behati-hati menaep..due tige kali gak ar aku check tok memastikan aku tak tesalah taep..hu..then, setelah bebewape menet, after aku betol-betol sure, aku pon tekan botang SEMAKAN tuh..next, bende neyh pon kuar:
DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA. Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.
Time aku nampak ayat DUKACITA tuh, aku da phm da maksodnye..ape yang aku leh cakap mase tuh ialah pekataan ajaeb neyh;
Lorh~
Hurm, plan A aku da hancor..hurm..err..kicewa..? tipu ar kalo aku cakap yang aku tak kicewa langsong, memang ade wase sket kicewa skang neyh..papepon, jangan wisau ar, aku tak pape..takde de aku nak wat bende bodo cam gi gantong diwi ke, tejon bangonan ke, hape ke..sibenanye, aku pon takde ar tekijot sangat coz this thing aku da expect untok tejadi..and opkos this is all because of my add math result, 6c..syarat khas tok program tuh, nak add math 5c..but, I still try tok mohon anyway..pape je ar..hurm..all I can say is that, sometimes, things just tak jadi camne yang kite plan..the best solution yang aku leh ambil ialah, kalo plan A tak bejaye, wat ar plan B..wink..
Anyway, aku nak congrats kat “durian” coz dea dapat panggilan tok interview gi UPNM tuh..goOdlak weyh, wat tol-tol..! hurm..by the way, keputosan matrik kuar 16 awibolan neyh..aku pon takde ar nak memanjatkan awapan yang tinggi tok digapai sangat, but hey, I’m ready to face any unexpected situation~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
4/16/2008 10:30:58 PM
Keputosan matrekku da kuar~
Gile lame aku menanti tok saat neyh..matrek..alhamdulillah, aku dapat weyh..jantong aku wase cam hamper nak ilang da mase dpt tawu tuh..hu..hurm..wamai kawan aku yang dapat, wamai jugak yang tak dapat..senarai name kengkawan aku yang dapat, err, yang aku tawu ar:
**buah nage
**durian
**kobes
**kacang
**lobak
**jintan manes
**beras
TAHNIAH AKU UCAPKAN KIPADE KAMOO SUME..!hurm..kipade yang tidak benaseb baek, kowang boleh membuwat rayuan doe..there’s no need to beputos ase..weyh, jangan ar tetibe tebiat nak gi bunoh diwi lak..kang ilang sowang kawan aku..ish, da ar kawan aku siket..hu~
Aku pon penah gak wase banyak kegagalan sibelom neyh..contoh paleng dekat ar, kes UPNM tuh..tapee, naseb owang tak same an..mungken ko gagal yang neyh, tapee, maybe ade bende laen yang lagee best menanti ko..cam kes aku ar..hurm..right now, aku consider diwi aku very lucky..coz, silepas aku maen kiwe-kiwe and congak-congak, dengan bebekalkan result SPM aku tuh, percentage untok aku dapat matrek memang tipis..
Anyway, the only one yang dapat same matrek ngan aku kat kuale pilah tu adelah “lobak”..teros terang cakap, time sikola-sikola dolu, aku tak wapat sangat ngan “lobak” neyh, but hey, maybe I’ll be surprise how things can work later on..hurm..anyway, meet you there “lobak”..he~ =]
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Jatoh chenta di Low Yatt plaza~
4/20/2008 6:59:59 PM
Jatoh chenta di Low Yatt plaza~
Aduh..bapak jiwang tajok tuh doe..
Jap jap..
Gi tuko..
Ketemu Q di Low Yatt plaza~
Bawu ar okay siket.eventough tajok dea cam merapu jek, tapee, it’s sounded interesting anyway..
Move on..
Awi neyh, ayah aku bawak aku gi Low Yatt plaza..tojuannye adela tok mencari bakal kawan baek aku..hurm..mase aku sampai tuh, awan maseh pagee..suasane pon dingin jek..tapee siyes cakap, owang wamai gile doe..opkos ar, da name pc fair, tambah lak, awi ahad an, kompem sesak ar..hu..
Mule-mule, aku ingat nak amek jiname dell inspiron 1420, so, ayah aku gi ar bawak aku naek tengkat atas skali..setibenye di tengkat tuh, aku da nampak da kompute dell yang bole dikatekan kelihatan agak macho di mate aku, mase tuh ar..perrgh, kale yellow siot, e-jau pon smart gak..kipale aku pon da naek penin, tak tawu nak pileh yang mane..aduh..kusot-kusot..da ar aku tak tawu pape pasal kompute neyh, ade ke patot, aku gi tanye bende-bende bodo cam, “kak, yang neyh window ape, pastuh, dea punye hard drive bape gb, bole support program berat cam photoshop ak..?” tak sangke aku, akak tuh leh pandang aku ngan muke bodonye, agak-agak dalam bape saat gak ar..aduh..time tuh, dalam ati aku ckp, “baek ko sinyap doe!” hu..tetibe, dea gi mane tah, cakap-cakap ngan owang laen jap..setelah bebewape menet, dea datang balek, ngan ketas ditangannye..dea bace yang tolis kat ketas tuh, “dek, neyh genuine window vista, home basic, err, 120 gb hard drive..yang part support-support tuh bole kot..” hurm, aku wase ar dea pon tak bape nak tawu sgt pasal kompute neyh, same geng ngan aku ar tuh..muke dea pon cam budak pas spm jek..hu..hurm..disebabkan akak tuh tak bewape nak tawu pasal kom-kom neyh, ayah aku bawak aku gi kidai laen..
Ati aku cam nak stick jek kat dell, tapee, secare tetibe, aku tenampak satu design neyh..cun siot..kalo tak salah ar, dea nye name hp pavilion diikoti nombo siwi yang aku tak bape nak ingat..hurm..bokan stakat leh pusing-pusing and tebalek-tebalek, malah ade touch screen doe..siyes cakap, ati aku memang da tejatoh chenta ngan gadjet neyh..acik tuh ye ye o jek kate, “dek, bagos neyh, leh maen pusing-pusing, pastuh adek leh pileh nak masok window vista ke, xp ke..kitowang leh uroskan..” cheh, kompiden jek dea..hurm..ayah aku ajak jenjalan lagee, pastikan tol-tol mane yang aku nak..
Time aku jalan-jalan tuh, aku tenampak kompute yang lagee power, geng yang tadi gak, tapee lagee best sket ar, name dea, hp pavilion artist edition..dalam and luar kompute tuh ade design lokisan, laen dawi yang laen doe..tapee, cam bese, dea lebih kipade menjual design tuh sibenanye..hu..ayah aku kate, “tak bebaloi ar bili kompute just for the sake of dea nye design lokisan jek..lagipon, kang mesti ade owang laen yang bili gak, pastuh, sume design sepesen jek, alang-alang, bole wat boria..xde kelainan nyepon..” hamper begitu ar bunyiknye, cume ayat-ayat ayah aku lebih skema ar..ayat yang aku tolis neyh adelah ayat yang telah diedit sket..hu..hurm..kitowang pon maen jalan-jalan lagee..
Jumpe lak ngan abang “ying n yang” jual kompute neyh..singaje panggel dea “ying n yang” coz time tuh dea pakai wantai symbol “ying n yang”..enough about him, move on..hurm..“ying n yang” tuh pon tewangkan pasal kompute yang okay and bebaloi bili..dea cakap “kalo nak bili kompute yang pusing-pusing tuh bole, tapee, kompute tuh kurang support bende-bende art cam autocad, photoshop and bla bla bla..bile nak gune program-program design neyh, xleh, kan membazer jek..kalo bole pon, kompem terabor..kompute penin..” hu..pandai gak “ying n yang” neyh cakap-cakap, mesti dea study bende-bende neyh..hu..“abes, dalam sume-sume jiname cam dell, apple, asus, compaq, hp sume tuh, mane yang paleng bagos,” aku tanye..“ying n yang” tuh pon jawab bende neyh, “apple memang okay tok wat design-design neyh, kalo da memang kompem nak amek art and design, go ahead, amek apple, tapee kalo dalam kategori cam window-window neyh, amek hp or compaq..skang, hp and compaq da ade AMD Turion and nVidia GeForce, bagos tok design-design neyh gak..” and the rest is still unwritten..
****
At the end of the day, kalo da ditakderkan Q akan jadi milek aku, tetap akan jadi milek aku..skang neyh aku da dapat kawan baek bawu a.k.a gf si L tuh, name dea Q..name panjang dea, compaq presario v3751au..epy gile doe si L tuh~
=]
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Jatoh chenta di Low Yatt plaza~
Aduh..bapak jiwang tajok tuh doe..
Jap jap..
Gi tuko..
Ketemu Q di Low Yatt plaza~
Bawu ar okay siket.eventough tajok dea cam merapu jek, tapee, it’s sounded interesting anyway..
Move on..
Awi neyh, ayah aku bawak aku gi Low Yatt plaza..tojuannye adela tok mencari bakal kawan baek aku..hurm..mase aku sampai tuh, awan maseh pagee..suasane pon dingin jek..tapee siyes cakap, owang wamai gile doe..opkos ar, da name pc fair, tambah lak, awi ahad an, kompem sesak ar..hu..
Mule-mule, aku ingat nak amek jiname dell inspiron 1420, so, ayah aku gi ar bawak aku naek tengkat atas skali..setibenye di tengkat tuh, aku da nampak da kompute dell yang bole dikatekan kelihatan agak macho di mate aku, mase tuh ar..perrgh, kale yellow siot, e-jau pon smart gak..kipale aku pon da naek penin, tak tawu nak pileh yang mane..aduh..kusot-kusot..da ar aku tak tawu pape pasal kompute neyh, ade ke patot, aku gi tanye bende-bende bodo cam, “kak, yang neyh window ape, pastuh, dea punye hard drive bape gb, bole support program berat cam photoshop ak..?” tak sangke aku, akak tuh leh pandang aku ngan muke bodonye, agak-agak dalam bape saat gak ar..aduh..time tuh, dalam ati aku ckp, “baek ko sinyap doe!” hu..tetibe, dea gi mane tah, cakap-cakap ngan owang laen jap..setelah bebewape menet, dea datang balek, ngan ketas ditangannye..dea bace yang tolis kat ketas tuh, “dek, neyh genuine window vista, home basic, err, 120 gb hard drive..yang part support-support tuh bole kot..” hurm, aku wase ar dea pon tak bape nak tawu sgt pasal kompute neyh, same geng ngan aku ar tuh..muke dea pon cam budak pas spm jek..hu..hurm..disebabkan akak tuh tak bewape nak tawu pasal kom-kom neyh, ayah aku bawak aku gi kidai laen..
Ati aku cam nak stick jek kat dell, tapee, secare tetibe, aku tenampak satu design neyh..cun siot..kalo tak salah ar, dea nye name hp pavilion diikoti nombo siwi yang aku tak bape nak ingat..hurm..bokan stakat leh pusing-pusing and tebalek-tebalek, malah ade touch screen doe..siyes cakap, ati aku memang da tejatoh chenta ngan gadjet neyh..acik tuh ye ye o jek kate, “dek, bagos neyh, leh maen pusing-pusing, pastuh adek leh pileh nak masok window vista ke, xp ke..kitowang leh uroskan..” cheh, kompiden jek dea..hurm..ayah aku ajak jenjalan lagee, pastikan tol-tol mane yang aku nak..
Time aku jalan-jalan tuh, aku tenampak kompute yang lagee power, geng yang tadi gak, tapee lagee best sket ar, name dea, hp pavilion artist edition..dalam and luar kompute tuh ade design lokisan, laen dawi yang laen doe..tapee, cam bese, dea lebih kipade menjual design tuh sibenanye..hu..ayah aku kate, “tak bebaloi ar bili kompute just for the sake of dea nye design lokisan jek..lagipon, kang mesti ade owang laen yang bili gak, pastuh, sume design sepesen jek, alang-alang, bole wat boria..xde kelainan nyepon..” hamper begitu ar bunyiknye, cume ayat-ayat ayah aku lebih skema ar..ayat yang aku tolis neyh adelah ayat yang telah diedit sket..hu..hurm..kitowang pon maen jalan-jalan lagee..
Jumpe lak ngan abang “ying n yang” jual kompute neyh..singaje panggel dea “ying n yang” coz time tuh dea pakai wantai symbol “ying n yang”..enough about him, move on..hurm..“ying n yang” tuh pon tewangkan pasal kompute yang okay and bebaloi bili..dea cakap “kalo nak bili kompute yang pusing-pusing tuh bole, tapee, kompute tuh kurang support bende-bende art cam autocad, photoshop and bla bla bla..bile nak gune program-program design neyh, xleh, kan membazer jek..kalo bole pon, kompem terabor..kompute penin..” hu..pandai gak “ying n yang” neyh cakap-cakap, mesti dea study bende-bende neyh..hu..“abes, dalam sume-sume jiname cam dell, apple, asus, compaq, hp sume tuh, mane yang paleng bagos,” aku tanye..“ying n yang” tuh pon jawab bende neyh, “apple memang okay tok wat design-design neyh, kalo da memang kompem nak amek art and design, go ahead, amek apple, tapee kalo dalam kategori cam window-window neyh, amek hp or compaq..skang, hp and compaq da ade AMD Turion and nVidia GeForce, bagos tok design-design neyh gak..” and the rest is still unwritten..
****
At the end of the day, kalo da ditakderkan Q akan jadi milek aku, tetap akan jadi milek aku..skang neyh aku da dapat kawan baek bawu a.k.a gf si L tuh, name dea Q..name panjang dea, compaq presario v3751au..epy gile doe si L tuh~
=]
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Because I am not a rebellious girl~
4/3/2008 11:23:48 PM
Because I am not a rebellious girl~
1. We had a fight just now..and guess what, she said it was all my fault..i slammed the door and locked it..i didn’t say anything after that..i just let her say whatever she wanna say, eventhough it’s hurts..because I am not a rebellious girl..
2. I’ve had my share of pain and life’s a living hell right now..and she just made it more difficult..and I, I just let her do that, again and again..because I am not a rebellious girl..
3. Right at this moment, I just wanna scream..forget about everything and runaway..far away from here..but hey, I can’t..because I’m not a rebellious girl..
4. Sometimes, life can be so mean isn’t it..? after all, I can only cry and write this journal down, because I am not a rebellious girl~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Because I am not a rebellious girl~
1. We had a fight just now..and guess what, she said it was all my fault..i slammed the door and locked it..i didn’t say anything after that..i just let her say whatever she wanna say, eventhough it’s hurts..because I am not a rebellious girl..
2. I’ve had my share of pain and life’s a living hell right now..and she just made it more difficult..and I, I just let her do that, again and again..because I am not a rebellious girl..
3. Right at this moment, I just wanna scream..forget about everything and runaway..far away from here..but hey, I can’t..because I’m not a rebellious girl..
4. Sometimes, life can be so mean isn’t it..? after all, I can only cry and write this journal down, because I am not a rebellious girl~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Teevee wosak..hahak~
3/31/2008 11:02:18 PM
Teevee wosak..hahak~
Teevee di umah aku telah rosak..hahak..bawu tadi..mak aku yang wat peti ajaib tuh wosak..bagos..at least, dengan kejadian ineyh, sesiape pon tak akan layak tok menjadi “waje” lagi..yes yes..buwat mase tedekat ineyh jek..
Di umah aku terdapat pelbagai kijadian pilek..salah satunye, sesiape yang memegang remote astro akan menjadi “waje”..bukan calang-calang punye “waje”, tapi seorang “waje” yang berkuase mutlak..ini kirane, dea akan mempunyai hak tok menukar ape sahaje siaran teevee semase di bawah pemerintahannye..dalam ayat mudah, dea berhak tok tengok channel kesukaannye dan secare tidak langsong, memakse sume owg di dalam wilayah pemerintahannye tok tengok skali crite kesukaanye ituh..
“Waje” ineyh kekadangnye akan diikoti wapat oleh ahli seher yang agak kijam..pernah suatu ketika, ade seorang hambe yang tewingen sangat tok menonton crite “NEWPORT HARBOR” di channel 713..akan tetapi, ahli seher yang agak jahat lagi dengki ineyh akan menghasot “waje” tuh supaye gi tengok crite “DIARI AKADEMI FANTASIA..” alasannye, nak tawu si NADIA dapat lagu ape minggu tuh..huhu..“waje” yang terhasot dek kate-kate ahli seher ineyh pon menekan la remote astro(atau dalam bahase istane = tongkat sakti) ke channel 1O4..mane tak si hambe neyh saket ati beb..dekat channel 1O4 tuh bukannye ade GRANT from NEWPORT HARBOR ke, DEAN WINCHESTER ke, RYUZAKI ke, NABIL RAJE LAWAK ke..aduh..akebatnye, si hambe yang agak giram neyh pon, masok ke dalam territory-nye dan memekak ngan gita kapoknye, L..da laa hambe neyh tak pandai maen gita, pe gi, pelbagai alunan sumbang start kuar ar..setelah agak puas memekak, dea pon menaep crite tuh di dalam journalnye..lebih kurang yang macam skang neyh ar..
Kuase “waje” ineyh akan terhapos sebaek sahaje tongkat saktinye dirampas oleh pihak ketige a.k.a musoh..pelbagai care dilakukan oleh si “waje” neyh tok mengelakkan perebutan kuase dengan care menjage tongkat saktinye ituh..ini termasuklah dengan membawe tongkat saktinye ituh ke mane saje dea tuju, tak kiwelah ke tandas istane ke, ke dapor istane ke, mahupon ke taman ceri di kawasan istane..kekadang “waje” neyh sampai sanggop menyembunyikan tongkat sakti tuh di bawah katil tempat beradunye..ish ish ish..ape nak jadi ar..maklomla, tanpe tongkat sakti ituh, automatik, gilaren “waje” dan kuase mutlaknye akan serta merta diwampas..padan muke..
Begitula fairytale kuarge aku..sampai sikalang, tiade system demokrasi..da abes da crite aku..nak sambong memekak lak..L, kemari kamoo..! Hahak~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Teevee wosak..hahak~
Teevee di umah aku telah rosak..hahak..bawu tadi..mak aku yang wat peti ajaib tuh wosak..bagos..at least, dengan kejadian ineyh, sesiape pon tak akan layak tok menjadi “waje” lagi..yes yes..buwat mase tedekat ineyh jek..
Di umah aku terdapat pelbagai kijadian pilek..salah satunye, sesiape yang memegang remote astro akan menjadi “waje”..bukan calang-calang punye “waje”, tapi seorang “waje” yang berkuase mutlak..ini kirane, dea akan mempunyai hak tok menukar ape sahaje siaran teevee semase di bawah pemerintahannye..dalam ayat mudah, dea berhak tok tengok channel kesukaannye dan secare tidak langsong, memakse sume owg di dalam wilayah pemerintahannye tok tengok skali crite kesukaanye ituh..
“Waje” ineyh kekadangnye akan diikoti wapat oleh ahli seher yang agak kijam..pernah suatu ketika, ade seorang hambe yang tewingen sangat tok menonton crite “NEWPORT HARBOR” di channel 713..akan tetapi, ahli seher yang agak jahat lagi dengki ineyh akan menghasot “waje” tuh supaye gi tengok crite “DIARI AKADEMI FANTASIA..” alasannye, nak tawu si NADIA dapat lagu ape minggu tuh..huhu..“waje” yang terhasot dek kate-kate ahli seher ineyh pon menekan la remote astro(atau dalam bahase istane = tongkat sakti) ke channel 1O4..mane tak si hambe neyh saket ati beb..dekat channel 1O4 tuh bukannye ade GRANT from NEWPORT HARBOR ke, DEAN WINCHESTER ke, RYUZAKI ke, NABIL RAJE LAWAK ke..aduh..akebatnye, si hambe yang agak giram neyh pon, masok ke dalam territory-nye dan memekak ngan gita kapoknye, L..da laa hambe neyh tak pandai maen gita, pe gi, pelbagai alunan sumbang start kuar ar..setelah agak puas memekak, dea pon menaep crite tuh di dalam journalnye..lebih kurang yang macam skang neyh ar..
Kuase “waje” ineyh akan terhapos sebaek sahaje tongkat saktinye dirampas oleh pihak ketige a.k.a musoh..pelbagai care dilakukan oleh si “waje” neyh tok mengelakkan perebutan kuase dengan care menjage tongkat saktinye ituh..ini termasuklah dengan membawe tongkat saktinye ituh ke mane saje dea tuju, tak kiwelah ke tandas istane ke, ke dapor istane ke, mahupon ke taman ceri di kawasan istane..kekadang “waje” neyh sampai sanggop menyembunyikan tongkat sakti tuh di bawah katil tempat beradunye..ish ish ish..ape nak jadi ar..maklomla, tanpe tongkat sakti ituh, automatik, gilaren “waje” dan kuase mutlaknye akan serta merta diwampas..padan muke..
Begitula fairytale kuarge aku..sampai sikalang, tiade system demokrasi..da abes da crite aku..nak sambong memekak lak..L, kemari kamoo..! Hahak~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Talking about nothing~
3/30/2008 11:16:10 PM
Talking about nothing~
Sunday..bloody sunday..aku menghabeskan banyak mase aku pade awi neyh dengan me-watching “HEROES SEASONS 2 MARATHON..” owh man, just notice, I have a crush on WEST, CLAIRE’s boyfriend..the way he act is killing me..and when he said “I know that you can heal, but I don’t ever wanna see you get hurt,” I was like, “can I meet the scrip writer now..and if it’s a guy, it will be a plus then..hee~”..love that..
I hate the fact that HIRO NAKAMURA tak balek ke future bile dea da pon say goodbye to TAKESHI KENSEI and anak pembuat pedang tuh yang namenye start with “S”..SYEOKI..? SYAOKI..? SYEAKO..? SYIORI..? SYEAKI..? err..aku ingat doe, tapi agak lupe-lupe sket..ish..hurm..move on..pelbagai pertanyaan bemaen di pikeran aku time tuh..antarenye ialah:
1.Kinape HIRO NAKAMURA still nak stay kat situ..?
Adekah pasal dea suke gile nak mati ngan anak pembuat pedang yang namenye syeoki, syaoki, entah ape entah, tuh ke..?
Kot ye pon anak pembuat pedang tuh is the most beautiful girl in Japan, why can’t he just get over her, let her go, and forget about her..? “ade ketikenye, ko kine lakukan pengorbanan,” cam si KIRA cakap kat AMANE MISA..hurm..dea tak tengok cite DEATH NOTE ke..?
And btw, why can’t he just leave TAKESHI KENSEI a.k.a ADAM MONROE (in the future) to live his life, for the sake..come on la, he’s not that dangerous..not until HIRO NAKAMURA betray him and his friendship right..?
And after a long hard thinking, akhernye, I reach to a conclusion that I can ever possibly imagine iaitu, kalo HIRO NAKAMURA balek time tuh, maybe cite heroes neyh da lame abes coz da takde cite yang ingen diceritekan..fuh..and of course, you’ll say “daaa, lambat tol pick up..” I know, I know..
But here, aku ingen menyatekan yang aku benci gile bile TAKESHI KENSEI betekad tok seek for revenge or the fact that 93% of world population are going to die and whatsoever..now, the whole world perlu trime akibatnye..that’s totally not fair..darn him..
PETER PETRELLI, on the other hand, was the forgotten one..he’s no longer the one with the spotlight..as far as I can see, the character yang step up are BOB, DR SURESH, ANDO, ADAM MONROE and the TWINS from “I don’t know where”, mexico or spain maybe..the twins yang still idup is MAYA (the sister)..hey, i kinda like the dialek..“homicidio,” man, really-really like that..
After all, aku suke bagaimane care crite and scene-scene disuson..pretty great..thank god, it’s a marathon..hence, I don’t have to wait for a week untuk catch up chapter seterosnye..fuh..yang aku perlu tunggu skang hanyelah finale dea..excited..
And also, I can’t wait to watch third film of death note series: “L change the world..” it’s going to be great, hope so..KENICHI MATSUYAMA a.k.a L a.k.a RYUZAKI, if you read this, please and please, let me know how I can get in touch with you coz I have a bundle of questions to ask you, sweetheart..and trust me KENICHI, it’s going to take quit a long time..huhu..ya, ya..i’m sure all of you are laughing right now, isn’t it..? come on, show me some support guys, I’m just trying to be optimistic here~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Talking about nothing~
Sunday..bloody sunday..aku menghabeskan banyak mase aku pade awi neyh dengan me-watching “HEROES SEASONS 2 MARATHON..” owh man, just notice, I have a crush on WEST, CLAIRE’s boyfriend..the way he act is killing me..and when he said “I know that you can heal, but I don’t ever wanna see you get hurt,” I was like, “can I meet the scrip writer now..and if it’s a guy, it will be a plus then..hee~”..love that..
I hate the fact that HIRO NAKAMURA tak balek ke future bile dea da pon say goodbye to TAKESHI KENSEI and anak pembuat pedang tuh yang namenye start with “S”..SYEOKI..? SYAOKI..? SYEAKO..? SYIORI..? SYEAKI..? err..aku ingat doe, tapi agak lupe-lupe sket..ish..hurm..move on..pelbagai pertanyaan bemaen di pikeran aku time tuh..antarenye ialah:
1.Kinape HIRO NAKAMURA still nak stay kat situ..?
Adekah pasal dea suke gile nak mati ngan anak pembuat pedang yang namenye syeoki, syaoki, entah ape entah, tuh ke..?
Kot ye pon anak pembuat pedang tuh is the most beautiful girl in Japan, why can’t he just get over her, let her go, and forget about her..? “ade ketikenye, ko kine lakukan pengorbanan,” cam si KIRA cakap kat AMANE MISA..hurm..dea tak tengok cite DEATH NOTE ke..?
And btw, why can’t he just leave TAKESHI KENSEI a.k.a ADAM MONROE (in the future) to live his life, for the sake..come on la, he’s not that dangerous..not until HIRO NAKAMURA betray him and his friendship right..?
And after a long hard thinking, akhernye, I reach to a conclusion that I can ever possibly imagine iaitu, kalo HIRO NAKAMURA balek time tuh, maybe cite heroes neyh da lame abes coz da takde cite yang ingen diceritekan..fuh..and of course, you’ll say “daaa, lambat tol pick up..” I know, I know..
But here, aku ingen menyatekan yang aku benci gile bile TAKESHI KENSEI betekad tok seek for revenge or the fact that 93% of world population are going to die and whatsoever..now, the whole world perlu trime akibatnye..that’s totally not fair..darn him..
PETER PETRELLI, on the other hand, was the forgotten one..he’s no longer the one with the spotlight..as far as I can see, the character yang step up are BOB, DR SURESH, ANDO, ADAM MONROE and the TWINS from “I don’t know where”, mexico or spain maybe..the twins yang still idup is MAYA (the sister)..hey, i kinda like the dialek..“homicidio,” man, really-really like that..
After all, aku suke bagaimane care crite and scene-scene disuson..pretty great..thank god, it’s a marathon..hence, I don’t have to wait for a week untuk catch up chapter seterosnye..fuh..yang aku perlu tunggu skang hanyelah finale dea..excited..
And also, I can’t wait to watch third film of death note series: “L change the world..” it’s going to be great, hope so..KENICHI MATSUYAMA a.k.a L a.k.a RYUZAKI, if you read this, please and please, let me know how I can get in touch with you coz I have a bundle of questions to ask you, sweetheart..and trust me KENICHI, it’s going to take quit a long time..huhu..ya, ya..i’m sure all of you are laughing right now, isn’t it..? come on, show me some support guys, I’m just trying to be optimistic here~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku nak tido, tapi abang aku sebok buwat orkestra~
3/28/2008 12:27:46 AM
Aku nak tido, tapi abang aku sebok buwat orkestra~
Aku ngantok tapi aku xleh tido..neyh sume gare-gare abang aku ar neyh..adoi..dawi tadi, dea asyek mencipta pelbagai jenis muzik dan irama..kalo nak bekarya pon, takkan skang kot, di saat aku nak pijamkan mate neyh..tengok akibatnye, mate aku da xleh lelap..
Siyes ckp, dea sebok pakaikan wantai and mangge kat moto bawu dea(bunyik = keting keting keting), pastu, dea mangge pagar umah lak(bunyik = kerek kerek kerek)..selang lime menet kemudian, dea akan bukak pintu umah(bunyik = kueeeek) tok check balek moto dea, still ade ke tak..plus, tak lupe tok check mangge moto and mangge pagar umah tu skali lagik(again bunyik = keting keting + kerek kerek), takot ar, kot-kot anai-anai akan makan mangge solex dea tu ke, an..mane tawu..ish..ade ke patot, dea sampai taknak tutop pintu umah, memalam bute neyh, coz takot owg curik..neyh da macam obses sangat da..
Skang, dea pigi basoh moto dea tuh plak (bunyik = bush bush bush)..tolong tumbok aku skang leh ak..kine sawan ape lak si dea neyh..huhu..time aku nak tido, time tuh gak ar, pelbagai bunyik yang xdialu-alukan seperti ineyh kuar..dasat tol kuarga aku neyh..adoi..bile agaknye ko akan benti buwat orkestra neyh weyh..aku nak tido neyh yang oi..ish..tebakanye jiwe..
Maybe aku tak paham ape yang dea wase skang..maybe nanti, mase aku da bili kete bawu nanti, agaknye, aku akan bentang khemah and tido kat tepi kete tuh, dengan aeskerem di tangan, sambel mateku menatap kete bawuku kot..hahak..maybe mase tuh, bawu aku paham bagaimane wasenye..tunggu ar aku dapat duet banyak nanti..
Tapi, buwat mase skang ineyh, aku memang tgh giram..giram yang teramat sangat~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku nak tido, tapi abang aku sebok buwat orkestra~
Aku ngantok tapi aku xleh tido..neyh sume gare-gare abang aku ar neyh..adoi..dawi tadi, dea asyek mencipta pelbagai jenis muzik dan irama..kalo nak bekarya pon, takkan skang kot, di saat aku nak pijamkan mate neyh..tengok akibatnye, mate aku da xleh lelap..
Siyes ckp, dea sebok pakaikan wantai and mangge kat moto bawu dea(bunyik = keting keting keting), pastu, dea mangge pagar umah lak(bunyik = kerek kerek kerek)..selang lime menet kemudian, dea akan bukak pintu umah(bunyik = kueeeek) tok check balek moto dea, still ade ke tak..plus, tak lupe tok check mangge moto and mangge pagar umah tu skali lagik(again bunyik = keting keting + kerek kerek), takot ar, kot-kot anai-anai akan makan mangge solex dea tu ke, an..mane tawu..ish..ade ke patot, dea sampai taknak tutop pintu umah, memalam bute neyh, coz takot owg curik..neyh da macam obses sangat da..
Skang, dea pigi basoh moto dea tuh plak (bunyik = bush bush bush)..tolong tumbok aku skang leh ak..kine sawan ape lak si dea neyh..huhu..time aku nak tido, time tuh gak ar, pelbagai bunyik yang xdialu-alukan seperti ineyh kuar..dasat tol kuarga aku neyh..adoi..bile agaknye ko akan benti buwat orkestra neyh weyh..aku nak tido neyh yang oi..ish..tebakanye jiwe..
Maybe aku tak paham ape yang dea wase skang..maybe nanti, mase aku da bili kete bawu nanti, agaknye, aku akan bentang khemah and tido kat tepi kete tuh, dengan aeskerem di tangan, sambel mateku menatap kete bawuku kot..hahak..maybe mase tuh, bawu aku paham bagaimane wasenye..tunggu ar aku dapat duet banyak nanti..
Tapi, buwat mase skang ineyh, aku memang tgh giram..giram yang teramat sangat~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Respect~
3/27/2008 3:34:53 PM
Respect~
Respect..macam-macam bende yang owg buwat tok gain respect..awitu, aku tgk satu temubual yang dijalankan kat penjara California (dlm national geographic channel, kalo tak salah) by this girl..dea masscom student kot..and Chinese mix but can speak English fluently..haiyoo..stop talking about her, proceed to the thing please..
Yup, yup..respect..again..if you get the respect from other people, then only, you can survive in this “prison life..” you don’t get the respect, you’ll die the next day..scary..here it is..i’m not talking about prisoner or what, I’m just emphasizing the word “respect” here..
You can be a rebellious person, or a drug addict, or a killer, but that doesn’t mean you’ve don’t deserve a respect..here, exclusively, ingen aku nyatekan disineyh, yang aku respect the ex-ketua of kumpulan j-dawg in the prison, there..he is such a good man..he knows how to respect other people, and that’s why I respect him..doesn’t mean you cannot jadikan someone in the penjare as your idol or what..it’s not wrong, btw..sume owg kat dlm penjare tak semestinye jahat, and, sume owg kat luar penjare tak semestinye baek..i don’t know what he had done yang menyebakan dea kine penjare seumo idop, but I do know it was something bad..
I hate someone yang tak tawu camne nak respect owg laen.ikot suke ati dea jek cakap..kadang-kadang aku tetanye gak, dea neyh takde otak ke..ke the brain cannot fuction or something..it’s crazy to think about that..crazy dude..this kind of people don’t deserve my respect, even a bit..i won’t start a conversation with someone like that..i’d be like kind of “reserved” and get the hell of myself out of that place..uish..marahnye aku skang neyh..wase cam nak tampa-tampa owg jek..
What a bad ending there~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Respect~
Respect..macam-macam bende yang owg buwat tok gain respect..awitu, aku tgk satu temubual yang dijalankan kat penjara California (dlm national geographic channel, kalo tak salah) by this girl..dea masscom student kot..and Chinese mix but can speak English fluently..haiyoo..stop talking about her, proceed to the thing please..
Yup, yup..respect..again..if you get the respect from other people, then only, you can survive in this “prison life..” you don’t get the respect, you’ll die the next day..scary..here it is..i’m not talking about prisoner or what, I’m just emphasizing the word “respect” here..
You can be a rebellious person, or a drug addict, or a killer, but that doesn’t mean you’ve don’t deserve a respect..here, exclusively, ingen aku nyatekan disineyh, yang aku respect the ex-ketua of kumpulan j-dawg in the prison, there..he is such a good man..he knows how to respect other people, and that’s why I respect him..doesn’t mean you cannot jadikan someone in the penjare as your idol or what..it’s not wrong, btw..sume owg kat dlm penjare tak semestinye jahat, and, sume owg kat luar penjare tak semestinye baek..i don’t know what he had done yang menyebakan dea kine penjare seumo idop, but I do know it was something bad..
I hate someone yang tak tawu camne nak respect owg laen.ikot suke ati dea jek cakap..kadang-kadang aku tetanye gak, dea neyh takde otak ke..ke the brain cannot fuction or something..it’s crazy to think about that..crazy dude..this kind of people don’t deserve my respect, even a bit..i won’t start a conversation with someone like that..i’d be like kind of “reserved” and get the hell of myself out of that place..uish..marahnye aku skang neyh..wase cam nak tampa-tampa owg jek..
What a bad ending there~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
This street~
3/26/2008 6:59:01 PM
This street~
I am not one of the most brilliant person in this world, but I know that I can be one of them, if I put my mind into it..forget about everything and focusing to be brilliant..get straight a’s in all subjects, and lock myself in the room for 24 hours studying..whoa, whoa..i just can’t do that..and even if I could, it won’t work..coz my heart will start a riot in me..seriously..
So, here I am now..on this street..the street where most of the teenagers will choose..the street where you don’t have to actually memorized all the physics’s laws or spending most of your time in finding the probability of the next equation in additional mathematics..and also the street where life is being live to the fullest..true..
I am unaware of what is going to happen next..just wishing this street will have something for me..maybe I don’t know where it’s going to take me, but I have to keep on walking in this street..and I don’t want to ever look back..ever..
Being the most successful person will be everybody’s dream..but hey, not me..it’s not that I don’t want or what.to me, the definition of the word “successful” itself is on how many a’s you’ve got in your exams or what is your total income per month..yup..i’ve been spending most of my time of my final year in high school solving this equation that keep on bothering my head..
If you ask me, “you don’t want to be a successful person, then, what is your dream..?” I’ll say, that I just want to be happy..right now, the only problem is, I don’t know how am I going to make myself happy..but I’m sure, the happiness that I’m searching for, definitely not on the other street, the street where all the bright student choose..since it is a competition between these two streets, obviously, the happiness is on this street..the street that I’m walking on..i put on my faith in here..trying to actually believing something is stored for me, on the way..
Hurm..the worst case scenario that will happens to me, in this street, is that, I’ll get involve in drugs, or all sorts of stupid things that uneducated person will do..yay..it’s a big worst thing..as long as I still have this brain of mine, that will keep on functioning every single seconds of my life, I’m hundred percent sure that I won’t involve in that such things..me, myself, have to trust me(why you’re using difficult word, annur..?)..it’s my wish laa, haiyoo..
If you don’t understand what I’m talking in the last 3 line in the above paragraph, nevermind..forget it..it’s always like that, complicated stuff..
By telling you this thing, seriously, I swear that I am not trying to convince you to choose this street or what..i’m just a girl from the other side that trying to tell you, here, how am I feeling right now, in this street..it’s like the poem that you’ve learn, “road not taken,” or something-something..the point is, I’m glad that I’m here..i’m not sure that I’m happy right now, but I’m sure, I will someday(btw, fyi, I hate this word = someday) in this street..
The end..
p/s: as you can notice, broken english is everywhere..! forgive me mr rajan(my english teacher)..huhu..till now, I didn’t pass up your “last year essay exercise,” and usually, fall asleep in you class..i didn’t mean to do that purposely..you’re always talking about this corrupted things and you incredible life in London and bla bla bla, which I can’t help but to fall asleep..again, sorry..maybe, I’ll pass up my delay essay this year..just, maybe..didn’t promise anything..and to all form five smkts, this year, please and please, try to complete all the essays that mr rajan gave you..if you still can’t complete it, eventough how hard you’ve tried, then, all I can say is, “JOIN THE CLUB!” hahak..what a happy ending~
By [thatreservedgirl]
This street~
I am not one of the most brilliant person in this world, but I know that I can be one of them, if I put my mind into it..forget about everything and focusing to be brilliant..get straight a’s in all subjects, and lock myself in the room for 24 hours studying..whoa, whoa..i just can’t do that..and even if I could, it won’t work..coz my heart will start a riot in me..seriously..
So, here I am now..on this street..the street where most of the teenagers will choose..the street where you don’t have to actually memorized all the physics’s laws or spending most of your time in finding the probability of the next equation in additional mathematics..and also the street where life is being live to the fullest..true..
I am unaware of what is going to happen next..just wishing this street will have something for me..maybe I don’t know where it’s going to take me, but I have to keep on walking in this street..and I don’t want to ever look back..ever..
Being the most successful person will be everybody’s dream..but hey, not me..it’s not that I don’t want or what.to me, the definition of the word “successful” itself is on how many a’s you’ve got in your exams or what is your total income per month..yup..i’ve been spending most of my time of my final year in high school solving this equation that keep on bothering my head..
If you ask me, “you don’t want to be a successful person, then, what is your dream..?” I’ll say, that I just want to be happy..right now, the only problem is, I don’t know how am I going to make myself happy..but I’m sure, the happiness that I’m searching for, definitely not on the other street, the street where all the bright student choose..since it is a competition between these two streets, obviously, the happiness is on this street..the street that I’m walking on..i put on my faith in here..trying to actually believing something is stored for me, on the way..
Hurm..the worst case scenario that will happens to me, in this street, is that, I’ll get involve in drugs, or all sorts of stupid things that uneducated person will do..yay..it’s a big worst thing..as long as I still have this brain of mine, that will keep on functioning every single seconds of my life, I’m hundred percent sure that I won’t involve in that such things..me, myself, have to trust me(why you’re using difficult word, annur..?)..it’s my wish laa, haiyoo..
If you don’t understand what I’m talking in the last 3 line in the above paragraph, nevermind..forget it..it’s always like that, complicated stuff..
By telling you this thing, seriously, I swear that I am not trying to convince you to choose this street or what..i’m just a girl from the other side that trying to tell you, here, how am I feeling right now, in this street..it’s like the poem that you’ve learn, “road not taken,” or something-something..the point is, I’m glad that I’m here..i’m not sure that I’m happy right now, but I’m sure, I will someday(btw, fyi, I hate this word = someday) in this street..
The end..
p/s: as you can notice, broken english is everywhere..! forgive me mr rajan(my english teacher)..huhu..till now, I didn’t pass up your “last year essay exercise,” and usually, fall asleep in you class..i didn’t mean to do that purposely..you’re always talking about this corrupted things and you incredible life in London and bla bla bla, which I can’t help but to fall asleep..again, sorry..maybe, I’ll pass up my delay essay this year..just, maybe..didn’t promise anything..and to all form five smkts, this year, please and please, try to complete all the essays that mr rajan gave you..if you still can’t complete it, eventough how hard you’ve tried, then, all I can say is, “JOIN THE CLUB!” hahak..what a happy ending~
By [thatreservedgirl]
SPMku~
3/25/2008 3:36:03 PM
SPMku~
My biggest penantian is already over which is my spm result..ya, ya..sure, whoever yang membace bende neyh akan menanyekan keputosan spmku..secare tak singejenye, aku tercakap yang aku dapat result seperti ineyh::
Bahase melayu: 1a
Bahase inggeris: 1a gce-o: 3b
Pendidikan islam: 3b
Sejarah: 3b
Mathematics: 1a
Additional mathematics: 6c
Physics: 4b
Chemistry: 4b
Biology: 3b
English for science and technology: 4b
Ingen aku rumoskan di sineyh yang aku telah mendapat:
3a1, 3b3, 3b4 dan 1c6~
Pasneyh, kalo ade sesape lagi yang sebok menanye bape keputosan aku, aku siku-siku gak tulang wusuk dea..
Kalo nak kate aku x bepuas ati, tipu ar..bile aku congak-congak, okay pe keputosan tuh..bole dikatekan ar, aku tesangat gembiwe coz kalo nak dipikerkan, aku tak sempat siapkan hamper kesemue paper-paper spm tuh..examplenye, cam paper bahase inggeris, kawangan aku bukan sempat siap pon, aleh-aleh, “..the lorry hit her and she died..” tak sempat aku nak menyambong cite tuh, pengawas peperiksaan da menunggu kat sebelah nak kutip paper..adoi, frust gile time tuh, aku ingat nak buat dramatic ending sket cam, “..Now, I’m sitting here, like we’re both used to do, watching the sunset..i am now a pro skater, and yes, I have to admit, she’s the one who inspired me to reach to this point..how I wish she’s here, being part of all this..but hey, the truth is, I know, she’s always here, somewhere in my heart, supporting me from behind and never let me given up on this dream, our dream..i hold her skateboard tightly and I say, “Kim, we did it, skater girls conquer the world!” begitulah patotnye..maybe pemerikse paper aku tuh dapat bace maksod yang tesirat di sibalek ayat “she died” and that’s why dea bagee good marks..huhu..buwat andaian mengong lak aku neyh..
Yang neyh lak, cite pasal satu paper yang menyelekkan otak aku iaitu paper sejarah..time aku dapat paper sejarah ni, aku selak sume muke surat dolu..setelah hamper due tige kali menawap soklan, still satu pon aku tak bole jwb..kecemasan yang aku wase mase tuh hanye tuhan jek yang tawu, time sembilan-sembilan awi pepewiksaan tuh pulak aku kine deman campor flu..otak aku macam da give up jek nak jawab..“oh, tuhan, susahnye soklan ineyh..” huhu..aku membuang mase sambel dudok blank pandang depan, kiwe, kanan..sume kusyhuk menolis..adakah aku sowang jek yang bengap sangat sampai tak tawu jawapan tok paper neyh..? tetanye-tanye sampai skang..aku tengok pengawas tuh da macam geleng-geleng kipale dea..dari riak muke dea, aku dapat bace yang dea skang tgh ckp dalam ati, “hahahahak..padan muke ko, bawu skang tawu ape akibatnye tak bace booku..laen kali mase cekgu ko ngajar, pegi tido..jangan denga..hahahahak” ekspressi dea pon suda cukop tok menyatekan sigalenye..ish..aku tutop muke aku kat meja, time neyh penyesalan datang cam, apesal aku tak bace bab tige..adoi..yang pigi bace bab satu tuh wat ape..ish..ade gak tegerak ati aku tok kuar jek dawi dewan pekse tuh..disaat-saat genting tuh jugak ar, ati aku tetibe bekate, “jangan give up weyh, paper sejarah, bukannye susah sangat..kalo da tak tawu, ko piker logic jek..tak pon ko wat jek sejarah ko sendiwi..dapat 1 markah, lagi baek dawi dapat kosong an..? pade ketike ituh, aku cam dapat semangat jek tok bemule semule..aku bangon, sinyum kat diwi sendiwi, pastu start jawab paper tuh..aku taknak benti sebab ati aku tak bagee aku benti..dea soh tewoskan gak sampailah mase tamat..yang budak sibelah aku, si lemon sampai ckp, “sudah-sudah ar tuh.” Haa, di sineyh, ingen aku mengucapkan tahneah kipade kamoo [lemon: =p] kerane telah mendapat lesen P..syabas weyh! I know it’s kinda late..arap still diterime..aku singaje letak kat sineyh supaye kekal..bile-bile mase ko wase cam saket ati kat aku, ko bace ar blog neyh balek, arap-arap ko x ar saket ati lagi..huhu..taktik kotor meraeh kemaapan..
Bawu due paper, hurm, laen kali, kalo aku ade mase and ade ati tok becerite, aku sambong cite pekse neyh..till then, I’m just hoping for something exciting to come along~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
SPMku~
My biggest penantian is already over which is my spm result..ya, ya..sure, whoever yang membace bende neyh akan menanyekan keputosan spmku..secare tak singejenye, aku tercakap yang aku dapat result seperti ineyh::
Bahase melayu: 1a
Bahase inggeris: 1a gce-o: 3b
Pendidikan islam: 3b
Sejarah: 3b
Mathematics: 1a
Additional mathematics: 6c
Physics: 4b
Chemistry: 4b
Biology: 3b
English for science and technology: 4b
Ingen aku rumoskan di sineyh yang aku telah mendapat:
3a1, 3b3, 3b4 dan 1c6~
Pasneyh, kalo ade sesape lagi yang sebok menanye bape keputosan aku, aku siku-siku gak tulang wusuk dea..
Kalo nak kate aku x bepuas ati, tipu ar..bile aku congak-congak, okay pe keputosan tuh..bole dikatekan ar, aku tesangat gembiwe coz kalo nak dipikerkan, aku tak sempat siapkan hamper kesemue paper-paper spm tuh..examplenye, cam paper bahase inggeris, kawangan aku bukan sempat siap pon, aleh-aleh, “..the lorry hit her and she died..” tak sempat aku nak menyambong cite tuh, pengawas peperiksaan da menunggu kat sebelah nak kutip paper..adoi, frust gile time tuh, aku ingat nak buat dramatic ending sket cam, “..Now, I’m sitting here, like we’re both used to do, watching the sunset..i am now a pro skater, and yes, I have to admit, she’s the one who inspired me to reach to this point..how I wish she’s here, being part of all this..but hey, the truth is, I know, she’s always here, somewhere in my heart, supporting me from behind and never let me given up on this dream, our dream..i hold her skateboard tightly and I say, “Kim, we did it, skater girls conquer the world!” begitulah patotnye..maybe pemerikse paper aku tuh dapat bace maksod yang tesirat di sibalek ayat “she died” and that’s why dea bagee good marks..huhu..buwat andaian mengong lak aku neyh..
Yang neyh lak, cite pasal satu paper yang menyelekkan otak aku iaitu paper sejarah..time aku dapat paper sejarah ni, aku selak sume muke surat dolu..setelah hamper due tige kali menawap soklan, still satu pon aku tak bole jwb..kecemasan yang aku wase mase tuh hanye tuhan jek yang tawu, time sembilan-sembilan awi pepewiksaan tuh pulak aku kine deman campor flu..otak aku macam da give up jek nak jawab..“oh, tuhan, susahnye soklan ineyh..” huhu..aku membuang mase sambel dudok blank pandang depan, kiwe, kanan..sume kusyhuk menolis..adakah aku sowang jek yang bengap sangat sampai tak tawu jawapan tok paper neyh..? tetanye-tanye sampai skang..aku tengok pengawas tuh da macam geleng-geleng kipale dea..dari riak muke dea, aku dapat bace yang dea skang tgh ckp dalam ati, “hahahahak..padan muke ko, bawu skang tawu ape akibatnye tak bace booku..laen kali mase cekgu ko ngajar, pegi tido..jangan denga..hahahahak” ekspressi dea pon suda cukop tok menyatekan sigalenye..ish..aku tutop muke aku kat meja, time neyh penyesalan datang cam, apesal aku tak bace bab tige..adoi..yang pigi bace bab satu tuh wat ape..ish..ade gak tegerak ati aku tok kuar jek dawi dewan pekse tuh..disaat-saat genting tuh jugak ar, ati aku tetibe bekate, “jangan give up weyh, paper sejarah, bukannye susah sangat..kalo da tak tawu, ko piker logic jek..tak pon ko wat jek sejarah ko sendiwi..dapat 1 markah, lagi baek dawi dapat kosong an..? pade ketike ituh, aku cam dapat semangat jek tok bemule semule..aku bangon, sinyum kat diwi sendiwi, pastu start jawab paper tuh..aku taknak benti sebab ati aku tak bagee aku benti..dea soh tewoskan gak sampailah mase tamat..yang budak sibelah aku, si lemon sampai ckp, “sudah-sudah ar tuh.” Haa, di sineyh, ingen aku mengucapkan tahneah kipade kamoo [lemon: =p] kerane telah mendapat lesen P..syabas weyh! I know it’s kinda late..arap still diterime..aku singaje letak kat sineyh supaye kekal..bile-bile mase ko wase cam saket ati kat aku, ko bace ar blog neyh balek, arap-arap ko x ar saket ati lagi..huhu..taktik kotor meraeh kemaapan..
Bawu due paper, hurm, laen kali, kalo aku ade mase and ade ati tok becerite, aku sambong cite pekse neyh..till then, I’m just hoping for something exciting to come along~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Skarang hujan~
3/25/2008 2:12:50 PM
Skarang hujan~
Skarang neyh hujan..lebat sangat..entah kinape, aku suke bawu dea..aku suke bunyik dea..aku suke gak name dea..hujan..
Bile cakap pasal hujan, aku tewingat kat “batu”..budak yang ajar aku maen gita..tiap-tiap kali dea datang nak ajar aku, mesti and kompem ujan, x pon, wibot kuat melande..aku pun pilek apesal la jadi camtuh..tiap-tiap kali lak tuh..kalo nak kate kebetolan, macam tak brape nak kine jek..hurm, kepilekkan yang melampau..
“Batu” neyh sowang yang macam x brape nak ade perasaan jek..name pon “batu”..gambarannye, kalo aku bawak dea naek pemaenan yang paling dasyat kat genting tuh pon, yang selaloonye akan membuatkan sume owg menjerit, tak pon adrenalin mesti tekeluar walaupon sket, yang si dea neyh akan still wat muke mengong dea..macam takde pape..
Hujan da benti da..bawu dea pon da amper ilang..bunyik still ade sket-sket..baki aer ujan dawi atap umah yang tak sampai ke jalan tar lagi..sunyi jek..emosiku still same..
Sambong balek cite “batu”..aku mengaku di sineyh yang aku penah gak tesuke kat dea untuk jangke mase yang agak tak brape nak lame sgt..aku selaloo camtuh..after I met somebody, I’d be like, “hey, I have a really big crush on this guy!” and next time I met him, I’d be like, “hey, I think I don’t have a crush on this guy anymore, he is so yesterday!” exaggerating a bit but it was something like that..close enough, I guess..i’m sure most of the girls, I mean someone like me, will agree with that statement..
Yup, guys, for your information, I’m like that..i don’t know about your girls or whatsoever, but hey, that is so me..till now, I still don’t know what is my problem..maybe, it’s not a problem anyway, it’s just the way my brain works..not blaming my brain here..just blame the curiosity in me..i have a crush, and I just want to get to know him better, and then, when I’ve figured out the inside of this pretty cute face, i’m done dreaming..again, don’t blame me, blame my curiosity, sweetheart..
To talk about life..wow..the most difficult part..but I’d love to share it with someone..again, the most difficult part..trust me, telling someone, that you don’t even know, about your life and your routine by uploading your journal in myspace which is the most famous place in internet instead of youtube and limewire..fuh..come on, tell me if you think it’s easy..verbally..hurm..
Right now, i’ve already quit my job and trying to fixed my “chaos life” back to normal..gonna start it all over again~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Skarang hujan~
Skarang neyh hujan..lebat sangat..entah kinape, aku suke bawu dea..aku suke bunyik dea..aku suke gak name dea..hujan..
Bile cakap pasal hujan, aku tewingat kat “batu”..budak yang ajar aku maen gita..tiap-tiap kali dea datang nak ajar aku, mesti and kompem ujan, x pon, wibot kuat melande..aku pun pilek apesal la jadi camtuh..tiap-tiap kali lak tuh..kalo nak kate kebetolan, macam tak brape nak kine jek..hurm, kepilekkan yang melampau..
“Batu” neyh sowang yang macam x brape nak ade perasaan jek..name pon “batu”..gambarannye, kalo aku bawak dea naek pemaenan yang paling dasyat kat genting tuh pon, yang selaloonye akan membuatkan sume owg menjerit, tak pon adrenalin mesti tekeluar walaupon sket, yang si dea neyh akan still wat muke mengong dea..macam takde pape..
Hujan da benti da..bawu dea pon da amper ilang..bunyik still ade sket-sket..baki aer ujan dawi atap umah yang tak sampai ke jalan tar lagi..sunyi jek..emosiku still same..
Sambong balek cite “batu”..aku mengaku di sineyh yang aku penah gak tesuke kat dea untuk jangke mase yang agak tak brape nak lame sgt..aku selaloo camtuh..after I met somebody, I’d be like, “hey, I have a really big crush on this guy!” and next time I met him, I’d be like, “hey, I think I don’t have a crush on this guy anymore, he is so yesterday!” exaggerating a bit but it was something like that..close enough, I guess..i’m sure most of the girls, I mean someone like me, will agree with that statement..
Yup, guys, for your information, I’m like that..i don’t know about your girls or whatsoever, but hey, that is so me..till now, I still don’t know what is my problem..maybe, it’s not a problem anyway, it’s just the way my brain works..not blaming my brain here..just blame the curiosity in me..i have a crush, and I just want to get to know him better, and then, when I’ve figured out the inside of this pretty cute face, i’m done dreaming..again, don’t blame me, blame my curiosity, sweetheart..
To talk about life..wow..the most difficult part..but I’d love to share it with someone..again, the most difficult part..trust me, telling someone, that you don’t even know, about your life and your routine by uploading your journal in myspace which is the most famous place in internet instead of youtube and limewire..fuh..come on, tell me if you think it’s easy..verbally..hurm..
Right now, i’ve already quit my job and trying to fixed my “chaos life” back to normal..gonna start it all over again~
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku centa dea!
2/9/2008 9:18:12 PM
Aku centa dea!
Dea segak..
Dea kelakar..
Dea suke kaler itam..
Dea suke bercakap..
Dea menghiborkan..
Dea sentiase tawu ape nak buat..walaupon dalam keadaan yang sesukar mane pon..
Dea cukop kenal aku..
Dea tawu bile aku sedih..
Dea tawu bile aku epy..
Dea tawu bile aku cube jadi orang laen..and dea akan larang aku daripade melakukan ituh..
Dea buwat aku piker pasal dea selaloo..and aku tak penah bosan pon..
Dea cube kuasai otak aku..tapi aku tak kesah doe..
Dea selaloo ilang secare tetibe..aku suke sikap ituh..
Dea suke kejotkan aku ngan bende-bende yang tak dapat aku nak espek..and aku tak dapat jangke perangainye..dan pikirannye..beautiful..
Dea interesting..aku tak pernah bosan bile dengan dea..
Gile ah..
Yang penting skang, aku tawu and aku jugak nak dea tawu yang AKU CENTA DEA!
PERFECT, annur!
By: [thatreservedgirl
Aku centa dea!
Dea segak..
Dea kelakar..
Dea suke kaler itam..
Dea suke bercakap..
Dea menghiborkan..
Dea sentiase tawu ape nak buat..walaupon dalam keadaan yang sesukar mane pon..
Dea cukop kenal aku..
Dea tawu bile aku sedih..
Dea tawu bile aku epy..
Dea tawu bile aku cube jadi orang laen..and dea akan larang aku daripade melakukan ituh..
Dea buwat aku piker pasal dea selaloo..and aku tak penah bosan pon..
Dea cube kuasai otak aku..tapi aku tak kesah doe..
Dea selaloo ilang secare tetibe..aku suke sikap ituh..
Dea suke kejotkan aku ngan bende-bende yang tak dapat aku nak espek..and aku tak dapat jangke perangainye..dan pikirannye..beautiful..
Dea interesting..aku tak pernah bosan bile dengan dea..
Gile ah..
Yang penting skang, aku tawu and aku jugak nak dea tawu yang AKU CENTA DEA!
PERFECT, annur!
By: [thatreservedgirl
Birthday, really~
1/26/2008 6:10:51 PM
Birthday, really~
Awi neyh birthday mak aku..And skang, aku tengah on the way ke Bagan Lalang tok celebrate..mak aku dari tadi tesinyom jek..epy ar tuh..
Aku pon epy skali tengok mak aku epy..
Bawu lepas Enstek..
Hurm, macam bese ar kalo gi mane-mane, aku takkan lupe aku nye boyfren neyh, slaloo dea gi travel besame aku..yang seleknye, dea cepat abes bateri..huhu..so, aku tak dapat ar tolis banyak-banyak skang..
Bowink..
Tetibe abang aku cakap pasal lesen lak..aku trase nak amek lesen ar..moto ke, kete ke..piker..
Perrgghh, bapak cantek awan kat tempat neyh..
Ish, mane kamere aku neyh..
Jap..gi cari..
Adoi..aku tak bawak ar..cantek gile doe..kalo ko tengok awan time skang, 1/26/2008 6:21:21 PM, kat Sepang, mesti ko akan setuju ngan aku gak..cahaye matahari menembusi awan tuh..siyes cakap..tuh je ar yang dapat aku gambarkan..selek gi..eeeeeishh..
Lagu meet uncle hussin skang kat radio neyh..
“Tak tahan, tak tahan, sabarku tak tertahan..melayan sikapmoo perawan..berbeza-berbeza, kau dan aku berbeza, kita memang tak serupa..bebaskan, bebaskan, ku ingin dilepaskan, kita tidak sehaluan..cukoplah, sudahla, sampai di sini saja, hubungan kita bedua..”
Tuh jek yang dapat aku catch up..
Skang lagu maroon 5, “wake up call”..
Aku nampak signboard homestay..mesti best an kalo aku dapat gi homestay kat jepon ke, university of seoul ke, yale university ke, mesti best gile an..
Menarik..
Ujan rintek-rintek ar kat sineyh..sijuk doe..menggigel aku..
Skang aku da sampai Sungai Pelek..kawan aku, “belimbing” tinggal kat sineyh..trase cam nak gi jengok dea skang jek..
“Belimbing”, if you read this, aku just nak cakap aku memang nak gi jengok ko doe..tapi abang aku gi jalan teros jek..dea tak nak pusing-pusing..huhu..aku still ingat ko and buai tuh..message me after ko bace neyh k..
Da masok Bagan Lalang, kampong area..cantek gile matari kat sineyh, time neyh, 1/26/2008 6:36:39 PM..
Yay..da sampai pantai..rugi tak bawak kamera..tension tol ar..
Meriah tempat neyh..
Kamere..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
Nak ketok kipale jap..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Birthday, really~
Awi neyh birthday mak aku..And skang, aku tengah on the way ke Bagan Lalang tok celebrate..mak aku dari tadi tesinyom jek..epy ar tuh..
Aku pon epy skali tengok mak aku epy..
Bawu lepas Enstek..
Hurm, macam bese ar kalo gi mane-mane, aku takkan lupe aku nye boyfren neyh, slaloo dea gi travel besame aku..yang seleknye, dea cepat abes bateri..huhu..so, aku tak dapat ar tolis banyak-banyak skang..
Bowink..
Tetibe abang aku cakap pasal lesen lak..aku trase nak amek lesen ar..moto ke, kete ke..piker..
Perrgghh, bapak cantek awan kat tempat neyh..
Ish, mane kamere aku neyh..
Jap..gi cari..
Adoi..aku tak bawak ar..cantek gile doe..kalo ko tengok awan time skang, 1/26/2008 6:21:21 PM, kat Sepang, mesti ko akan setuju ngan aku gak..cahaye matahari menembusi awan tuh..siyes cakap..tuh je ar yang dapat aku gambarkan..selek gi..eeeeeishh..
Lagu meet uncle hussin skang kat radio neyh..
“Tak tahan, tak tahan, sabarku tak tertahan..melayan sikapmoo perawan..berbeza-berbeza, kau dan aku berbeza, kita memang tak serupa..bebaskan, bebaskan, ku ingin dilepaskan, kita tidak sehaluan..cukoplah, sudahla, sampai di sini saja, hubungan kita bedua..”
Tuh jek yang dapat aku catch up..
Skang lagu maroon 5, “wake up call”..
Aku nampak signboard homestay..mesti best an kalo aku dapat gi homestay kat jepon ke, university of seoul ke, yale university ke, mesti best gile an..
Menarik..
Ujan rintek-rintek ar kat sineyh..sijuk doe..menggigel aku..
Skang aku da sampai Sungai Pelek..kawan aku, “belimbing” tinggal kat sineyh..trase cam nak gi jengok dea skang jek..
“Belimbing”, if you read this, aku just nak cakap aku memang nak gi jengok ko doe..tapi abang aku gi jalan teros jek..dea tak nak pusing-pusing..huhu..aku still ingat ko and buai tuh..message me after ko bace neyh k..
Da masok Bagan Lalang, kampong area..cantek gile matari kat sineyh, time neyh, 1/26/2008 6:36:39 PM..
Yay..da sampai pantai..rugi tak bawak kamera..tension tol ar..
Meriah tempat neyh..
Kamere..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
Nak ketok kipale jap..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I'm in trouble~
1/25/2008 12:40:33 AM
I’m in trouble~
I cannot even write anything..bizi piker jalan penyelesaian tok masalah neyh..tak sangke, nak berenti kije pon susah..it’s hard when you have this sympathy feeling..i mean, you wanna quit to achieve something more in your life but it seems very difficult to move on from where you are now..
Everytime I have this problem, i will contact “lemon” coz he always know the right thing to say..
Damn him..!
He help me with some ideas to overcome the problem..
But now, I just don’t have the guts to do it..just wait and see ar how it goes..
I better go and watch teevee right now..at least, the actor will give me some ideas on how to act..
I have to act and make it like really happen..then only I can quit easily..
I’m sure you don’t understand what the hell am I talking about..nevermind..your job is not to understand me after all..btw, nobody ever does pon..
Chaow..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
I’m in trouble~
I cannot even write anything..bizi piker jalan penyelesaian tok masalah neyh..tak sangke, nak berenti kije pon susah..it’s hard when you have this sympathy feeling..i mean, you wanna quit to achieve something more in your life but it seems very difficult to move on from where you are now..
Everytime I have this problem, i will contact “lemon” coz he always know the right thing to say..
Damn him..!
He help me with some ideas to overcome the problem..
But now, I just don’t have the guts to do it..just wait and see ar how it goes..
I better go and watch teevee right now..at least, the actor will give me some ideas on how to act..
I have to act and make it like really happen..then only I can quit easily..
I’m sure you don’t understand what the hell am I talking about..nevermind..your job is not to understand me after all..btw, nobody ever does pon..
Chaow..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku ingin terbang~
1/24/2008 1:12:05 PM
Aku ingin terbang~
Aku ingin terbang..
tinggi..
mencapai segalenye..
Walaupon aku serbe tawu yang bende tuh imaginasi semate-mate, tapi aku wase gembire setelah menyatekannye..sangat gembire..
Wishlist yang aku nak lakukan sebelum aku dapat result spm..
**aku nak dudok kat atas rooftop..
**aku nak pigi jenjalan seowang diwi..
**aku nak tangkap gamba yang paleng cantek antare sume gamba yang aku penah tangkap..
**aku nak dapatkan album kedue avril lavigne, “under my skin”
**aku nak burn cd about something..and send it to everyone..
To all my classmate or anyone, send me your address coz I wanna send you the cd..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku ingin terbang~
Aku ingin terbang..
tinggi..
mencapai segalenye..
Walaupon aku serbe tawu yang bende tuh imaginasi semate-mate, tapi aku wase gembire setelah menyatekannye..sangat gembire..
Wishlist yang aku nak lakukan sebelum aku dapat result spm..
**aku nak dudok kat atas rooftop..
**aku nak pigi jenjalan seowang diwi..
**aku nak tangkap gamba yang paleng cantek antare sume gamba yang aku penah tangkap..
**aku nak dapatkan album kedue avril lavigne, “under my skin”
**aku nak burn cd about something..and send it to everyone..
To all my classmate or anyone, send me your address coz I wanna send you the cd..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
“ The Background”~
1/24/2008 12:25:17 AM
“ The Background”~
After a long hard thinking, aku decided tok mengubah name restaurant aku from “A YOUNG NATION ON THE RISE” ke “The Background”..aku tak tawu pasal ape..aku just wase cam name tuh sesuai jek..
“The Background” is all about this freedom to dream..and dream big..coz there’s no limits of it..and most important thing, it ain’t cost anything..
Damn..crushcrushcrush on double shot..i’m in love with this band already..
Hurm, back to this..
So, name bawu adela “The Background”..
Apesal cam ilang idea jek ni..
Tu je kot yang aku nak cakap..paramore yang kaco ar neyh..ish..blur da..
The story good bye the end**
By: [thatreservedgirl]
“ The Background”~
After a long hard thinking, aku decided tok mengubah name restaurant aku from “A YOUNG NATION ON THE RISE” ke “The Background”..aku tak tawu pasal ape..aku just wase cam name tuh sesuai jek..
“The Background” is all about this freedom to dream..and dream big..coz there’s no limits of it..and most important thing, it ain’t cost anything..
Damn..crushcrushcrush on double shot..i’m in love with this band already..
Hurm, back to this..
So, name bawu adela “The Background”..
Apesal cam ilang idea jek ni..
Tu je kot yang aku nak cakap..paramore yang kaco ar neyh..ish..blur da..
The story good bye the end**
By: [thatreservedgirl]
If you have this little tiny dream, then go for it..!
1/23/2008 3:17:05 PM
If you have this little tiny dream, then go for it..!
I got this brilliant idea just now..
If you have this little tiny dream, then go for it..In order tok merealisasikan restaurant aku neyh, aku telah bercadang tok open up one myspace about it dalam mase terdekat neyh..aku akan letak the shortcut kat top friend aku..so, to all the skaters, gamers, photographers, journalists, musicians, designers and any minat laen, jengok-jengok ar “A YOUNG NATION ON THE RISE” blog..
If you have this little tiny dream, then go for it..!
I got this brilliant idea just now..
If you have this little tiny dream, then go for it..In order tok merealisasikan restaurant aku neyh, aku telah bercadang tok open up one myspace about it dalam mase terdekat neyh..aku akan letak the shortcut kat top friend aku..so, to all the skaters, gamers, photographers, journalists, musicians, designers and any minat laen, jengok-jengok ar “A YOUNG NATION ON THE RISE” blog..
Aku, “papaya” dan “giant”~
1/23/2008 12:40:35 AM
Aku, “papaya” dan “giant”~
Kisahnye sentiase sama..
Kalo aku ngan “papaya” dapat syip malam, kitowang akan datang awal setengah jam sebelom punchcard..kekadang singgah kat kfc, order cheesy wedges ngan zinger max burger..kalo tengah pokai, kitowang akan bili aeskerem arge 99 sen kat giant and lepak kat tempat permaenan kanak-kanak..tapi, slaloonya, aku bili sensorang ar coz “papaya” on diet..walaupon had umo budak yang dibenarkan masok tok bermaen adela 12 taon dan ke bawah, itu sume tidak kitowang pedulikan..
“Papaya” akan dudok kat sebelah gelongsor yang paleng tinggi..maen henpon dea..aku pulak akan bizi bemaen setiap permaenan yang ade di situh termasok ar ketige-tige gelongsor, xoxo and keempat-empat karton yang bespring..
Kekadang, bebudak yang ade kat situh pon naek pilek tengok aku..arh, peduli ape..
“Papaya” yang tidak memakai jam akan sering bertanyekan waktu..slaloonye, satu menet sebelom kol 4 petang, aku akan berlari ke tempat kijeku..aku akan ajak “papaya” belari besameku tok make sure kitowang tak lewat..tapi, “papaya” akan tetap bejalan dengan rilek tanpe ade siket pon wase wisau dimukenye sambel bekate:
“Biar ar lambat..do I look like I care..? Kalo kene pecat pon, x kesah..”
Aku akan tesenyom setiap kali..
First-first sampai, aku akan gi check setiap meje dolu..pastikan sumenye tesuson..pastuh aku akan gi basoh kain burok yang digunekan tok lap meje tuh yang memang kompen-kompen da bau cam puake..
Time amek order lak..kalo owg cine masok, aku akan pas kat “papaya” coz kalo aku gi amek order diowang, diowang mesti teros bantai cakap bahase cine..aku yang kurang pendidikan ineyh akan tengange and teros bekate:
“I’m sorry sir, I’m malay”..
And diowang akan cakap bende neyh:
“Lu malay ah..? Muka macam cinah..wa suda kompius..”
And aku akan tesinyom..
Mase akan belalu dengan sangat pantas, silap-silap da time nak tutop..time neyh agak mencabar sket coz kekadang ade customer yang x weti-weti nak balek..kot ye pon suke sangat dok kat kopitiam, x payah ar sampai x weti nak pulang ke rumahmoo, encik..adoi..
Penah satu ketike dolu, ade satu couple neyh makan kat kopitiam..jam da kol 11.Oo malam..giant pon da tutop..diowang bole buwat bodo lagik, maen suap-suap..dalam ati kate, “aku nak balek da neyh, ko lagi nak lelame..ish..” Aku yang tengah agak bengang pon, lantas mengajak “papaya” gi angkat sume kusi ke atas meje..bagi signal ar yang kidai da nak tutop..pas kitowang da angkat sume kusi EXCEPT kusi diowang, still diowang bole ketawe-ketawe cite pasal hal pecintaan diowang..aku ngan “papaya” maken meluat ar..Kitowang pon mule ar bukak mulut buat bunyi-bunyi cam:
“Tak weti balek-balek ke yang..”
“I taknak balek..”
“Kinape..?”
“I sukeee kopitiam..best gile..jom kite makan kat kopitiam lelame..yay”
Sepuloh menet kemudian, diowang pon blah..tak tahan agaknye..
Bile sume customer da balek, aku ngan “papaya” akan start sapu lantai..pastu mop..time mengemop adalah aktiviti yang paling aku suke and paleng aku benci..
Kinape aku suke..? Pasal bau pewangi lantai ajax tuh wangi gile arh..ape gi, aku tuang tak hengat dunia ar..tuh pasal cepat abes..huhu..kekadang, mase mengemop, trase cam nak pelok jek batang mop tuh..“papaya” pon same gak..kitowang slaloo arap ade owang yang bau cam ajax neyh datang makan kat kopitiam..
Da start gile da..
Kinape aku benci lak..? Coz tiap kali mengemop, kasotku akan banjer..waa..tension doe..tengah seronok menghidu bau wangi, sedar-sedar, kaki da wase cam basah jek coz kasot bocor..menyedihkan tol an..”papaya” akan kate:
“Gi ar bili kasot baru..”
..setiap kali..
Pas siap sume kije, kitowang akan punchcard and it’s time to lepak bersame “giant”..
Kalo nak dipikirkan, seronok doe..I mean, bile sume orang da balek kije, “giant” tuh jadi sunyi sepi jek..Dalam kesunyi-sepian ituh, terase cam “giant” tuh milek kiteowang plak..
Time sementare tunggu mak aku sampai, macam-macam idea gile kuar..maen tolak-tolak troli ar, maen teng-teng gune jubin ar, kire bilangan semot api ar, nak curik-curik masok kat nursery ar and etc..
Tapi, slaloonye aku ngan “papaya” akan start bukak cite pasal life maseng-maseng..relationship dea ngan “mangosteen”, the new hottest guy in giant or our latest crush and etc..
We are girls, what do you expect, dude..?
Tetibe penin gile lak kipale aku..aku nak tolis banyak bende lagi neyh..
Adoi..maken bedenyot lak..petande tak bagi aku tolis bebanyak ar uh..jealous..
Catch you later..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Send me your address, so that I can get in touch with you..
I’m going to work now..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Aku, “papaya” dan “giant”~
Kisahnye sentiase sama..
Kalo aku ngan “papaya” dapat syip malam, kitowang akan datang awal setengah jam sebelom punchcard..kekadang singgah kat kfc, order cheesy wedges ngan zinger max burger..kalo tengah pokai, kitowang akan bili aeskerem arge 99 sen kat giant and lepak kat tempat permaenan kanak-kanak..tapi, slaloonya, aku bili sensorang ar coz “papaya” on diet..walaupon had umo budak yang dibenarkan masok tok bermaen adela 12 taon dan ke bawah, itu sume tidak kitowang pedulikan..
“Papaya” akan dudok kat sebelah gelongsor yang paleng tinggi..maen henpon dea..aku pulak akan bizi bemaen setiap permaenan yang ade di situh termasok ar ketige-tige gelongsor, xoxo and keempat-empat karton yang bespring..
Kekadang, bebudak yang ade kat situh pon naek pilek tengok aku..arh, peduli ape..
“Papaya” yang tidak memakai jam akan sering bertanyekan waktu..slaloonye, satu menet sebelom kol 4 petang, aku akan berlari ke tempat kijeku..aku akan ajak “papaya” belari besameku tok make sure kitowang tak lewat..tapi, “papaya” akan tetap bejalan dengan rilek tanpe ade siket pon wase wisau dimukenye sambel bekate:
“Biar ar lambat..do I look like I care..? Kalo kene pecat pon, x kesah..”
Aku akan tesenyom setiap kali..
First-first sampai, aku akan gi check setiap meje dolu..pastikan sumenye tesuson..pastuh aku akan gi basoh kain burok yang digunekan tok lap meje tuh yang memang kompen-kompen da bau cam puake..
Time amek order lak..kalo owg cine masok, aku akan pas kat “papaya” coz kalo aku gi amek order diowang, diowang mesti teros bantai cakap bahase cine..aku yang kurang pendidikan ineyh akan tengange and teros bekate:
“I’m sorry sir, I’m malay”..
And diowang akan cakap bende neyh:
“Lu malay ah..? Muka macam cinah..wa suda kompius..”
And aku akan tesinyom..
Mase akan belalu dengan sangat pantas, silap-silap da time nak tutop..time neyh agak mencabar sket coz kekadang ade customer yang x weti-weti nak balek..kot ye pon suke sangat dok kat kopitiam, x payah ar sampai x weti nak pulang ke rumahmoo, encik..adoi..
Penah satu ketike dolu, ade satu couple neyh makan kat kopitiam..jam da kol 11.Oo malam..giant pon da tutop..diowang bole buwat bodo lagik, maen suap-suap..dalam ati kate, “aku nak balek da neyh, ko lagi nak lelame..ish..” Aku yang tengah agak bengang pon, lantas mengajak “papaya” gi angkat sume kusi ke atas meje..bagi signal ar yang kidai da nak tutop..pas kitowang da angkat sume kusi EXCEPT kusi diowang, still diowang bole ketawe-ketawe cite pasal hal pecintaan diowang..aku ngan “papaya” maken meluat ar..Kitowang pon mule ar bukak mulut buat bunyi-bunyi cam:
“Tak weti balek-balek ke yang..”
“I taknak balek..”
“Kinape..?”
“I sukeee kopitiam..best gile..jom kite makan kat kopitiam lelame..yay”
Sepuloh menet kemudian, diowang pon blah..tak tahan agaknye..
Bile sume customer da balek, aku ngan “papaya” akan start sapu lantai..pastu mop..time mengemop adalah aktiviti yang paling aku suke and paleng aku benci..
Kinape aku suke..? Pasal bau pewangi lantai ajax tuh wangi gile arh..ape gi, aku tuang tak hengat dunia ar..tuh pasal cepat abes..huhu..kekadang, mase mengemop, trase cam nak pelok jek batang mop tuh..“papaya” pon same gak..kitowang slaloo arap ade owang yang bau cam ajax neyh datang makan kat kopitiam..
Da start gile da..
Kinape aku benci lak..? Coz tiap kali mengemop, kasotku akan banjer..waa..tension doe..tengah seronok menghidu bau wangi, sedar-sedar, kaki da wase cam basah jek coz kasot bocor..menyedihkan tol an..”papaya” akan kate:
“Gi ar bili kasot baru..”
..setiap kali..
Pas siap sume kije, kitowang akan punchcard and it’s time to lepak bersame “giant”..
Kalo nak dipikirkan, seronok doe..I mean, bile sume orang da balek kije, “giant” tuh jadi sunyi sepi jek..Dalam kesunyi-sepian ituh, terase cam “giant” tuh milek kiteowang plak..
Time sementare tunggu mak aku sampai, macam-macam idea gile kuar..maen tolak-tolak troli ar, maen teng-teng gune jubin ar, kire bilangan semot api ar, nak curik-curik masok kat nursery ar and etc..
Tapi, slaloonye aku ngan “papaya” akan start bukak cite pasal life maseng-maseng..relationship dea ngan “mangosteen”, the new hottest guy in giant or our latest crush and etc..
We are girls, what do you expect, dude..?
Tetibe penin gile lak kipale aku..aku nak tolis banyak bende lagi neyh..
Adoi..maken bedenyot lak..petande tak bagi aku tolis bebanyak ar uh..jealous..
Catch you later..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
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I’m going to work now..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Does true love last..? Still finding the answer~
1/22/2008 12:41:17 AM
Does true love last..? Still finding the answer~
Ape yang tejadi kat “papaya” membuktikan bahawe kebanyakkan true love does not last forever..
“Papaya” banyak kali cakap bende neyh:
“If you love them, then, let them go..if they come back to you, they’re yours forever”
Gile ah..mendalam meaning dea..
Once upon a time dolu, diowang slaloo hangout together..doing things that them both like..eventough they are not in the same class, “mangosteen” will wait for “papaya” every single day..they really in love with each other..i mean, you just can see it..obvious maa.
There once was a time when “mangosteen” gave chocolate to “papaya” every single day for one month..seriously, “mangosteen” doesn’t miss a single day..
They will celebrate their anniversary every single month..If I wanna tell you the whole story, it will take a lifetime though..
Let just proceed to the klimaks..
But lately, “mangosteen” like to hurt “papaya” by doing this small-small thing like never replaying “papaya”’s message..if “mangosteen” reply pon, “mangosteen” will give this stupid alasan like, busy doing homework or painting the house, or sleepy, or got to do revision and other annoying+irritating+unforgivable+unaccepted excuses..stupid one..
I, myself, wonder what is wrong with “mangosteen”..
You’re walking alone..and you search for someone to walk beside you..and when you’ve found that someone and you really sure about that, why you let them go..? Silly mistake isn’t it..?
I guess, that is just how it goes..
Honestly, I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene though..
A little advice from me, if you’re a heartbreaker, then, just walk alone..
..like me..hahak..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
Does true love last..? Still finding the answer~
Ape yang tejadi kat “papaya” membuktikan bahawe kebanyakkan true love does not last forever..
“Papaya” banyak kali cakap bende neyh:
“If you love them, then, let them go..if they come back to you, they’re yours forever”
Gile ah..mendalam meaning dea..
Once upon a time dolu, diowang slaloo hangout together..doing things that them both like..eventough they are not in the same class, “mangosteen” will wait for “papaya” every single day..they really in love with each other..i mean, you just can see it..obvious maa.
There once was a time when “mangosteen” gave chocolate to “papaya” every single day for one month..seriously, “mangosteen” doesn’t miss a single day..
They will celebrate their anniversary every single month..If I wanna tell you the whole story, it will take a lifetime though..
Let just proceed to the klimaks..
But lately, “mangosteen” like to hurt “papaya” by doing this small-small thing like never replaying “papaya”’s message..if “mangosteen” reply pon, “mangosteen” will give this stupid alasan like, busy doing homework or painting the house, or sleepy, or got to do revision and other annoying+irritating+unforgivable+unaccepted excuses..stupid one..
I, myself, wonder what is wrong with “mangosteen”..
You’re walking alone..and you search for someone to walk beside you..and when you’ve found that someone and you really sure about that, why you let them go..? Silly mistake isn’t it..?
I guess, that is just how it goes..
Honestly, I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene though..
A little advice from me, if you’re a heartbreaker, then, just walk alone..
..like me..hahak..
By: [thatreservedgirl]
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